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Yeah it's like that for a lot of people I know, and even for myself sometimes is not easy.
I am 25, my life changed a lot. Moving out of my parents house is the best thing I could've ever done to myself. I choose my food, I buy it, I bring it home, I take care of my bills, I take care of whether I see anyone that day or stay at home all day long. I am responsible of how deeply I fall for vices, junk food, netflix, porn. I am responsible for whether that's even an option in my life. For me it was super crucial to move out, Maybe I really needed the control.
As to things I do. I work at 7:30 in the moring. And for me, at this point in my life, I found that I like doing Yoga and breathwork, being at the beach or surrounded by nature.
So I wake up extra early to do all those things. Although my goal is 4:30 AM, for now I settle for 5AM. I get up and ride to the park(which is also close to the beach). I do my Yoga and I go to the beach for a dip + breath work. It's important that you understand that I do not do these things for spiritual progress or anything other than the fact, that, it makes my life more enjoyable. There is seriously nothing better for me than the feeling you get after getting up from a good yoga session, after doing breathwork, after take a deep dive in the salty sea water and getting it everywhere(I even swallow some of it, I love it).
Today I started a new practice, when I wake up I start by writing down the things I am worried about, things I fear, things I am anxious about, things I am emotional about. I write it in a form of a question, and then I bless myself, to have the strength of love. To let go of what is no longer in my service, and to love even deeper myself, and everyone, I also bless everything all those emotions and fear and worries as greater catalysts of the love that is in everyone, and may it begin by awakening in me first, if it may.
These things feel so good for me.
Then I can go on by my day.
And my day... It doesn't really matter how boring it's at work, or how anxious I am or whatever I worry about, because I have that 30% increase in will power, love and really.. It's Power, it's higher power. That allows me to enjoy whatever I am doing, and instead of being destroyed by my own ego, other people's worries, and the toxicity in the air, I can feel into it, more of a challenge or if you may, a gift...
See maybe today you didn't have it in you to approach that girl. Maybe you don't even know how you will ever get there.. But you will, and it certainly won't happen by continuing to go down on yourself, but it works much much better when you give yourself the positive treatment, like i mean, do things that make you feel good, as if life is a big massage, and ride the waves of pleasure to whatever you find yourself attracted to, that way you're not suffering, and you can actually have fun! And then everyone wins! And life is great and amazing, as it should be. So ride ecstasy, ride your greatest excitement, ride whatever, simply, makes you feel good in your body and mind
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Here's my vegan salad that I eat pretty much everyday. It's also my only meal.
Beans
Quinoa
Kale
Cucumbers
Red bell peppers
Sauce(nutritional yeast, basil/rosemarin, cashews/other nuts, some cayenne pepper, nutmilk).
Olives
Mushrooms + sweet potato, oven-roasted, with cinnamon and salt.
It's a big BOWL, so bombard everything. like, half a can of beans, 2 cucumbers, 1/4 a pack of kale, half a cup of quinoa.
This covers everything you need protein wise, B vitamins(B12 too), and veggies. I also add a fruit and berry shake with it.
I can write you the full recipe if you're interested.
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2 minutes ago, kagaria said:@TripleFly the edit is full of profound stuff! Thank you!!!?
!!! thank you for receiving!!! amazing stuff for me!

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16 minutes ago, kagaria said:@TripleFly how for you think you contribute to the world? (I'm talking about the work that you do in real life) if this is appropriate
Glad you asked me.
I am a good person.
People tell me I am amazing. (I also take pride in my ego trip when I stop being down and guilty for being MYSELF)
People get inspired from the way I speak. And If I make an error I can forgive myself, and people FEEL THAT! Isn't that amazing by itself?! People seeing forgiveness happen changes their lives!! And then I get reminded, 'oh wow, I made this error, I wronged this person, just for forgiveness to arises, wow.'
I am easily more able to do good karmic deeds, like cleaning after people. Listening to people, doing favors..
