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how can illusion be an illusion without a sense of illusion ? is the sense of illusion real ?

you too can get it man when you start believing in yourself, but this is an hardwork and there is darkness to fight inside, but this whole forum, leo & personnal reading and short introspection of my own condition in reality while on psychedelics, does helped me, or I think they did and that's kind of the same to me, I cannot prove, but I m 100% sure that I purged most of my wrong internal thinking. ( still have some ) instead of the pattern of "everything could be wrong" ,I was into, " being present & reflect for the best " sort of. I don't know if you can catch me, I m talking about guts, it will never be perfect, and that's to accept aswell. , this can be learned but hardly with 2 sentences of me, I m aware of it, that's an internal work until feeling lesser sounds like a logic non sense, learn about yourself until the idea of being lesser disapear. good luck, but find another girl man I don't think from my experience that after years of chasing without success, magnetism should be there at list a few in the start, or this will probably never work ( from personnal observation ) I was not trying to catch the most beautiful girl in town, I changed to try to find someone who works with me ( my gf, is close to a yellow/green paradigm very art/science ( just like me ) she is beautiful but that was not even my first thought when I started flirting, so it's easy to build a cool relation when you focus on others things than starting a neurotic relation ) It should work like water in a boil, not like a rock on your head

first time I got a girl, she just wanted to fuck me, like whatever I was talking about she wasn't caring, she just wanted to fuck me. -and now I was ready, cause I focused too much on myself on the point to forget relation with people. ( working too hard on self improvement and enlightment ) we got to her place, and she naked herself 5 minutes later. I mean she was not playing mind game LOL not at all, I was almost even deceive. ( find girls who knows what the fuck they want ( and YOURSELF TOO, especially YOU ) I'll not push details, but it was very hot and not weird, very fluid haha, she didn't notice, and I even make her get an orgasm ( all my friends believe I m a liar, this is even better to me to be called a liar, it means that I worked so good on myself that what I m doing is not even believe-able ) I didn't feel lesser or what I totaly didn't give a fuck on my level of relation:sex and all that ( I was "nothing" ), I trusted my self so hard to be god experiencing reality at this moment. I could even say that I was in sort of a blank state of mind. Like if I was on a lesser psychedelics. I m still in the gate and in the process, but my mind is very stable now. " be present and stop the neurotic thinking when it happen, catch it when it start and destroy it like a true master, feel like a god." girls can smell confidence against fear. ( I would believe so ) even if they are not "consciously aware of" people can have a sense of your inner energy just by being around you. attract to you the girl you need, not the girl you want, and believe me I come from far, I got my first relations with girls at 25. ( I m 25 ) I m talking from myself, hope something in there to help / now I m in a very healthy relationship though with a girl I truly like since 6 months.

add could aswell makes you overtexting. HEY Am I a redflag ?

Drawing. Reading some articles and Books. and 2 hours of laying down under the fire ball with visualisation of music and no thinking méditation. Aim to improve understanding communication / sociology / biology / physics. I even catch a little egoic need while meditating and used my trans-logic to disable it. Reflecting on where I should aim my boat.

To have the power to live on my own terms. And because. What else ?

You can know expérience all that by simulation without physical suffering. I think everyone prétend vidéo games are low consciousness. But now with depth and understanding of reality. We Can abuse everything in mind now. I think good vidéo games are more powerful than méditation. But maybe that's about interprétation and it Always dépend of your own préférences. There is no duality to have though I do not play anymore that much no need currently for a game. But I would consider having others lifes expériences ( past lifes ). Even if they are all the expérience of my body watching mental World. When you played like me 90% of your free time until 21. Physical or non physical. The value we give to things. If mental is all there is go get a game. Vidéos games ( especially rpg ) are truly like a psychedelics expériences with good mind observation. Knowing how is created a game is a réflection of how god made reality. Just with even more depth. I think that's very hardcore in understanding aswell to try to create your own game ( there is even tools that doesn't need Big skill in coding now ) ( I try that with a community when I was younger ) creating Map. Level design and how character interact with the player. It makes you rethink how this 'physical reality' is working

