Loving Radiance

Is it important for me what other people think of my LP when my LP is something I would literally die for? What do I live for when it is not my LP? Do I feel dragged down, if 3rd grade children laugh at my inspiration? What does it tell about me? Have I exposed people to my LP to ensure that they are truly ignorant & selfish? Anyway, who told me that this is true? Isn't it itself ignorant & selfish to assume that people are too ignorant & selfish? Do I actually appreciate the value of my life purpose? Turnaround: It is my works responsibility to make people open and selfless so that they appreciate my LP. I love to work my ass off just to see them realizing how much value my work has. I love my LP so much that I inspire them into openmindedness & selflessness; they literally have no choice when exposed to to the love Wait, I want to bring this LP into existence? I chose to? Oh my God... how, how can I even... Man, it makes me cry... seeing the value of my LP... I wanna actualize it so much! I feel so honored and beloved to manifest this creation of pure light and love into existence. Is doing something for 1000s of hours really leaving me with no practical skill at all? Is it outside of my control to decide & actualize what is practical and what is not? Where does the impractical skill become practical? After years of sweat & tears and working for 1000s of hours... Is it realistic for me to suddenly get the feeling that my LP won't work out? Is it outside of my control to live an authentic life? Does everyone have one LP only? Is it ouside of my control to work in a suffocating job for the rest of my life? Turnaround: I want my LP to be practical. Of course it already is. If it would be impractical, I would get the hell out of here. And I obviously don't want to fail, who would want to fail? I mean, a person looking forward to failure is nothing but a failure. Who would be so bullshitted to want that? But on the other side, how could I develop any skill without failing here & there? ... Now as I see it, failure is to be expected! Failing makes me develop my skills in the first place! Wow... so... how do I get from here to there? Lemme think... Btw, there are videos about this Fear Of Failure - Why We Have It & How To Deal With It The Pre-mortem Technique - The Trick To Avoiding Project Failure How You Must Think About Failure

@AtheisticNonduality value meme

Looking for a dance partner?

@Nahm Looking at me, duh. Remembered it in meditation... set & setting was just shadows and dust.

@Nahm Last night I dreamt about you my fren Gray haired man in his 50s to 60s with glasses... Never seen you but it was quite funny.

Well some enlightenend teachers dismiss psychedelics, go figure...

Nobody forces you to accept that.

If money is the driving factor, then why are you still thinking? I don't think that you want to be normal or average. You want to earn good money. If you are in for it, then get the PhD or engineering degree. However I feel that you can educate yourself online. Educating yourself and always aiming for higher targets that challenge you to grow skillwise: Do several internships and show your skills. Promise outstanding results in a given timeframe, keep your employer up to date and then get recognition in any shape or form you like. Use every approval as a steppingstone to show what you are made of by requesting more challenging tasks and deliver againg & again. With the excellence and experience you can overwrite the shining titles and certificates. You can use your inspirational excellence to market yourself... Edit: Oh, I forgot that you have a business background, well don't mind me explaining all that stuff... Is the lack of knowledge really holding you back? Yeah, it is easy to do that. Now deal with the hand you have been dealt. Ask yourself: "How can I gain the insights & develop the skills to develop an AI in one cool field that I don't know hardly anything about?" Coolness seems to be important for you. If the business side is not interesting, then leave it behind; I just wonder why you chose to study it in the first place. Nobody forces you to incorporate this aspect in what you want to do. In using every perceived obstacle as a steppingstone, you can use anything you want from your skillset. Likewise, you don't have to use every technique in carpenting when building a chair... sometimes nails are not required at all for what you envision your chair to be like.

Is it true that I checked out all companies in my country? There may be other countries out there... Does actually nobody in my profession earn a good living? Turnaround: I haven't yet found a company in my comfort zone that earns me a good salary. This motivates me to find it elsewhere. I feel so inspired to work in a company that pays lots of money for my work because I have an invaluable skillset that no other in the company does. It is an exciting opportunity for me to find or create a good earning business that pays employees a good amount of money. I want to see, if it fits me personally to employ people or to work in company. It is my responsibility to make this field to be good earning for data scientists. I like to bring about this change. Is having made an undergrad in business a no-go for working as a data scientist? Is it neurologically impossible to learn the skills for being a data scientist when one did a business undergrad before? What is the advantage to having an insight in business when working as a data scientist? How can I use my background as a steppingstone to jumpstart working as a data scientist? Turnaround: It is my chance to show my skills aquired in business to apply as a data scientist in ML/AI. I can gain enourmeous amount of knowledge in the field of ML/AI because I did my undergrad in business & because my unique perspective brings about a paradigm shift in the industry. I love to connect my passion for ML/AI with my background in business to create a unique position in a company or to create a new one entirely. My background enables me to be the inspiring data scientist I envision myself to be. This free course was really valuable for me & I think you can truly benefit from this: https://www.coursera.org/learn/mindshift/

@datamonster I would like to turn these beliefs around, ok?

@Call Me Whatever Any area in life with bad results is an area where limiting beliefs are working. Think about the situation you are in and what you could believe to be in this situation.

@Lyubov Have you seen Trump's reaction in the HBO interview when being told that mail-in ballot and absentee ballots are the same? Nuts

@Rilles maybe he being ENTP? Ne hero is very fast

Yeah, I second this. I got the LP course as a gift and now have to log in with the email from the one who gifted me it. It's a bit inconvenient to switch to the other account when wanting look into the book list.

@datamonster There is a whole ideology involved. Wearing a mask has become a symbol to rebel against a system one beliefs to be oppressive. Obviously there is also much self-deception involved.

@Display_Name No, it was Putin

I tend to shake in a small unvoluntary way when meditating and connecting to & receiving a message from my "higher self".

@WaveInTheOcean When you smell that the cake is ready just say, "I'd love to show you my bonsai Jesus at my place."

Yeah, I get what you mean.

What would it implicitly imply to take them seriously?

Ime it helps to have faith in coming back to yourself. Be with yourself and see yourself when going on autopilot mode. Yeah try that out. It feels healing for me to have this kind of relationship. @Nahm It's hilarious. It happened for weeks now that I read some of your lines, have an epiphany, want to ask you and the answer comes out of nothing without writing anything. How come that I already know what I intuitively want to know? I dunno, if it's infinite intelligence or hell what.

@Kalki Avatar Ime, it was good to have certain knowledge of PU while doing it based on feeling. When I felt something and couldn't quite put my finger on it, there was PU which brought more structure & clarity into it. Nevertheless, I feel too that an intuitive approach to meeting new people and connecting doesn't necessarily need PUA at all.

What qualities do you have that are considered to be on the spectrum?

@Keyhole Haha, btw I remember Pelosi saying she prays for Trump and his reaction was just... Notice how fitting he describes the selfishness of his own party from 0:00 oh no he describes dems, ok then...

Here is an insightful systemic opinion that makes policy changes and daily political content connect in a big picture perspective. https://www.facebook.com/groups/1444189599130630/permalink/2611975635685348/