Molaric

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  1. Anything involving creativity, aesthetics, abstract thinking, thinking in terms of logical systems, understanding of emotional themes in an experience or person, and coming up with ideas. Those are the ones I thought in my head right now.
  2. The tech job market is in shambles from what I hear for entry level, so now you do need to be very good. I'm just gradually losing my will to enjoy life and patience with my current situation, and I'm trying to find ways to make my life a little more bearable.
  3. To survive really, I wanted to study CS for money initially but that burned out. None of my passions are profitable so I'm forced to just slog through a temp career for now.
  4. Hey everyone, I’m a senior in college and I’ve hit a really rough spot. I’ve realized I genuinely hate my major (computer science). Not just the classes, but everything about it. I’ve tried pushing through, but it’s been eating away at me to the point that it’s caused pretty chronic depression and unhealthy coping habits, such as eating junk food, excessive video game usage and media consumption, suicidal ideation sometimes, meaningless sex, etc. At this point, I don’t even know if I should just finish the degree and pivot later, or if it’s worth making a drastic change this late in the game. I feel trapped between not wanting to “waste” the years I’ve already spent and not wanting to spend my life doing something that makes me miserable. I'm trying to pivot into design as I find it much more interesting of a field, but I don't think it would be practical for me right now to do so due to financial and time concerns. I just feel very empty and hollow. I'm worried if I continue I may end up gaining new harmful vices or hurt myself emotionally or even physically. Due to my health issues (vitamin deficiencies), my impulse control has gotten even worse and my declining cognition makes it even harder to stay engaged in the material, and with learning in general. How can I cope in a healthy manner while finishing my degree?
  5. Hello, I was wondering how you created the prompts for your AI art, and what AI art generator did you use for it @Leo Gura. I try to create good prompts but they always turn out weird or meh.
  6. All of Gojira's songs are great quality IMO. I personally like their older albums.
  7. I hope you guys had a great New Year and Christmas (if you celebrate it)! I am installing better hobbies and things to do in my life in order to replace my league of legends addiction, however it's just really hard for me to focus on things such as reading and studying computer science concepts and I just space out and think about the game over and over. I try to ignore it and focus on coding and other pursuits but it gets unbearable each day I'm not playing it to where it took me like 90 minutes to read 10 pages of a book, granted it was a difficult academic book on algorithms but still it's a little insane to think about. I just always want to play and watch more content, it never ends. I want to have a good future socially, with my developer skills, and career-wise but at the same time I also just have a strong desire to just play league all day for the rest of my life idk. I just can't imagine what life is like without playing games, it's just so weird to me as it's all I've known since I was 8. I'm gonna look for therapist soon and maybe that'll help but I came here wondering what tips or lessons would you give to deal with this lack of focus/motivation on other pursuits issue that comes with my addiction in the short-term and long-term. I felt less attached then I did in the past to the game but it's still really strong.
  8. I'm trying to break this habit in my interactions or at least do it in a more positive way, I get slightly combative often (subtlety) and I want to control or impose my ideals onto them. Any tips to stop this behavior on an inner level? So far I'm practicing trying not to be judgemental to myself as much so it won't reflect on others.
  9. Hello, what are some good recipes that you guys have found to eat for lunch/dinner?
  10. For me it's learning about others and their lives, I personally don't have anything I'm excited about as all my skills/hobbies I'm developing right now aren't very fun to do or something I would enjoy talking about.
  11. Also this is a me not having fun issue not much of a person being boring issue
  12. I want to talk to the other 99% of people and have fun with it ?
  13. I don't have really high expectations for people I talk to, I just want a way to not fall asleep in interactions. I'll find more interesting people here and there, that's not really a concern I generally know where to look.