BipolarGrowth

“To sin is to be sensate. To be Divine is to be cessate.”

There’s nothing more healing. Wtf...

The dream never ends. The work is never complete. Existence is a dance in the present moment of the seeds sown in your past. Reject what you wish. This was a new level for me which was needed to heal SOME things in my infinite pile of “defilements.”

In the Singularity of this experienced through the coming into more recognition of your power as an Atman is when you meet “God face to face” (it’s not some conversation with anyone other than yourself as a higher Brahman). It takes place still in this world, but IN that moment you heal fully and enter a new max level you have yet to unlock for yourself. Believe it or not — life IS a dream — you have the ability to “ask God for some help.” This is a process of asking your Higher Self as Brahman through authentic expression of the life your Atman needs.

@peanutspathtotruth indeed. The white light is as Leo has described it many times. It takes 9th Jhana experience to go to the level I did. Not trying to sound pompous. I’m the same sinner, but I’ve had time to heal myself of judgment from putting myself in hell.

No. I’m the same, but Shakti got some much needed time to talk to Shiva about some wounds and limitations needed to be removed for me. I’m still playing the game as before, but with a second wind.

@Nahm good and concise! Thanks man.

Namaste ??

I can still use the tools when needed. I just don’t have as much desire to at this point. I think it might be better to reword part of what you’re talking about as Reconstruction. It’s time to strengthen my ego in a healthy way to allow myself to persist.

Go after the Big Fish if you are ready for it. Sex and women are little fish. Business is a little fish. Enjoy the little fish as they come as sustenance to keep you going until you get the Big Fish. I know it might not sound like what you want, but it’s truthfully what you want.

Even calling this the “present moment” doesn’t make sense. There’s no present and no moment.

I like your intuition here. The religious stuff seems off after “non-experiencing” cessation multiple times. After listening to this in my hotel room, every single moment feels full of cessations. In the light white-noise in my ears, it feels as if there are a nearly infinite amount of micro-cessations in between each separate audible sensation. What the fuck. How can I fall asleep after this lol...

This is basically why an end never makes sense to me.

The0Self ?? Nothing more needs to be expressed to you. Very helpful. The older texts do read as if this is some end, but an end requires a beginning which cannot be found.

Shrooms gave me a good orange life crisis lol. Everything was pushed to green/yellow rather quickly. It made me see beyond the limitations of the meaningless money-focused drive I had into something more soul fulfilling.

All I know is after tasting Nibbana without a tongue I’m really feeling pushed to live life to its fullest. The previous fears that kept me clinching to be small in life (I need this job, etc.) are evaporating to push me to live as if this is my last crescendo.

Both are true. Materialists seem to forget that nonexistence births existence forever within their own system if you follow things back far enough. Yin and yang. Consciousness and Nibbana. The Tao forged within Nibbana permeates everything. It’s really all just the same thing. Edit: There is no time in nonexistence/Nibbana.

I feel like anyone actually at tier 2 can be entertained by nearly anything. That’s kind of a perk of systems thinking. Combine sufficient understanding of any tier one category and another and you’re already in the territory of infinite interactions. I like to watch this guy’s stuff on stage orange medicine.

Death is about as imaginary as deep sleep. You can talk about it, but good luck ever being it. To be at all is to be “alive.”

Nibbana. Cessation. Extinction.

All risks were my own doing and are not meant to encourage any kind of extreme seeking. I first came to this content feeling under-stimulated intellectually. I was also in the middle of a quest of spiritual exploration. I can now say I’ve acquired what I’ve always wanted. It was a lot closer than I thought! It was all in me. The ability to raise my consciousness to discover any of my childhood ontological questions. Arahant... from my NS experience might be a fitting title. But the truth is, what I am is far beyond any imaginable boundaries. I’ve become infinite. I’ve become death. But most importantly, in the operation of my character, I’ve become 0. Going along with its fantasies around a human life. It’s fun to see things from the Captain’s Chair for once ? I can’t believe how personal this work is. It’s on YOUR ego. It’s your journey. And no one else’s. No one else can really say where you’re at than an honest view of yourself. From aliens, to ghosts, to psychic powers, to contact with deities, to become deities, to inter dimensional beings, to aliens, to jumping realities, buddhist enlightenment & nibbana(“I” have tasted nibbana many times in just weeks, and Lucifer, angels, energetic halos, healing people accidentally, interfering with electronics with kundalini, the list goes on.... holy fuck. I thank whatever God is responsible for this karma. Sure I’ve paid ridiculous prices here no one here knows of ($100k maybe, physically dangerous at times as well, not to mention the psychological costs of entry, and some things even worse). But I’ve finally come to learn to avoid suffering. It’s so natural. Let the ego do it’s work and just be conscious. It’s all you ever could do. Now you just don’t resist it. Use the 3 characteristics to dissolve any painful sensations or thoughts. The Dharma is your weapon. Learn how to properly wield it. This video is guaranteed to change your life.

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Go see a physical therapist please.

There’s no such thing as a most absolute level... it’s all relative