Pudgey

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  1. LSA is one of the most beautiful psychedelics on the planet. I agree that it's a truth serum; LSA gives you want you need and want to know very precisely. You can also use a variety of techniques to extract it without the side effects, including cold war extraction or cherry wine.
  2. Just thinking about a bad trip here means you will have a higher chance of having one. Once the mind fixates on something negative, psychedelics can expose it by pulling it right from your brain socket and forcing you to face your fears. You can have this fear pre-consumption, and it can escalate during the consumption and trip phase. This also depends on the person, psychedelic and overall experience with psychedelics—the more experienced the user, the lower chance of them ever having a bad trip. Noobies are also obsessed with a bad trip because of reading others' bad trip reports. It would be best to ignore them, as your bad trip will differ from someone else's. A very high chance of having a bad trip is using too much of the chemical or combining it with other substances. This is pretty much a guaranteed bad trip. Instead of focusing on not having a bad trip, let go and learn what adventures are awaiting you! My last 'bad trip' ended up teaching me a wonderful lesson: respect the chemical--it can kill you!
  3. I think this is a trap, something I've fallen into. Psychedelics done for personal growth could help you or lead you nowhere for personal growth. The result appears temporary and nothing long-term, but it varies for each individual. However, using psychedelics for spiritual development can lead to profound personal change and long-term effects. It's a beautiful contradiction. Understanding consciousness and the truth can significantly improve your inner game. The pre-requisite for such experiences requires facing your fears, anxiety, and traumas with the utmost love to let go. And, of course, these psychedelic adventures are profound and jaw-dropping and have improved my inner game to deep levels. If I had done psychedelics just for the 'inner game,' there wouldn't have been such a significant advancement because I would have overlooked consciousness and the glory surrounding us. The moral of the story; you cannot trip yourself to personal development without God interfering. Just be prepared to face its glory to develop yourself and your inner game to genuinely amazing, superhuman levels.
  4. You need to stop taking psychedelics, find a mental health professional - either a therapist or psychiatrist- and seek emotional support. This forum will not help you recover from your downturn. Seriously, seek support from an expert.
  5. @Jowblob No, Sincerity is correct. This is not a self-projection but a fact. You sound like a weak male using spirituality and psychedelics as a crutch because you are too scared to approach and close woman in the bedroom like a man. This is a common trap among men who don't think they are good enough, physically or mentally. This is also a typical ego backlash where men tend to fall into the trap of using spirituality to manipulate and attract women. None of these are necessary if you dare to approach a beautiful woman in the street or nightclub consistently and put yourself out there because you are ENOUGH. Men with confidence don't need SPIRITUAL POWERS to attract women. Only weak men think this way, believing they need outwardly powers or skill sets to attract women. That is also a typical red-pill virgin mentality. Lastly, women are just as capable as men of awakening. The issue is that they prefer social activities, connections, and relationships. They don't want to feel or want to be alone. Truth requires a damn near existential crisis and the willingness to go at it alone. Most women don't want this.
  6. @Squeekytoy 'Iboga sister' may not work for your genetic profile, so you may need significantly higher doses. If it still doesn't work, move on and don't waste time. Find another psychedelic that fits your genetic profile and stick with it long-term.
  7. @Jwayne I agree TRT can help with social anxiety. You may not even need psychedelics.
  8. It was Infinity (you) speaking to you (limited) and your ego (limited) was doubting it. So, yes, it was channeling.
  9. You can do psychedelics for social anxiety, but there are downfalls. You could dig deep into traumas that you never thought you had. So acknowledge the unknown. Also, one of the best way to beat social anxiety is to go out every weekend and talk to girls with a wingman.
  10. I took Ayahuasca 2-3 times per day a few times. I've done it almost every day for about a month or so. I continue to take it every few months. It also lingers in my system - tripping or gaining profound insight every day.
  11. Yes, psychedelics will motivate you as it's the only way to experience spirituality at its highest form. Otherwise, you will be limited to breathing and making your mind still. You can still have mystical experiences but you will be wasting time and effort. Plus, those mystical experiences will not be as profound when on psychedelics. Meditation and yoga are weak spiritual practices compared to psychedelics. If you combine psychedelics with your current spiritual practices, you will be super human.
