jimwell

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  1. No need to say these strong words, especially considering that Sabth is a girl. I remember you said you're 27 and I saw a photograph of you wearing a hijab. You must be a Muslim, but an Asian Muslim. Are you from Indonesia? Regardless; you should spend most of your time working on improving yourself and life, not on KPOP and not on this forum. 27 is still a young age for university. Go to your previous university and locate the specific department of your major. Inquire about the requirements for continuing your major. You can also change major if you want. Alternatively, you can find the requirements on the university's website. Another way to improve your life is to take on an ordinary job, such as being a waitress or salesgirl at a shopping mall. This experience can be beneficial, providing you with a Tax ID number that will be useful for paying taxes and opening a bank account. You also need to obtain a passport. You can easily find information on how to get a passport in your country by searching on the internet. Regardless of what you want to do, it's important to learn basic survival skills such as buy groceries and cooking. Volunteer to buy groceries or at least accompany your mother when she buys groceries. Observe how she does it and imitate her. Search how to cook on the internet; YouTube videos are very useful. You can also use ChatGPT to help you learn how to cook. Then consider living away from your family, whether in a university dormitory or a regular apartment room. This experience will help you feel more independent and feel you're an adult. I recommend using an electric stove instead of gas-powered stove. If you don't know how to do something or you simply need more information about it, ask ChatGPT. Yes, it's very useful and helpful. It is God's gift to you, so you use it and don't waste that precious gift. Leo talked about it, including how to open an account. I have done the talking for you. Now you must do the walk.
  2. You just can't believe anything you read on the internet. Th best way to accomplish your goals and enjoy life is developing yourself. This involves internal and external work. And the last force which determines whether you accomplish it is LUCK! But do the work first then worry about luck next.
  3. No, that's not what Sadhguru said in the video. It's at least interesting. Is he still alive? Did you notice any character change when he turned 83 or 84? Who told you this? Did you experience becoming wiser or "enlightened" during those ages? But to be fair, I experienced a great internal change when I was 31. And it felt very good. But I did extraordinary internal work almost my entire 20s to accomplish it. It didn't happen automatically. I also experienced a significant change when I turned 11. But it was nothing compared to the change I experienced when I turned 31. Puberty was probably the biggest reason for the change at age 11.
  4. What happened to my grandfather exemplifies Sadhguru's spiritual insight. It made the situation even more interesting, I contemplated.
  5. I just remembered my grandfather had been polite and considerate his entire life until he turned 81 or 82. I was very surprised when he suddenly became impolite and rude, screaming at his girlfriend, my mother, and perhaps other relatives regularly. He died when he was approximately 84. What a crazy coincidence! Sadhguru's spiritual insight might be more than entertainment.
  6. Gazan kids are experiencing extreme horror and trauma which will result in clinical anxiety and depression, and murderous desires towards oneself and others when these kids become adults. The evil being inflicted by Israel now will have lingering effects for more than a century, becoming very significant and evident in the next 40 years. Devils have always made Earth more similar to hell than heaven.
  7. True. But here's a deeper truth: Humans are naturally inclined to search for God because divinity is woven into the fabric of human existence. Every organ, blood vessel, molecule, and cell is made of divine substance. Before a human is born, he embodies unlimited divinity. Upon birth, he transitions to limited divinity. However, a part of him retains and remembers this unlimited divinity; it's merely a matter of intensity. So, humans have the desire to regain what was lost. To say it another way, humans have the natural desire to reconnect to the state before they were born, which is the same thing as death. Death is unlimited divinity. Death is God; hence, humans have been searching for God for millennia. Humans fear death, but they also secretly desire it. It's a twisted paradox! How did I know it? While defecating, I asked myself why I somehow "remember" the state before I was born. I was confused why I have an idea what pre-birth was. If I did not exist before I was born, why did I know how it was? I must have existed before I was born. But how could I exist before I was born? I was confused as fuck. I endured the confusion and contemplated for several minutes, or perhaps an hour. Then, I had an 'AHA!' moment, which I shared in the previous paragraph. I became curious about chatGPT's interpretation of the spiritual insight I shared. It's also a good way to test its capability in terms of flexibility and accuracy. So, here it is: WOW! Thank God for chatGPT!