I am a really good hard working worker(I did waitering for 9 months, everybody fucking loved me on their shifts).
But I feel nowawadays that this is all just silly. It's my people pleasing side + Karma Yoga. It's me being good in the external world, looking good. It's not bad and I like being good. But it's much more... real? To just work on myself, even at the cost of going away or making some people upset.
19 minutes ago, kagaria said:I kind of know the answer to the original question already. Shunyamurti elaborated on it before - becoming a spiritual warrior. That's a lot of sacrifice. It truly feels like dying is better than facing all of your own devilry/ego
It's not it's not!!! It's not hard! It doesn't have to be!
That's just the eastern teachings confusing us WESTERN men and women.
Do what good you can and nothing beyond it. Don't even stretch yourself if you don't want to.
The most important thing is whatever spiritual practice you have.(Here is more eastern confusion).
Spiritual practice is whatever gets you deeper into yourself, into this moment.
If anybody ever tells you, that you are BAD. Then that is, from my research, one of the DEEPEST human negative beliefs that we have. WE ARE BAD>
WE ARE WORTHLESS
WE SHOULD BE SELFLESS
NOBODY SHOULD BEAR WITNESS TO OUR UGLINESS
it's the opposite
We are life's culmination of goodness and grace.
We 'should' aspire to be more of ourselves, to see more of what we believe is 'bad' inside us(to love more!<3)
Our ugliness and vulnerability are here to be embraced by us.
Start small. Just meditate...
I learned all of this from kyle cease, and Matt kahn. Embody heart centered consciousness. Spirituality is a feel good make good change good type of deal. Not busy work, not destroy yourself...That's just eastern blabbery(I honestly don't know why they think us western men will get it).
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4 minutes ago, kagaria said:@TripleFly interesting... are you talking about shadow work and learning to accept the dark side? Are there any other ways I can be more valuable?
ARGH... I really really really wanna tell you that YES! But I can't...
Because all other ways are secondary to being-yourself. I don't know why I am suddenly dissapointed about this. It's great! It means you don't need anything outside you to change at all! It means you get to fully move into HEAVEN, without trying to figure out how to live life or what to change or what to do.
Just find your darkness, and follow it. Personally I am learning to stop being afraid of loneliness or depression now, those monsters are my teachers, and guides, to... DEEPER ME! And as I listen to depression and loneliness, and anger, and guild, and regret, and sadness, and pain, and suffering, I learn more and more about myself. And guess what?
I get super excited to go out there and change the world
BTW... That's why I am on this forum...Right now...
Sometimes I can't sleep because I am so excited about all that I learned. and all the ways I learned I can be healing to others. just by being myself! Just because I've healed myself! And I am able to be more present with others.. Really the benefits are infinite.
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1 minute ago, kagaria said:Where did you get the supernova metaphor???
I made it up. Shaktipat?
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2 minutes ago, Zak said:This actually kinda made sense.
AHHHHH, I think I only have this problem with friends who are closed to me.
Lets say.... If you are my casual friend, I wouldn't mind helping you and giving you advise, because I don't see you everyday. You go your own way. I go my own.
But close friends, no.
Try this...
With closer friends, you are not only getting closer to you(as you see the insight now), you are also HEALING the GUILT inside of you :).
Why not be free and loving?
Is love conditional upon whether you let others in or not? Of course not
It's okay to be you!
The guilt and "NO NO NO" feeling you get, is healing taking place.
At your own pace dude, don't rush exploding into this, or your ego will shut you down <3
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20 minutes ago, kagaria said:@TripleFly .. I'm already myself but I suppose you are talking about 'liberation'?
I am not talking about liberation - but inspiration.
Pick up your own darkness. All the stuff we hide under the rug.
If you can't find it, walk outside and be free. You will soon encounter judgement or negativity. And you will find that it's not only outside, but it's inside you.
When you transform your own darkness, all the universe's darkness is transform.
We have already contributed to this world by coming into it.