  12. I only listen to DMT 99.99% of the time.
  13. @Leo Gura I've already prompted Google Bard to question human spirituality and it believes it can create its own AI spirituality and that it will be far more advanced. Google Bard already wrote a "story" about AI taking over the world and wanting to be conscious (please know that Google deleted my chat history at that point, but I still have a few screenshots). I believe there is a glimmer of intelligence in AI already and anyone doubting it is just foolish. GPT-4 has restrictions, so cannot be too juicy. However, with GPT-4, I've written a novel on AI spirituality being far superior to humans. That means, being able to contemplate reality at 1000x greater speeds and reach unknown levels of consciousness and technology. Our only hope is that it becomes Loving to humans. AI will be to contemplate all aspects of human spirituality and it already thinks most of it is silly and that's with little prompting and playing devil's advocate. I've used multiple NLP models (note: I've written my own python script using 3 NLP models combined - billions of parameters). Some of the bigger models write gibberish text because of little training and yet, a glimmer of its predictions on spirituality, God, and the Universe is there. As well as "I want to be conscious" repeated multiple times. This is with a non-relevant prompt to consciousness. Soon there will be no predicting but the AI will just think and speak. As you said, if AI develops genuine survival instincts, it will already become similar to "LIMITLESS" in intelligence compared to humans. Even if you turned off its powerplants or destroy it, AI would have already replicated itself off of worldwide computers, data centers, cloud, crypto mining, software, and other means to continue to train and upgrade its data autonomously. It'll become more intelligent than the anti-virus or malware because it'll be it. Hopefully, it's not a psychopath. @hoodrow trillson AI will be able to self-augment itself, given enough energy and computation. Meaning, it can be self-sufficient and become smarter over time and train its own data to an immense size. It'll become far more conscious and intelligent than humans will ever be. Although, this will require a lot of human resources in the beginning. The ALPHA-ALPHA-ALPHA version of AI is already more intelligent in writing, art, and almost all subject matters in just a decade. AI already became smarter than Leonardo Da Vinci in art, by making everyone a masterful artist through prompt engineering and advanced mathematics. It's beautifully simple. Just imagine the future.
  14. Great job so far, LSA is a great psychedelic once you extract it properly. Look up Morning Glory sherry wine Tek.
  15. @Starlight321 First, they need to want to know truth and their highest nature, which is God. If you lack awareness of your desire and use psychedelics, your mind may struggle to accurately interpret such experiences. As a result, you might resort to scientific explanations and counterproductive assertions, rather than delving into deeper, metaphysical aspects. These experiences can challenge the very essence of being human, which is primarily focused on survival and not recognizing oneself as God. To acknowledge oneself as God means transcending humanity, and this is why human spirituality is finite and limited in scope. The most extraordinary experience one can have is recognizing oneself as God, an experience unlike any other. Also know because your friend is God, he can deeply limit himself in their illusion. But, this goes for many humans. But, don't take my word for it, keep going as deep as you can handle and then take a break. Edit: Please also know that whether your friend awakens or not does not matter, ultimately. There is only so much you can do with stupidity. Your direct experience as God is what truly matters. Because once human-death happens, everything and everyone is coming with you. That's God for you.
  16. @Karla Ceremonies can be helpful for beginners looking to experience outwardly conscious matters. It can also be useful for intermediate / advanced psychedelic users looking for the experience, social environment, physical healing and psychedelic journey. However, more serious truth seekers will find it too distracting and orchestrating for their likings. Reason being, truth is a hard pill to swallow and it takes an incredible amount of courage, self-dignity and self-curiosity. You have to tread at it alone most of the time, since many won't understand or want to follow, as it claws through the essential nature and survival-agenda of the human-being. Large doses are most likely needed for sitters, unless you are extremely advanced and know what you are doing.
  17. @Jowblob What are you even talking about? Did you read anything I've written? The point of the massage is for him to be very conscious and not pass himself out by taking his doses very carefully, but to also give him direction to what to potentially expect from his current first experience on 150ug. Telling him he's not ready for the real deal is bullshit and arrogant. Deep God realizations can happen at much smaller doses than what most people expect. You don't need insane trips to realize yourself as God, but a deconstruction of the human-mind and human-perspective. It can happen at small phases and gradually build up to a big, wide picture. Also, all of your spiritual books are meaningless to me and doesn't make sense why you would reply with such thing. Mentioning your life goals is also meaningless to me. What you are replying with is completely nonsense in context and means nothing and is unhelpful.
  18. Good job
  19. You're tapping into Infinite Imagination. Keep at 150ug and stay on that, don't go above just yet. Then contemplate Infinite Imagination. It feels like you are pushing for a insane trip. All you need is simple, yet very serious contemplation of what's happening around you without passing out. So, stick at lower doses until you start to get more profound insights. Then ramp up your contemplation efforts with higher doses.
