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I don't really wanna bitch and moan. Maybe, I should just give up for now and pursue accounting. I struggle to see why anyone would pay me for music or Qigong when its so readily available and free.

@StarStruck David R Hawkins is his name. Yeah, I also struggle with this in business and in dating sometimes. The best thing to do is just let go of the shame and guilt. It doesn't really matter, try again but just enjoy the moment.

@Realms of Wonder I love it because I love beauty, I love the music, I love the possibility to inspire others to be part of their soundtrack to their life. If I continued I could inspire anyone willing to listen if I was successful. But, that at this moment... in my current state feels like a big IF. Reality is slow and un forgiving. I am already 26. I just don't really know where to best put my efforts. It seems that simply making more money right now is all I need to focus on. "You can't live in a world just breathing beautiful"

@Kid A I struggle with this too which is the main reason I don't date right now. It eats up to much of my head space and distracts me... and its painful for some reason. Dating is the last thing on my mind. But, know that at some point I'm gonna need to bite the bullet. Probably when I have more money. I think that, you just need to be less attached and make more focus on whatever you are doing in the moment. There is probably a relationship between being unattached and girls liking you more. idk.

I don't want to just be an accountant, failed musician failed Qigong teacher. But, it seems like the safest route. I don't want to bitch and moan either. Like the artists I love really inspire me. I want to create an amazing life. I don't think God really cares if I make an amazing life. It seems it's given my tinnitus and all my failures, all my suffering. It feels like God also gives me opportunities. It's given me both opportunities and so many failures. I've been working so hard this week. Maybe, maybe I just need to go home and take a nap and relax today.

Like, to be a real band or a real musician. Maybe I am getting to old? Maybe my character is changing? I just felt like, strumming those chords and singing was soo.... easy? Like, who gives a shit about my music? No one... I used to think I could write music to like, change the world but now I just feel like... I need to take care of myself.

@integral Seems a lot of people are saying it's very different than shrooms. So where did it get its reputation as being similar to shrooms? Just the chemistry? @Leo Gura did you find Aco like shrooms?

@Razard86 good ol’ mantak

@Proserpina That’s why this is tricky. A lot of western health professionals don’t know anything about mystical experience

Hmm, hey still looks healthy after many years. It's interesting seeing him eat fruit in these videos. I remember him saying these things were poison in the past.

sv3rige is one of the most biased mfs out there. The editing and the music lol There is a lot of different reasons for these peoples way of being... ahah I like the video of the person smoking a psychedelic and tripping part way through lol Not all vegan diets are healthy thats for sure.

I think life is long enough. Youth could last a bit longer. But, I’m glad it’s not like 500 years. Jeez

Collect wood, carry water. There’s no point

Edited to how I heard it in my mind when I replied. Its all love my friend. Take care! Stay safe

Your doing good work from my perspective, glad you are sharing so people doing end up tripping their balls off. Which is what I meant by my first post to the thread. Important thread you made. I realize the error on how my first reply was likely interpreted. I meant to say it to others who read it not directly to you. Apologies.

@BeachBliss Hey, whatever is going on with how your interpreting me has nothing to do with how I feel. I appreciate your thread and your contribution and I’m just having fun talking about shrooms with you and I see you responding like your upset.

@BeachBliss hmmm, didn’t know contributing to your thread and providing links was “bothering you”. But, hey. You do you. Thanks for making the thread btw. I had brought this up a few weeks ago.

@BeachBliss it has a section of just the cube strains too. Listed from beginner to advanced. https://curativemushrooms.com/psilocybe-cubensis-strains

Shamanic breathing and some kundalini or Qigong breathwork has created 5meo like experiences for me

@BeachBliss Hehe there’s a good website I found https://curativemushrooms.com/types-of-magic-mushrooms

@thisintegrated idk man. For example when Leo says “humanity is basically full of shit” is totally different than he listing all the individual people or types of people who are full of shit. It’s more in depth. I like it anyway.

Your making assumptions lol 2%

Interesting

Because you are selfish because you are unconscious because we live in the dark ages cuz you don’t trip or do spiritual work One must learn to love! Expand your identit, meet more people study epistemology / sociology

I don’t think it’s about demonizing but important to realize the dangers of doing deep spiritual work when mentally ill. Just knowing that, Leo is not hearing his words for you and that you should seek outside help before going off into deep terroritoy. The work is dangerous enough for stable minded people. He’s looking out for you because he loves you.