Grateful Dead

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  1. holy shit that dose fucked me up hardcore I had chills the whole night and I couldn't move for hours.. still feeling very weak with slight headache never been so fucked up my whole life, don't plan anything for the next day when you get your shot
  2. Just got my AstraZeneca shot. . Im feeling dizzy but I think it's the acid and weed form yesterday
  3. @OBEler you have to slowly increase your dose and play the long game No, in my experience it's not possible. The lsd experience is very different for me once I go above 400ug, almost like a different drug. Maybe it will work for her, I don't know. Also maybe your girlfriend is much more sensitive then I am and she only needs 200ug to go that deep. You have to take some risks and experiment on your own since it's not legal in germany and I doubt it will be legal in the near future.
  4. @OBEler Yeah once you recognize the root, work trough it and accept everything as it is, healing takes place. In my case I didn't have severe trauma, more like standard stuff that everyone has and facing this already was utterly terrifying. So keep in mind when someone has some heavy trauma like being abused as a child or something, it's going to be rough but it's worth it for sure. Stan Grof did lsd therapy with around 2000 patients and if I remember correctly, I think he said that there was not one case they couldn't resolve. But as I already said he worked with high doses around 500ug.
  5. The best would be to go to a psychotherapist and in combination do psychedelics at home. The hard part is to really go into your nightmares when you do psychedelics at home, as I said, your intention has to be very clear. My perfect dose for LSD is around 200ug but sometimes I do 400-500ug. And I noticed that only on those high doses, the deep unconscious trauma will come to surface. If she is ready to go there, then she should slowly up her dose. So if she did 100ug last trip, do 150ug next trip until it shows. Set and setting is key so as I already said, get the intention very clear and create an environment with as little distractions as possible. So just lay down in darkness accompanied by music.
  6. Have you tried exercise? I sleep best when I worked out hard if it's an option for you, cannabis is amazing for sleep but also very addictive..
  7. @Mu_ I already kind of knew that but still the video really hit home... thanks man ?
  8. We need a book on psychedelics, please ?
  9. we all just stardust? this is amazing leo you could blow joe rogans mind e: now my mind is blown lol
  10. Classic always go straight into to the light if you see it
  11. @Preety_India You could practice self-acceptance. What I mean by that is that when you read a comment that hurts you or affects you in any other negative way, you recognize the part in yourself which is hurt and you give it your unconditional love. Once you accept and love that part in you, it will disappear.
  12. @OBEler very interesting! you have said before that your girlfriend has deep trauma and other problems, do this spirits help her heal and does it have significant impact in her daily life?
  13. ? How does she meet these spirit guides? Is she doing something particular to channel them or it just happens? Would be cool to have a spirit guide myself ?
  14. One time I was in a trance like state while dancing on ketamine and the exact same question came to my mind. So I took my glasses off, everything got blurry and morphed into oneness ?
  15. I know for some people it can last years but usually as a result from high doses or powerful psychedelics, for me it never lasted longer then 6 months. How was your trip? Go for the next trip 2 years is enough already ?
  16. gotta try this ? I think that's normal, at least for me it's also the case... dont worry to much about it, when you are in a high pressure situation you will have much more focus power then usual. great tips by @Michael569 !! Diet is definitely a key point to stay focused for long periods, I eat very little if I have to do something like that. Adderall or Amphetamines in general are great for studying for me but not so good for the actual exam since you have to be creative and your mind should be kind of fluid. When I take stimulants my mind becomes very mechanical and I can't access everything I know.
  17. The 'Power of Now' was definitely life changing.. also 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe', 'Entheogenic Liberation', 'The Book of Not Knowing' and 'The Mind Illuminated' had a huge impact on me. And I really enjoyed all books from JedMcKenna but I am not sure how much they actually influenced me. I would recommend 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe' even to people who don't intend to take psychedelics, it's a very unique book.
  18. being kind is not a character trait it is a choice you make