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How do you mean by this? I thought you’d done this before? I once spent what I’d think about 20 minutes in insanity. Just gone, where I thought there’s absolutely no way I could ever see anybody again because, well I was just insane. The confusion was incomparable to anything I can describe, yet so much clarity at the same time that I’d completely lost it. A strange paradox. But do you mean you’ve gone far deeper than previously? As into a degree where you’ve maybe understood the dynamics or something along those lines?

Ya know my brother started watching this tates nonsense a few month ago, just casually. He’d throw it on and tell me to watch. I’ll admit I laughed, I found a lot of his shit quite humorous. I could see his points, but they were so egotistical they were a joke. It was like watching a comedy sketch, ya know when ya think haha they’ve got a point there. But in a ridiculous sort of way. Ya can see where he’s coming from with some of his stuff, and that place is pure ego. This man is not going to help any self actualize. He is what you would call an idiot of the highest order, whether he’s made millions and had loads of women or not. It no surprise to me that my brother has been finding himself in the most foolish situations, acting the fool, full of hatred for anything he doesn’t agree with, and his ego is running wild. This Tate can ‘seriously’ not be taken seriously. He is the prime example of a fool, who leads fools. Fools will be lead by him

What you’ve always thought, is where I’m currently at. This new awakening has veered off into realms I am not aware of. I feel like you’ve jumped ahead of my current understandings 10 fold of late. I can’t agree with this, or even dispute it, because it is not where I am at. I tripped and awoke a couple of nights ago and I didn’t venture any deeper than your previous teachings and what I’ve already previously awoken to, just had some different flavours but the end result being pretty much as usual. Interesting though to say the least

This sounds like a sort of god like mental gymnastics so infinitely pure and unable to make a wrong move, a wrong twist, flip, turn, you name it, without ‘not’ being able to work itself out. Hence the strange loop notion, always coming back on itself so completely it’s so conscious it can never be confused no matter how much and in whatever way it may try. I’ve awoken previously where I have had this sort of strange loopy intelligence where I could mentally see through every trick I’m playing on myself where I just couldn’t be confused as to what I’m doing and how I’m doing it to myself, regarding this particular life. But only as far as my own personal life goes, and how I could do it being any version from any human perspective. But I’m sure many here have been through that degree of awakening. A lot of it all memory now and conceptual, as the awakenings fade back into the background. What you’re describing is way beyond anything I’ve ever encountered, but I’m open to it. I look forward to hearing your attempts of elaborating and explaining this all to us over time ??

This btw, is genius. Possibly the most instantly hypocritical line I’ve ever read ? I’ll give you that. That’s one way to say you havnt got a clue ?️‍♂️

I’d bet my last quid/dollar Leo has interacted with piss more of your so called ‘other conscious entities’ than yourself on his awakening journey. You don’t need others around you to realise the mirror aspect of these seeming others anyway. And, the levels of awakening he tries to portray to you are so far beyond ‘other conscious entities’ that your comment is just childs play. There isn’t no other awakening you, you’re awakening yourself and that’s the bottom line. Solo and in isolation is without doubt the best way to unlock your mind for the deeper awakenings. ‘Others’ just become a distraction. Of course there’s a lock, it’s like your mind is twisted and tangled in a tight knot. The knot is the lock. It’s just a phrase to communicate through language

That is fucking nuts. I feel like this would be the kind of shit that would have one end up in a psyche ward. I’ve become completely insane during a trip before to what felt like the point of no return. But what you’ve just described seems so far away from the realms of normality I don’t know how someone would come back from that intact if you get me

What needs to be realised with the error in this thought process is that you’re holding God as other. As in God is doing, or allowing these things to happen to you, or someone else. Like it’s punishing another. You need to understand that God isn’t allowing these things to happen to anything else, it’s allowing it to happen to itself, and only itself. It’s not watching on from the sidelines. It is 100% directly involved, as the whole act, every part of it, thinking it, watching it, suffering it, being it. It is all the emotions of it, it’s the actual physical manifestation of it. Of anything and everything. It can also allow for it because it’s eternal and indestructible, therefore whatever it goes through in a human form, in its purist state of total awareness it is fully aware that whatever experiences for itself is in a sense no different to you going to bed at night, dreaming a horrific nightmare, and just waking up in the morning, completely and utterly unscathed, lying there in the exact same place, in your bed, never having actually moved, or done anything, experienced anything in the way it might have seemed, other than in its/YOUR imagination. It also has all the highest highs, but for some reason people don’t like to concentrate on that part of the duality. They constantly point out the lows, as if even searching for the negatives in the relative domain. Plucking them out, knit picking at the negative end. You must understand that to have the highest of highs, the lowest of lows must exist, high can not be experienced without low being a possibility. It’s the nature of duality. And the only reason you can experience this world in this form, is because of that. The set up is absolutely perfect to the nth degree. The intelligence is 2nd to none. Reality is ultimate perfection

Surely by your reckoning this should just go full circle then. You just made judgement on that post with your own reaction to it. Which in turn means you’ve literally just stated how you really see yourself ?