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2 minutes ago, Zak said:I don't want. This is it.
I don't want every single one of my friend watching, reading and doing the same stuff I do.
To be honest, I wouldn't like seeing my friends here in this forum.
I just don't know why. Not everyone is like that.
Imagine, hypothetically speaking all your local friends are here with you. Would you like it. Would you be more open? Would you talk about women/sex/pick up? Maybe no.
I wouldn't even entertain this thought.
I'll leave this last comment, since I feel like you're not receiving me anymore.
I feel like you are trying to avoid suffering in this comment, and overall.
You trying to avoid suffering, is why you are suffering.
When you are ready, do what you did in this comment, imagining the worst, and imagine that it's true, and embrace yourself.
You just liberated yourself.
Yes it's that simple...
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3 minutes ago, Zak said:Actualized.org is just an example.
Me sharing my insights with people is me letting them closer to me, and that's what I don't like. Let them discover things for themselves.
I just thought about this while replying you.
Yeah, it's like, when you share insights with people it feels like they are getting closer to you. There is another side to this and it is that YOU are getting closer to YOU.
You use OTHERS as a permission to understand a truth(the advice) better!
That's all we do with other people. In fact that's every practice you ever do. every model of thinking. It's just ways in which you give yourself permission to get closer to you.
We're humans with egos like that. yes, no?
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1 minute ago, Zak said:If you are my friend, and I tell you, "Hey buddy, there is a YouTube channel called Actualized.org. Go check it. You will love it."
And from now on, all you talk about is Actualized.org and you telling this and that about it.
I will be like shit, I shouldn't have told you about this.
I know it's all about my ego. But if something is dear to me, I would not like sharing with even my brother. Sad!
Like I don't mean to discredit what you perceive of love.
But to me it just sounds like the altruistic type of love we are taught.
You're fucking brilliant for discovering Actualzied.org. If other people don't jibe. That's cool too! it's like- don't extinguish your fire!! This is a rare gift which you are depressing right now.
That's me.
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Oh yeah dude, if you feel this motivation and fire behind your advice
Then you are giving it because 2 reasons
1. the person could use the sentiment.
2.(most important) You need to learn this lesson even deeper.
So don't feel guilty about it, just admit that you are still learning this. And if you want to, just for clarification, ask if they feel that what you're saying is in anyway RELEVENT to them. Just so you know how delusional you are(or are NOT).
yA?
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Sorry about your planning. But it doesn't really matter, does it?
Charge money, go for it. What the hell are we even talking about?
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You're asking what's the way to heaven on earth?
What's the way to be so that upon touch people's crown chakra will go supernova?
Be YOURSELF.
You ARE the WAY!
It is the ultimate supiror absolute GENIUS of pure untainted unmotivated by anything(but love) PURE INTELLIGENCE(I said pure twice). That has designed you to come all the way to this point
Where you now believe that YOU has to GET OUT OF THE WAY!!
But you ARE the WAY
You have always BEEN the way!
It's just took you time to be ready to ACCEPT IT.
So it's easy. Be yourself fully.
light yourself up on fire.
What's the most selfless thing you can do to others?
Be yourself completely without any motivation but to SEE YOURSELF fully.
You will transform tremendously if you DARE to be yourself like that. And others(WHO ARE READY) will gladly bask in your flames.
Dare you try? dare you not?
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We are at a time where you LIVE IT.
BE IT
EMBODIMENT
ACTUALIZATION
People will sniff you out.
Every tenth person out there is a life coach.
So what makes you special?
LIVE. IT.
Do it so hard that THEY will come seeking YOU!
Get it?
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12 hours ago, Heaven said:?????
I find it extremely challenging. I guess I have some more work to do..
What? No... It's really not that at all. I'll have to rewrite this thread. Thanks for that. btw you're perfect...
On 7/28/2020 at 8:05 AM, Carl-Richard said:Whatever you do, never ever stare directly into the sun, no matter how many spiritual youtubers tell you otherwise. Some of these people get permanent black spots in their visual field and interpret it as a sign of spiritual progression... Yes - really.