  8. Yes, it's paradoxical. Humans with fewer resources and lower intelligence reproduce more than those with higher intelligence and more resources. But from the creator's or evolution's perspective, it might be the most effective strategy. Civilizations require a workforce composed of individuals with lower intelligence for tasks such as bricklaying, street sweeping, trimming excess plastic from slippers (factory jobs), delivering orders or newspapers, collecting and disposing of garbage, and so on. Therefore, it's sensible for humans with lower intelligence and fewer resources to have children who will also grow up with those characteristics. This ensures that these individuals, though less intelligent, can fulfill essential and needed roles in society. I didn't say it with malice. I'm just saying it for what it is. In fact, I'm grateful that there are billions of humans who are naturally inclined to perform these roles every day. I can't handle such jobs from Monday to Friday for years. People with higher intelligence and superior senses tend to appreciate high-level beauty, creativity, and variety. I'm a from third world country. But I have lived in Japan, a first world country. I can clearly see the difference in mindset and behaviors between these countries. Humans in my home country are carefree, happy go lucky, and live in the moment. They don't invest much time in planning to save money for themselves or their future children. They simply eat, work, fuck to have kids, and then repeat even if they starve. It's common for married couples to have more than 5 kids. 30 years ago, having 10 kids was common. In this context, not having kids is often considered a social disgrace. Japanese are very conscientious, organized, and anxious. They tend to have more savings compared to Americans, let alone individuals from third-world countries. However, they often hesitate to have children because they feel their savings are insufficient. Despite being meticulous planners, they frequently experience a sense of financial and emotional insufficiency when it comes to having kids; actually, when it comes to almost everything. This mindset contributes to the country's low birth rates. This perceived financial and emotional insufficiency is shared by Koreans. I have observed that people in first-world countries or those with higher intelligence often prioritize their personal ambitions and well-being over having kids, making parenthood a secondary consideration. I believe that the modern lifestyle powered by industrialization and capitalism has become distorted and increasingly disconnected from a healthy way of living. Many wage slaves stay inside a concrete box for at least 8 hours, 5 days a week. When they return home, they stay inside another concrete box for a few hours more, sitting and watching tv. Their commutes to work or the grocery store often involve traveling inside steel boxes. This lifestyle is twisted and disconnected from the fundamental needs of the human body. The human body needs regular walking, running, and sunlight. It also needs frequent, direct contact with nature and access to fresh air. I don't have concrete evidence but I'm sure this twisted lifestyle has a negative effect on mental-emotional, physical, and reproductive health. It also has a negative effect on masculinity. No wonder men from 1st world countries are generally less masculine than men from 3rd world countries. The twisted lifestyle and its negative effects directly (or indirectly depending on how you look at it) affect sexual desire and identity, fertility, and birth rates. Everybody thinks the low birth rates in many 1st world countries is a problem which must be rectified. I don't see it that way. I think it's a good thing. There are already too many humans in the world. If a population of 500 million or even 100 million is not enough to sustain the economy, then we know that the economic system and its subsystems are the problems, not the size of the population. It's clear what needs to be rectified.
  9. Love is a very beautiful thing. And the highest form of love is UNCONDITIONAL SELF-LOVE. Embodiment of it is the key because embodiment is experience and the highest understanding.