24 hour queues there were just to then stand in front of the coffin and bow your head or whatever for 10 seconds. The delusion of the general population is staggering when you take these sorts of things into consideration. I know people who I’ve know all my life who have barely ever mentioned the royal family or the queen in over 30 years of knowing them, suddenly they became big monarchists and the queens death apparently meant so much to them. The delusion of this circus is in the millions, infact runs into the billions. You can tell a lot about someone’s level of consciousness by the reaction to the queen. Total nonsense, worth no more or no less than the death of anybody else. Also just instantly replaced by the new king anyway and life just goes on, as it did beforehand. They’re not really doing too much these days anyway other than attending events just posing a that. The government rules the roost in this day and age if anything that’s where people’s attention should be focused, not on, what was it Leo said? Chimps wearing crowns ?. Don’t get me wrong I’ve respect for her dedication to what her duties were, but you just move on

I wouldn’t quite use the word pretend. You’re not literally sitting there pretending. As in if you’re a movie actor/actress, you are consciously pretending to play the role. You could maybe say if you had a piece of string, and dangled it straight down, straight, that could be like say our pure infinite consciousness, completely pure and enlightened, all knowing, whatever, however you like to frame it. Then you start to create a few ripples, twist it up a bit, tangle it round, make a few knots here and there, until it’s twisted and tangled all over the place. You then find yourself completely lost in it. So you’re not pretending, you’re genuinely lost in it. As the saying goes lost within your own dream. Until you unravel and untangle the whole thing again and find yourself back to where you started. You never ever left, just spun the string all over the place and got lost within it. You certainly aren’t pretending like an actor in a movie which is how I see you portraying your claim. Your human mind isn’t pretending, it’s genuinely wrapped up and convinced of it’s reality

I’d have to side with Leo on this one. There’s a good reason why he makes the videos and we watch them. It’s no coincidence

Top talk that. Interesting perspective. Food for thought as you say haha

In this case the murder would be committed out of the love for your child. Everything is acted out of a love for something one way or another. Even when it can be so twisted and an unhealthy form in the relative domain. Love is the backdrop behind everything

I like some of your insights and views. Intriguing many of them. But you have just made this up. This is no insight. It’s no awakening to anything. This is a fantasy you’ve thought up and chose to believe. @Someone here is serious about this work, whether he’s a massive over thinker or not. He’s genuinely searching for truth. You’re getting carried away. Every thought you have is not an insight. You haven’t verified your claim, because it’s not verifiable, because it’s not true. Theres always a ‘friend’ who seems to be verifying for you. On this occasion your friend is chatting shit. As are you. It seems you’re beginning to fall into traps and believing every thought that enters your head. I’m sure you’ve had awakenings, but I’m sure you’re also having delusions. Like I say I like you man, there’s some good stuff to take from you. Just beware of slipping into fantasy land ??

@amanen well yea I did feel as though I had this down to a certain degree. My own awakenings one after another seemed to cement that position. Then the infinity of gods concept was brought to my attention, and yes to me just a concept because I havnt realised what he’s talking about with that for myself, but it threw a spanner in the works and seems to have me confused again. What your saying matches with my own realisations

So we could say that during a nightly dream that this solipsistic bubble nature of the open world game trick is most certainly the case. But the question raises about the infinity of gods scenario. Could we say the same thing is happening but with multiple of these, all interconnecting, like an online multiplayer version of the same scenario? So your bubble is still the case, but there are others to connect with and interact with? Bubbles communing with bubbles, overlapping and interconnecting. Hence the shared dream scenario. Then no one else’s experience could be denied. Where as in a nightly dream all experiences of others can be denied. But then this raises more questions of how does this then at some point collapse into one, a singularity? You/I being it?

Very good ??

We may as well just change the site to Razard.org ey

I don’t really see the issue here. What Leo is saying is correct. Find the balance it’s pretty straightforward. Which benefits both aspects of your life, socialising and inner growth. Ya making a mountain out of a molehill chaps

I’d say every single possibility is available, potentially, like a branching out from any particular given point. As in for instance right now, you could veer off in unnumbered directions with your life, along any particular branch of possibility. Each single point creates the possibility of more branches from that point, and so on, to infinity, second by second you could say, but in actual fact a lot shorter time period but our human mind won’t register a time frame so small. All of these alternative directions you could choose are already existent potentially but not actualized by you. Every possibility is already there in the here and now, so yes you could say it’s already written. But you can steer yourself by living consciously to make actual any given particular path/experience. The more unconscious someone’s mind is the more completely out there and off track to one’s ego things might seem. It’s no mistake that the more conscious one is the smoother that ‘movie’ plays out

This doesn’t need a discussion. It’s your/my selfishness. It’s as simple as that

Personally I’m yet to experience this infinity of Gods. My awakenings suggest there is nothing existing except what is held within my consciousness. It has that solipsistic taste each and every time. I can only imagine that the infinity of Gods is an extension of that, not actually that there’s something going on somewhere outside of it. The unraveling of my life and all it’s stories and characters and form during awakenings leaves no room for another God doing it’s own shit outside of what I have been imagining. With the collapse of time and space I can only see that others lives as such are myself, in the same one and only eternal moment, and from the same one and only eternal place of nowhere, basically just here and now. Just God in a different state, therefore seeming like a different place, different time, whatever. That may seem like I would deny other people having an experience whilst I myself have one. Where as in actual fact I don’t, as from the state of being the other person then that experience exists, right here, right now. But paradoxically I do deny the experience of another, because awakened enough in a high enough state my very own experience is seen through to have never ever happened other than the swirl of imagination I’ve wrapped around myself. All in all, I can’t give a definitive answer other than as far as I’ve gone personally. Nor would I pretend that I can confirm the infinity of Gods realisation for what it’s supposed to be communicating

That the Razard86 version of me is addicted to this forum ?. Just some lighthearted humour my friend haha

Maybe you should take a look at your addiction to this forum before telling everyone else what they’re addicted to ?