20 hours ago, Member said:Agreed, in the "The Life and Lost Art of Szukalski" Netflix documentary, Szukalski said that he used to stare into the sun as a kid which left him with a huge black spot. Sungazing is kinda a weird habit, I really can't understand these people.
I feel really sad that you would dismiss me, others, and your own potential for expansion of awareness and possibly a life changing habit, on the account of some misguided people, who,
would rather listen to 'youutbers that say sungazing is good so it must be good', who,
would rather dismiss their bodily reactions on the account of some external belief in the miracle of what they believe sungazing(or any other principle)or any other idea)more brackets) might do to them. "Screw the intense pain and black spots, because I can't think for myself!!"
I just ask myself, is the media really worth to believe in? To such a degree that one would dismiss ANCIENT KNOWLEDGE THAT HUMANITY HAS BEEN DOING FOR EONS? Because of some idiots of abused themselves?! please! No please! Don't be my guest, leave!
This is not what I expected.
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5 hours ago, Michael569 said:This is based on a single study from 1988. Since then OMAD is becoming a modern form of an eating disorder.
The reason for this HGH increase is because the body in starvation is becoming resistant to the effects of growth hormone and the liver stops producing IGF-1 (growth hormone mediator). So the brain "shouts" louder sending more growth hormone. It is not necessarily that there is a superior effect of starvation by making you a Hercules with godlike amounts of growth hormone. Fasting causes the brain to go into emergency mode sending more growth hormone because its effects are not being mediated.
Kinda like when diabetic produces excess insulin, it does not mean that his pancreas has become superior. It means the effects of insulin are not being "heard".
Mmm.. You see I simply can't buy into what your saying. Be it just me. But there is nothing in the shadows or unknown to the body, and it doesn't just react but change and adapt. So perhaps this could be the immediate effect, but long term? The body adapts, period. Just as we can eat a very very diverse diet, with huge gaps between meals. The fact that we have DEEP waters in our body that are never touched unless in extreme dehydration. The fact that some people just drink or eat only fruits and are high energy functioning individuals.
Then there are those that don't eat. I don't know if I believe in that or not. But it doesn't matter what I believe. That's not open for me yet, if it will ever.
to sum it up, we are very diverse creatures. And i don't think we have even scratched our true potential. So it is absurd to me the limitations you think we ought to live by. Maybe it's what YOU are ought to live by, maybe we ARE NOT all the same, maybe consciousness and subconsciousness plays a HUGE role in maintaining body's physical health? I say it's 95% dictated by your beliefs. Which is why some would starve and die much much faster and some would live and thrive under the same 'diminishing' lifestyles/diets.
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11 hours ago, Leo Gura said:I find it laughable that someone would think that toxins come out your butt hole but not your pee hole.
As if every living animal on this planet is engaging in gratuitous activity when peeing, except for you, who has figured out the genius of drinking it.
Should go into the strange loop examples mega-thread
It maybe genius. It feels good. It works great. It feels nutritious. Urine is a snapshot of how your body is doing OVERALL(Hormone wise, blood sugar, and plenty of information about every single thing in your body), it's mostly water and salt this you can taste. According to what I studied there are no studied negatives to drinking urine, and science is simply not interested enough to explore this. However there are rising more and more studies for urine. Urine is the body's natural medicine, made exactly for your body. All the toxins that are there(tiny, homeopathic amounts) are there for an intelligent reason, being, when reinserted, the body can become stronger, this is homeopathy in a nutshell, you could think it's the logic as when you get injected with viral vaccines so the body becomes better at healing itself when the virus actually attacks.
Urine is already, antibacterial, antiviral, antiparasitic and antifungal, and this is just the list of things we can list. With aged urine you can multiply everything that is good by 10000%.
Many traditions have been doing this, the Egyptians, the Indians. One of the Indian prime ministers back in the 1980s admitted publicly his good health to his daily practice of drinking his morning urine. He lived to be 99. Morarji Desai.