  10. "In the Name of God: A Holy Betrayal" is a true crime documentary series released on Netflix in March 2023. It consists of 8 episodes. In this post, I will focus on the first 3 episodes, which feature Jeong Myeong-Seok (정명석), a self-proclaimed Messiah from South Korea. I very rarely experience envy, but this cult leader ignited that emotion in me, which is difficult for me to acknowledge. He has fucked more than 10,000 Korean girls, which he calls God's brides. This accomplishment is too great and impressive, it rivals or exceeds the accomplishments of the ancient Chinese emperors. There were times he penetrated 50 girls per day. Reflect on that for a moment. One bride captured my attention. Her feminine beauty is very high, she can be one of my top-rated concubines. Her name is Maple. She had been a member of the JMS cult for 10 years when she escaped and then filed a rape lawsuit against her former Messiah, Jeong Myeong-Seok. When she joined the cult in 2012, the fake Messiah was in jail for sexual assault. Despite the charges, Maple used to visit him in prison, offering love and support. She believed Jeong Myeong-Seok was unfairly persecuted by the world. She perceived Jeong Myeong-Seok on the same level as Jesus, a Messiah, the truth and savior of humans, hence persecution is normal and expected. Such is the level of self-deception humans are capable of. Maple held a prominent position as a star bride, favored by the 78-year-old Jeong Myeong-Seok. She actively participated in recruiting and brainwashing other star brides, even including foreigners, with the promise of the privilege of a sexual union with the self-proclaimed Messiah. One of the Australian star brides had more intelligence or had a healthier boundary than everybody in the cult. Recognizing signs of sexual assault, she left the church immediately. In an effort to save other star brides, she sent a text message to Maple, persuading Maple to leave the JMS church immediately and subtly suggesting doubts about the genuiness of the Messiah. That simple text message somehow enabled Maple to lift the veil from her eyes. Maple went back to her hometown in Hongkong to escape JMS church. A few months later, she came back to South Korea to face the public in a press conference. There she claimed she was a victim of rape by Jeong Myeong-Seok. It must have been very painful for her to realize that she had been deceived for 10 years by a fake Messiah. She must have contemplated the time, energy, and sexual services she provided to her former God. She must have felt deep regret and pain as a result of the deception and betrayal. I hate to say it but I must say it. What happened to Maple is very unfortunate and tragic, but she was NOT raped. Jeong Myeong-Seok fucked her 15 times. The day before the fake Messiah fucked her for the 15th time, she had planned to escape. But Jeong Myeong-Seok entered her room, locked the door, and then penetrated her. Maple having a fever at the time, recorded her sexual union with "God" via voice recorder. But even in the recording, there were no signs of resistance. She was submissive, as she had been in the past 10 years. Maple explained she didn't act as if there was anything wrong because she was scared something bad might happen to her if she showed any sign of resistance. She herself admitted that she didn't show any sign of resistance. Rape is a specific form of sexual assault which involves non-consensual penetration. Every sex she had with Jeong Myeong-Seok was consensual. Of course it was because Maple never showed any sign of resistance; not a "NO", or not a cry of pain or struggle. Jeong Myeong-Seok didn't use any force or threat because there was no need to. There was simply no resistance from Maple. I've heard about somebody in position of power and authority who has sex with another in a lesser position being legally wrong. I understand why such perception exists. But I don't agree with it. You're saying a celebrity can't have a sexual relationship with his female fan? A teacher can't have a sexual relationship with his female student? That's wrong. The fan or student genuinely loves or admires the celebrity or teacher for his appearance, acting capability, intelligence, charisma, fame, or status. And that's a valid reason to enter into a sexual relationship. Why would a celebrity or teacher be restricted or punished for simply existing as he is, with all his admirable characteristics and perks? The female fan or student is responsible for herself, and she's free to decide whether to be in a sexual relationship. As long as she's not forced in any way or form, that's ok. If you insist it's not ok, do you consider gold diggers as victims of sexual crimes? The rich, fat businessman is in a position of power because he has all the money in the world. Money is a very powerful thing and is desired by everybody. Gold diggers can't help themselves but to be attracted to somebody who has it. There is much power imbalance there. In Japan, there will be no serious sexual relationship without the questions "What's your job? How much is your salary?". Japanese girls' top priority is a man who can financially sustain them. Not true all the time, but it's true most of the time. My observations, gathered in-person and from videos featuring dating and matchmaking businesses or websites in Japan, indicate that money is the number one reason influencing a Japanese girl's decision to date or marry. Anybody who has it is in a position of power