Red-White-Light

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  1. @EntheogenTruthSeeker They have side effects, sadly. Ask your doctor about Procyclidine for the restlessness.
  2. @XeRnOg Lol, you’re drowning in a sea of delusion. You have no idea what scientific process is.
  3. @Soullee DMT girlfriend lol, this is one of the ways psychedelics take you away from actuality.
  4. @Roy The no bullshit supplements are Creatine, Vit D, Vit K2, Magnesium, Zinc and Whey protein. You can get your iron levels checked by a doctor to see if you need to supplement iron.
  5. @Shir You’re comparing yourself to others, you think you don’t have enough time (life is long). And your mood is low, so you need to work with a therapist to raise the mood to healthy levels.
  6. @Patrick Lynam Being generated the brain as a hallucination to make sense of reality.
  7. @ethanb121 Those angel numbers are fucking annoying. I don’t stop seeing them all day. Literally like 3-5 times a day.
  8. @ivankiss It just slid across the table, maybe uncommon and strange but not a super power.
  9. @Leo Gura Do you use Castile soap?
  10. I've recently been struggling with the concept of time and being alive. I think about how many years I will be alive for. I feel like I'm waiting for death to come. I know I wouldn't kill myself, so I'm stuck with about 60 years of reality. I didn't want to be born a human being on earth. I feel like I'm just waiting, like I'm in a prison sentence. It feels like slavery. I find peace in sleep because it's a form of death or escape from time.
  11. 6:45 and onwards kinda reminded me to enjoy the pleasures of physicality.
  12. @commie Derealisation is a state of consciousness that needs fine-tunning and it’s a form of awakening.
  13. @Inliytened1 Solipsism is true, you can experience it.
  14. What song best describes your experience awakening of Love and why? Mine is: I remember having my love awakening in the car and this song played on the radio and the love shook me to my core.
  15. @Antor8188 You’re going to be ok.
  16. I remember entering into a state of consciousness so high it was fucking ridiculous. It was higher than states I’ve accessed on psychedelics. It felt like I was a fish drowning in a pool of pure consciousness. It was so fucking consciousness. The concept of being Gods children felt petty. It felt like we were all individual Gods, sharing heaven. Reality was a movie, my physicality no longer existed. Reality was just being the frame. There was no longer space or distance, time was still and unmoving, frozen in an infinite beauty. I was meditating for hours a day, and I can’t say for certain, but I would enter into some sleep paralysis, instead of sleeping (sleeping awake?) I began to lose desires for eating, sleep, sex etc. When I began to do these things, I had a consciousness hangover. I eventually stopped fasting, began sleeping and eating and the state was lost. I have a new state of consciousness where I am aware of infinite beauty, however it’s not as beautiful as the void I experienced, or the pool of love.
  17. @abrakamowse Thanks for reading. ?
  18. @actualizing25 If you thought that you were going to heaven after shooting yourself in the head, then yes it’s similar to shooting yourself in the head. But don’t shoot yourself in the head please.