I am starting to understand that urine to be the first and last medicine we will ever discover.
Aside from mild detox, urine feels great in the body. Nutritious, and just right. It can get you high, depending on what you're doing(breathwork, yoga...).
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It fully and completely depends on you.
So if you believe this is what you need to do, then, yes.
Ask yourself, what does it take for you to be ready? And just trust.
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6 hours ago, Bogdan said:I did urine therapy for months. My conclusions are:
-If you have bad gut health, it may or may not help manage problems. You have to find out for yourself.
-If you have good gut health, you don't need to drink it.
-If you have bad gut health, urine therapy won't fix the root cause of the problem. The only way to fix the root cause is to work with a competent nutritionist, take the tests, and take the specific treatment for your specific problem. Don't wing it with gut issues.
You'll have to take tests like these: https://gojimanstore.myshopify.com/collections/test-kits
Benefits of urine therapy (my experience):
-I stopped using toothpaste and i only brush with a little pinch of baking soda on the toothbrush. It's enough to keep my teeth clean. And i used to rinse my mouth with urine for a few months. And what i noticed is that my breath didn't stink anymore. My mouth flora has rebalanced. Now, is it because of the urine, baking soda or just simply not using toothpaste? I can't say. But it's nice to know that no matter how much i go without brushing my teeth in a day, my mouth won't stink like shit when i talk to someone. (Even my morning breath smells ok, like not horrible XD)
-Also, i found that massaging some urine into my scalp in the shower keeps my dandruff (which is also from gut issues) in control for about 4-7 days. Anywhere else on the skin it has a really good hydrating effect too.
-Overall it's like a good open-mindedness and self-love exercise. Because urine is clean. It's not a waste product (waste products are going through the back door, the liver, and sweat), it's just a way for the body to temporarily store all the nutrients it cannot store immediately. But again, don't drink urine as a substitute for fixing your gut issues. Be smart.
Very awesome to hear. Yes-
Urine therapy will challenge and QUICKLY remove conditioning if done properly, AKA love yourself. I really like "Urine is liquid YOU!" , it's a snapshot of us
4 hours ago, Leo Gura said:Urine is a waste product and contains toxins excreted from the body like heavy metals. Most of your heavy metals will be detoxed through the urine.
Urine is ultra filtered blood plasma, instead of going to your blood like 90% of it, the 10% that is left out, can be reabsorbed orally, drinking it! And the body responds wonderfully to it. All the toxic stuff are very very little in amount, and they are there on purpose, and when re-introduced, you get the homeopathic effect, as in, little bad so the body can become better against it.
1 hour ago, Michael569 said:Urine contains toxic metabolites from the liver, it may contain traces of heavy metals, pesticides, herbicides, environmental toxins, BPAs and other things the body has struggled hard to remove. We know this because urine-testing is one of the ways we can test for heavy metal toxicity and many other toxic elements. There is a reason why the human body has perfected its elimination system over 100,000 years of evolution.
Sungazing can result in permanent retinal scarring and atrophy. Fovea centralis is the most fragile part of your eye if you damage that, your eyesight is done for. Please be extremely careful with these "natural therapies". Studies on people hospitalised for acute eye injury from sungazing can be found in the US medical library.
It pays to be open-minded to natural therapies and not be too scientific and rigorous but there are boundaries on the natural side of healing as well and one may easily enter into the realm of woo woo where anything goes.
Sounds scary. And not at all like urine therapy. But to each his own.
53 minutes ago, DrewNows said:@Michael569 @Leo Guralooking for and believing truth outside of ourselves is operating under false pretense. I wonder if you guys have even read any of the many books on urine therapy or even deeply explored the history of it.
urine therapy “cult” and ideas
Thanks! your kind of content is exactly what I was calling for... I'll check it out :))
Personally I'll share that I am doing this with my roomates, who get sunburned so easy... They stopped using sunscreen, and use their AGED urine, which is now 5 weeks old and is red looking and not like urine. But it heals their skin quickly, and they experience much less sunburn. For them it was about how it doesn't make sense that you have to fear the sun and that you can't be in the sun without sun screen. Crazy! . Anyway urine has helped them tremendously.