and influence over any Japanese girl. It's wrong to legally forbid a rich man from being in a consensual sexual relationship with a girl because of his financial standing and perceived power and authority. Is it wrong to indict Jeong Myeong-Seok of rape? No, it's not because he probably raped other brides. There were reports of him threatening his brides with "If you resist, you'll go to hell", "If you leave me, your future children will be born with defects.", etc. He threatened those brides because they exhibited resistance during and after sex. But Maple, unfortunately did NOT show any form of resistance during and after sex. That's the problem. Maple regretted having sex with Jeong Myeong-Seok when she realized she had been deceived by him. But it's not enough reason to sue him for rape. She can pursue legal action for fraud or something similar, but not for rape. A cult is a spiritual scam; hence a cult leader is a spiritual scammer. Jeong Myeong-Seok spiritually scammed Maple which made Maple offered herself sexually and spiritually to him. Jeong Myeong-Seok should face charges for orchestrating a spiritual scam. I remember when I fell victim to a financial scam. I was not forced in any way to invest in the scam. I was simply deceived or gaslighted with promises of big returns of investment. So, I willingly offered or invested my money into the financial scam. I was NOT financially raped. I was simply financially scammed. Similarly, Maple was deceived by Jeong Myeong-Seok, claiming he is a Messiah who is worthy of love and sex. That made Maple offered herself sexually. But she was NOT raped. She was spiritually scammed which unfortunately resulted in consensual sex. I'll end this post by emphasizing the importance of being able to discern truth. The ability to see truth is a very practical and useful capability. If Maple had possessed that capability, she would have recognized a spiritual scammer instead of a Messiah chosen by God. This would have spared her from the pain and drama she's enduring.
  11. If past life was real, I must have been a Chinese emperor. I must meet my Terracotta Warriors in this lifetime. The last time I saw them was more than 2,000 years ago, when I was Qin Shi Huang.
  12. I watched a video of her hometown last night. It was interesting. I'll watch more of her videos when I have time.
  13. Appreciating beauty too much is NOT the problem. The problem is your handling capability. You probably lack internal strength, making you easily overwhelmed by the beauty you perceive. How do you develop internal strength? By facing your fears and traumas, and by being integrous. You can say these things to yourself and then walk the talk. Say and do those things. Modify them of course, depending on your situation; and you'll surely develop internal strength in a few years. It's also important to feel your anger if you're harmed or disrespected. Validate your anger and express it in healthy or controlled ways. The internal strength will enable you to handle not only the intense beautiful feeling caused by the beauty you see; you'll also be able to handle other intense feelings or emotions such as fear, anger, anxiety, envy, and others. Internal strength is high-level masculinity. Girls will detect it and then drool. By the way, I won't be surprised if after developing internal strength, you'll realize that you actually need to enhance your beauty appreciation capability even more. Right now, that capability is not as high as you think.
  14. Here is your guarantee! It's sensible to believe that death is simply going back to the state before you were born. Before you were born, did you have any human experience or memories? When you're dead, it feels as if you have never been born. But it's pathetic and unacceptable to live, only to always look forward to death for relief. It would be a very big tragedy.
  15. When it comes to feminine beauty, my concubines are God's best.
  16. Here are two of the best easy listening songs ever created. I listen to them when I do my Qigong, when I want to relax and feel good, or when I do nothing except observing existence.
  17. I liked it when I was a young boy. Now, I still do.
  18. Yes. But more importantly, life is about appreciating, creating, and experiencing beauty in various forms. Life is a nightmare in many ways. But the intelligence and beauty woven into life is magnificent and mind-boggling. Guess what? I also love metal and hard rock. As long as the melody is beautiful, I can enjoy it. There is beauty in light and darkness. And my beauty appreciation and creation capability is all-encompassing.
  19. You two are humorous and immature. You just solidified what I said earlier which I will quote below.
  20. My perception of Jews has been shifting negatively since the Hamas attack on Israel. Jews , especially Zionist Jews are too self-biased and self-deceived. They are similar to bullies. They complain when they get bullied but then bully others when they get the opportunity. There were times I found myself contemplating the historical circumstances surrounding Jews and their behavior in Germany during Hitler's time. Why did the Nazis believe the Jews deserve the holocaust? From the Nazis' perspective, Jews must have done something very bad. No, I don't support the holocaust. Such questions simply cross my mind from time to time. Regardless, thanks to that old Jewish woman in the video at the 10:32 mark. Now I know there are Jews who are honest, sane, and integrous.