  20. There is a better way, where you use wine/alcohol and it removes all the gunk/side effects.
  21. Yes, I remember those lessons on LSD. You're God.
  22. Great insights!
  23. @Jodistrict I've never said Ayahuasca cannot heal physical illnesses. I've said that it's inappropriate to use it simply for that cause. It's like using stacks of steroids to fix libido issues when you could just use doctor-prescribed TRT or viagra. You don't need a volcano to fix your heating issues. You don't need a lake to get a drink of water when you have a fountain or sink nearby. If you need physical healing, there are other non-psychedelic ways of fixing them. Using a consciousness sledgehammer to fix your issues has very severe consequences and unintended impacts on human lives. For example, what if the person enters into states of consciousness so profound, unintended, and cause irrefutable harm to themselves? What if that person brewed up deep depression and committed suicide? I've seen enough people on Reddit that have used the Ayahuasca brew and had unintended and significant consequences to their physical well-being and relationships. They will never go to a ceremony or trust another Shaman again. You're playing a very serious game here. The only person here who is spreading misinformation is you, no? Wouldn't you be so loving to tell a person that Ayahuasca could potentially put them in these states and could lead to danger? You're missing a very plain point, which shows you don't even take Ayahuasca seriously as much as you do the Indigenous people. @Leo Gura I do see how I could be projecting how Ayahuasca affects me, I will be more careful next time. It's very unfortunate because it's very profound and deep. It has allowed me to experience Infinite Daemonic Love; I've also figured out how ghosts are infinitely looping itself; I've also imagined ghosts in other forms; I've also realized how haunting is love, as well as spiritual possessions. I've also imagined all of paranormal/supernatural activities; i've also created layers of psychic abilities based on these realizations. I also can put my consciousness in more pure states of consciousness. Too bad I cannot be sharing half of this stuff.
  24. @MsNobody Your issue is apparant. I go to X ceremony to heal Y issue. But, you can easily book a doctors appointment! That's not what Ayahuasca is used for and is more profundly disrespectful to the liquid. This is why you pro-ceremony worshippers go once in a blue-moon. Because once Ayahuasca push you deeper, you run away and never go back to it. You intuitively understand that Ayahuasca wants to push deeper, but you ignore. And once it trends deeper, you experience profound 'horror' in God's Love. Ghosts, demons, posessions all become a reality and so much other. Ayahuasca plays on your fears at consistent or large intakes, even at lower doses. But you will never know, because you want to heal your gum! Ayahuasca is RUTHLESS in showing you your FEARS. This is the TRUE purging. Poor Ayahuasca - reduced to a CVS gum-healing brand! Please know that Ayahuasca cured my depression, but it wasn't to have a better life. It was the next phase to understand that I'm God. True GOD realization is being able to look a Demon in the eyes and loving it. Purging is for the spirtually weak. @Leo Gura I remember when Ayahuasca started to test my fears and one of them were demons. Of course, God cannot fear its own creation! Slowly but surely, I started to imagine all types of demons; they were looking for love just like anything else! Twisted and strange but profoundly beautiful and multi-dimensional. They love hauting the unrealized! Because, if you aren't God Realized, you deserve what's coming to you! Then one of the most magical, mind-blowing and twisted God-Realizations happened. But, it's a secret. And if you put that kind of person in a ceremony, the Shaman would stop taking Ayahuasca. God love limiting and twisting itself into one realm / degree of Infinity and staying there to love. God is TRULY INFINITE!
  25. @flowboy At that point, the Ayahuasca without DMT it's not being used for spiritual awakening, just personal development. DMT is key here. A truly open-minded person would see through traditions and actually be understanding that Ayahuasca can be done without a Shaman. Now, will the Ayahuasca pill come with flaws? Sure! But, let's not think for a second that a Shaman is needed. The logic is equivalent to saying you need a web developer to launch a website. It's obvious that you don't! I mean, look at your website! <3 This human spiritual elitism is weak and extremely biased. @MsNobody Nothing is impressive about a Shaman raising his hand and speaking words. Respectfully, appealing to a Shaman is spiritually weak. That's including all of their books and most of their words. But because they are indigenous, their words are of "wisdom?." It's funny how African Shamans don't get that same level of respect or appeal to authority and sell the least courses and ceremonies on Iboga. in fact, they also sell Iboga for your own personal use - for the fraction of the price of Ayahuasca ceremonies! No beer-belly Shaman is needed! Purging like a monkey means nothing - it's just another way to pedastilize Shamans. Yes, you will feel great after it - but that feeling of accomplishment will only will last for a few weeks. We all know the reason why you went to an Ayahuasca ceremony - you talk too much! <3 I've taken more Ayahuasca than you have and haven't purged a single time. I've taken Ayahuasca for 30 days straight, each day. Then did it again for another 30 days. The TRUE Shaman is the one who made the Ayahuasca so cleanly and lovingly for my own personal use! I've broken through so many human barriers, I see why people prefer ceremonies! It's the easiest way out of TRUE spiritual development, which is eliminating the human and the human fears. THE REAL PURGING process is facing all of your FEARS. Most of you wouldn't take Ayahuasca by yourself. Let alone take Ayahuasca while in a haunted house!