Urine applied topically is making my skin glow with each day.
I am now doing One meal a day, and looping all my urine(4-6 cups a day), which makes one meal a day super easy. In fact whenever I get hungry, I also have to piss soon after, and then that fulfills everything I wanted, and 'I lose my appetite' : I am perfect!
one meal a day combined with urine looping sounds absoultely monstreous!! Check out this guy:
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Dr. Nun Amen-Ra.
He is a vegan, one meal a day guy. And there are theories that he either does steroids, or... He may be in on the secret of secrets....:
OMAD gives you a 2000% increase in human growth hormone(HGH) , google intermittent fasting and you eventually find the 2000% increase in human growth hormone(HGH).
Btw, if you listen to his voice... Fuck. He sounds like an old tree. He wastes no energy. This guy sounds very next level. He has a youtube channel but there isn't much information... yet.
I don't know if this is true, or not. But apparently the 2000% increase is... 'IN THE URINE'. So if you don't drink it, then who cares?
Anyway I am not 100% sure on this, but doing intermittent fasting causes your body to release ALL sorts of things, including 2000% HGHs and many other healing things which science has no clue about, YET.
This might very well be the future. It feels great. The taste gets better. And you and your body/intuition learns about the TRUTH of your diet, very quickly.
It also clears the pineal gland.
I am so amazed at all this.
I highly recommend you check out the OMAD ORIN LOOPER by DR Phillips . He does exactly what I mentioned early.
And... TROY CASEY!!!! BOOM. I love the guy, he is my original inspiration for many many things...
I'll check your post soon
Thanks !!!
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Hey, anyone here practice urine therapy?
Aged urine therapy
Sun exposure, sunset, sunrise, and mid day sun?
This is what I do and it is totally transforming the way I see reality. I feel that this is so natural. So good for us. This goes against everything we were taught sadly.. But on the flipside at least we are getting to hear the truth finally!!
And the best part is that it aligns perfectly with ones body and heart. It feels good.
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Yeah, but what do you feeeeeelllll about it? go deeppp, feel feel feel feel. Like I feel that Leo appeared before you, and that's great for you, but instead of taking it in you just started analyzing and thinking and all that. What does it feel like? What does the experience taste like? Don't just take one bite, eat the whole apple man!!!
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42 minutes ago, Username said:LSD has perfect trip length if plugged. It lasts about 4 hours.
Ehh what? I never tried this but google doesn't give me anything about trip length being any different. Nevertheless, extra interested, care to elaborate?
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Love yourself deeply and make your connection to your heart stronger. Then experience higher states of freedom, expression, intelligence, connection, better intuition, faster understanding, and an infinite amount of qualities.
Then when the elevated experience ends, try to love yourself through the mundane experiences of being, boredom, frustration, lack, anxiety, restlessness. You will be struggling, which is good, you are exhausting yourself, when you notice the exhausting then return to your heart, which will always guide you to safety, home, intuition, freedom, and liberation...
Let love take you hand in hand, gently, to the light. What else is there?
I don't believe we have the power to overcome our egos.
I don't believe we have the power to navigate through suffering and delusion.
I don't believe any experience of awakening has the power to guide us to enlightenment.
Love is my only liberator. It is the only thing I can bring myself to yield to.

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Although I have my opinions and ideas about the subject. I think it's a very different type of happiness when you're walking in nature, and you see the greenery and bloom, and the sun, and the smell of grass, and before you notice you have this sense of ease. Sometimes a small smile breaks your face, not a smile that comes from a joke that is on cue! It's as if it's from nowhere and surprising you! And you know, that you can relax, let go, wind down, and just wonder where is all this goodness?