  21. I listened to these songs one hour ago during my break from work. And before I go back to work, I feel the need to honor these songs via sharing them in public. These songs are easily included in the top 10 songs ever created. But what's really captivating about them is they represent masculine beauty expressed via music. Wear a good headphone with deep bass and then volume up!
  22. Wealth Inequality and Resource Distribution are more significant problems than the low number of babies born every year. Financial Distribution The top 1% of the richest people are richer than the bottom 50%. The top 1% of Americans have a combined net worth of $34.2 trillion, while the bottom 50% of the population holds just $2.1 trillion combined. This means that the top 1% has 16 times more wealth than the bottom 50% combined. - Source: Federal Reserve This is not just true for the USA, but also for other countries. A report by Oxfam reveals that the richest 1% grabbed nearly two-thirds of all new wealth worth $42 trillion created since 2020, almost twice as much money as the bottom 99 percent of the world’s population. Housing / Property Distribution According to a report by bloomberg, there are an estimated five vacant properties for every homeless person in the U.S. Food Distribution According to the World Food Programme, approximately one-third of food produced for human consumption is lost or wasted globally. This amounts to about 1.3 billion tons per year, worth approximately US$1 trillion. That's enough to feed 2 billion humans. These problems are too absurd; they deserve all the focus and attention in the world. Politicians, engineers, and scientists around the world should worry about them first before worrying about the decreasing number of babies born per year. An AI powered sex doll which talks, walks, sucks, and looks similar to a 10 of 10 concubine is high-level beauty. It is God's gift to males, especially the sexually frustrated ones. I have already answered this, directly and indirectly.
  23. That's correct. If you define egalitarianism as a philosophy which seeks to promote fairness and equality in society by advocating for equal treatment and opportunities for all individuals, then egalitarianism is good. The problem with feminists is that they are too biased and have swung the pendulum too far to the other side. Marriage is made up by society. It's not absolute and not the only way forward. In fact, marriage is unnatural and twisted. Humans are naturally polygamous. How many girls have you wanted to fuck or be in a relationship with? Surely, you can't count because there are too many. Devoting yourself to kissing, hugging, and fucking only one girl your entire life is too twisted, society needs to create rules such as "You should not covet your neighbor's wife". In my home country, divorce is still legally and morally forbidden. How else will society force a man to endure the pain of enjoying only one woman his entire life? Divorce is too common in first world countries, and it's simply a manifestation of the twistedness of marriage. If you are free to enjoy as many girls as you want, there will be NO need for a divorce or cheating, unless if the problem is domestic abuse or sth similar. I love to enjoy girls the way I enjoy parks and cuisines. Variety is beauty. There are humans who are naturally monogamous, especially humans with no or little libido. But they are the minority. Many couples stay legally married, but the romantic spark is long gone. Such couples are essentially divorced. The essence of romance is much more important than its legality. That will be your contribution to humans. I hope you'll master it. The benefits of AI will be very significant, it is almost a magic pill. AI will cause problems short terms because many dumb wage slave jobs will be replaced by robots. But as a whole, it's a good thing. It's part of the evolution process. AI will eventually give rise to UBI or something similar. The current economic system though the best so far, is still somewhat barbaric. It tends to create "bullshit" jobs. For example, in my home country, when I check out my groceries, there's a wage slave stationed there to pack my groceries into a plastic bag. Yes, he does have a job and has earned a living. But is it really a sensible or a needed job? When I checked out my groceries in Japan, I packed them myself. This is one of the Japanese ways which I like and appreciate. If I can do it myself, why not? That wage slave who packs groceries better do more important things such as learning machine learning, practicing meditation, or engaging in contemplation. One good thing about the declining population rates is it enables advancement in AI and robotics to compensate for labor shortage. https://www3.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld/en/news/backstories/2791/ Yes, surely. Whether AI makes this world more heavenly or hellish, depends on human visions and regulations. It will never be perfect, but it will be much better. I would rather live in a world with advance AI than in a world without AI. In a world with AI, humans will have more time doing what they really love because the wage slave jobs required for survival will be handled by AI or robots. Humans will also have more time to do self-development or spiritual work. This will have significant, positive impact on human intelligence and consciousness, especially after a few generations has passed.