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Who cares? Not sure why authenticity matters? Its just a limiting belief. If you grew up in a small village with average women with no media training your sexual vision, then average women would attract you 100%. There is nothing authentic about you. Its programming that should be unlearned.

@RendHeaven Have you had sex with any women your not attracted to? Most likely if you just went for it and had sex with her you would realize looks make no difference and your tastes will change. Its completely all in your head, dont project this out to all men, its just your level of development speaking. When you get older your going to have sex with old people and your going to enjoy it.

@Gesundheit There's this guru that focuses on waking people up that are to smart. It might or might not be useful.

Its possible. What is your version of vertical growth? I think it was mentioned before something to do with transcending human phycology? But isnt this a reflection of your current vertical level? Everyone thinks they have it all figured out at each level. Is this it? hmmm its hard to know what parts in the past where made up for defense. I guess in this case it wasn't. Honestly i have no idea why i do anything. Its just blank. Ok, im just doing it to pass time. This seems to be it. Ratter then sitting somewhere doing nothing, ill nothing here instead. The character dreams about changing the world, raising collecting consciousness. Seeing as where on the subject id like to learn more about this: From what i can tell so far, the character cant awaken, that's the "trick". What your describing here sounds like changing states. Mixing waking up with growing up. Psychological needs do not exist in some states, but appear to be unavoidable in this default state.

I thought breaking your core value = truth, to defend your self with "narratives and make up whatever stories I want to suit my agendas and preserve/survive my identity. " -gesundheit, was something you didn't want to do. Following that logic this makes sense as a next step: Not trying to change you, just pointing out the obvious. I relate alot of your ideas, personality i disrespect ethics, but in practice its been proven ineffective because it lacks holistic thinking. Just pointing out that what you probably want is not what your ego is defending, thats a distraction. Ive been playing devils advocate, seeing conflicts in your writing and pointing them out. I was fully aware while writing my last comment that it resembled a common pattern to pursued change. In actuality i was just following the logical next step. This conversation began because i saw you where making things up as you go to defend your self (revealed by the conflicting statements). You then maturely introspected and communicated it. Good stuff. Humans naturally move towards more holistic thinking, its not about a ideal people are pushing on to you. We are pointing to vertical growth. Its not that i think something is wrong with you, its im trying to point to what you really want and just dont know it yet.

Seems to be a solid responds, maybe where done here. Like to say you have an ability to expand and string together ideas that's definitely a great talent, but this talent is also your responsibility. We should accept you for who you are, but when a mad man is swinging his intellectual gun around its hard to be casual about it lol. Wouldn't it be easier to community harmoniously from the beginning to prevent the need to later have to defend? Also aren't there plenty of wise quotes about loving oneself unconditionally? Removing any need to defend? If that energy used to defend could be used for something else, how would you conduct your self ideally? I feel like your about to unlock a super power lol

@Bando It probably makes better sense in the long run just to do something healthy "normal". Taking honey like that... its very unclear.

The monk was posted here as an example of someone who is at peace. He then burned himself for peace protesting the Vietnam war. Its a funny connection, not sure its irony or not, maybe im using the word incorrectly or just complete missing something. Positive Irony.

@Roy @Leo Gura Ironically he burned him self alive for peace. Protesting vietnam war.

@seeking_brilliance Give us the answer, stop teasing.

It might promote horizontal growth if that person is close enough to your level vertically to understand your truth. Its just experienced as an attack for all other vertical levels especially seeing as its coming with a intentional emotional manipulation. A good teacher tailors the teaching to the students needs and definitely doesn't "purposefully try to trigger people's emotions which in turn will bring out their shadows and attachments." -Gesundheit Whats the goal? We established its not helping people, so why is "truth" the way to go. What problem are you "solving" and why engage solving it?

Makes sense, plenty of traps on the path. After watching all of leos videos multiple times and learning a bunch of models im getting the sense that im "smarter". Because i can see more then i did before. So by my current level of development, smarter = seeing more = aware of more But from many perspectives nothing has changed. Smarter is relative. Hmm it can also be framed as seeing less. lol

@Gesundheit Did my aggression help you grow? lol What about aggression with out any sense, does that help growth? (how most people are experiencing it)

@LastThursday Its written for orange mostly, i dont think he understands that people walked a path of some kind, From A to Z, they dont have magical abilities. Delusion from the absolute perspective? We can still improve relatively. Maybe i misunderstood the question. Why is it asking for trouble and delusion?

Leos level development was forged from many years of practice and study, this is not born. Self actualization/development will translate to a "smarter" you. If the goal is excellence you will climb to match with the best. But dont think that road is easy or even possible, there are many lucky life conditions that need to fall into place starting from and even before birth.

hmm everything i said was ignored. This is more justifying things. Topics: 1) Nothing is done because you want to help people, its about a addiction you commented about. 2) A Communication style that triggers peoples emotions comes naturally to you thats the real underling reason you do it. 3) 1 and 2 are being masked by elaborate stories (justifying them). Bias.

Everything written after this was to justify this. Im claiming its bullshit, its incredibly ineffective strategy to purposefully try to trigger peoples emotions to help them. The reason your doing this has nothing to do with helping people, its about getting what you want. Contradiction with the first comment. If i had to guess its about correcting people mistakes. We all have that erge to correct an "error" we think we see in a comment. But the way your going about it is at least in communication style just your natural personalities argumentativeness. There is no strategy behind it, all talk about your strategy is a fabrication to justify doing what ever you want. Again saying the motivation has nothing to do with helping people and the communication style is argumentative because it comes naturally to you and your justifying it.

As someone who speaks directly, expects everyone to be growth oriented and pisses people off, i know the directness comes from a place want. You want to communicate this way and are using mental gymnastics to justify it. Mental gymnastics. There are pros and cons to both methods and should be situationally used. But you favor one over the other, its coming from emotion not a strategy to help people grow. If you where really being unbiased and strategic about helping people grow, you would be flexible, because its a better strategy.

Its a double edged sword.

You cant put out a fire with gasoline.

I cant believe any of this needs to be explained.

@Leo Gura Maybe slow digestion caused by thyroid issues? If so there is a high chance the sibo will return seeing as the slow digestion is not resolved? What is the plan for this?

@zeroISinfinity Paradigm shift is whats needed to resolve the "compromising" problem.

Be careful it will dissolve tooth enamel. Be careful vivid or lucid dreams is a stressed sleeping pattern, not high quality sleep. My hunch is its agitating the liver inducing these sleeping pattern. My hunch is your sleep deprived, so things are dreamy. Curing headaches, thats interesting. Unlikely related to declassifying the pineal gland.