Atoms and matter could have the potential to rewire 'thinking matter' is a possibilité It could be that matter itself "think". There is no problem with thinking. The problem is a wrong use of thinking. As everything expand. Could be that our mind itself work like a Galaxy expanding itself Thinking alone can be more strong than psychedelics. I awakened through asking god to give me truth or kill me. I was not sayin it like I like cake. I got energic rush and a crisis for week. Then I stop to overthink because it was just obvious then than most of our discussion are so distant and relative. I just stopped After realizing some new Logic way to perceive reality. Good thoughts are gods. People who still believe we are méta in sayin we are god. You Lost in your own concept. We are nature if you prefer. And so whatever the force who created reality. This force is us. We are the création of god. But god is so god that you're him aswell. If thoughts was truly useless. Then you say that god made a misstake of them. Spiritual ego ain't real. I would tend to believe that there is 'no free will'. By law of physics. But as an human it almost cannot be explain. If you enlighten It's only by nature will. You're a spectator of reality and self. Movie and arts are gods facets. God is a vidéo game and a movie and you're the player walking on his own record. There is no outside reality outside your life expérience. We are all drifting and it doesn't matter to choose right or left. Because the ultimate choice of your mind. That's why a character in Batman choose to throw a coin for each décisions. But even this sort of action is a choice not relevant of your choice. You cannot beat your own mind codes. You can hack/understand yourself but each one his movie. You can maybe writte your futur. But all projection for a futur all this. Where does it Come ? Like if I wanted to be king. Why is this thought in me ? Why do I désire ? All thoughts of shaping reality. This so call'd free will. But all your désire are not yours. They are gods. Hence. You have free will from the perspective of the mind. But in depth nothing here is yours. Not even your ego. by others understanding of the dynamics of reality I m almost sure that all I m his a spectator in his tunnel universe. Meeting others Galaxy. Does Galaxy have free will/ free thought ? I think the answer give truth to 'what you are' But you can try to beat the wheel. Free thought or not. Both are 'delusion' depending : what you/I mean by delusion or the relative concept of free will that we all sort of believe in. I was litteraly asking what am I and what is this fuck ? ( Very intensively After hours of méditation and hard seccion of weed & thinking )

I don't know but my gut tell me things are about to get very interesting. day 1 on neuralink. I just wish to throw real fire ball. I'll look on answering a more constructed answer on the question. I m neutral on AI I think there will be pro/cons and cons could turn wrong easily though. Some music for the topic

There is always cons/pro but as long as it make sense to your own vision and values. Many bad choices we do is for being a part of a collective. Self survival strategy ? Your society and country allow you aswell to think how you wish. But this is not the current défault state. Your mind is king but we are still all drifting and sometimes I hate the unconsciously collective. But we do like rituals as human for instance. Shapes change not the depth

What's up doctor ?

I agree but the paradox is you need huge power to live on your own terms. This means there is an obligation to act. And I believe that for instance it is true normal life or being a 'character' it's fairy tail at the end of the day. If you become elon musk you would see there is nothing better than being yourself. ( Replace the name with whoever inspire you ) But as long as we live we should try our best. Being healthy and balanced is a part of the work too. Life is not a linear homework. Living happy is a good goal. As long as you can/we maintain it. Means It's cool and nice as long as the biggest ego in town don't decide to shit in your garden.

God is expérience itself.

I would say that the brain/awareness use an attention span that focus mainly on the things you are unconsciously attracted to. Internal desire shape reality Belief system create physical opportunity

no explain me, I m groundless, is that something in the psyche or do you believe in multivers and this kind of theory ? I m all hearing

extra dimensional beings ?

I would say that same force attract each others at some points. believe it or not, bad boy attract hoe anyway who cares

All is one in a guostshell

science destroy humans and we transcend in a body full of serotonine and without needs. see there is a possibility, maybe not for us, but in 500 years.

How can you be so sure that you're enlightened ? If all ideas are delusion does it makes your idea of enlightment real ? Is the non aware enlightened aswell to the master ? What kind of power enlightment has given you ? Could I say that enlightenment is a perpetual process. Or that is corruption of the meaning ? Did you take any form of egoic pleasure from this kind of work ? What is the point for you to speak to the non-enlightened ? Am I enlightened ? If not what should I do ?

Too woke for sleepers

I don't believe in democracy. But passive tyranny ain't that bad for me so far

What do all gods lack of ?

to fight the darkness inside - is fighting the darkness outside here is a reflection of the what I think is a pure inner reflection of the true "love" of a man as god you always wanted to live toward heaven even when you pray to hell. heaven is not here for you, We & I have to work for it. Here is not heaven or hell, here is what you want to make of it. as god we have the power to create systems that are the reflection of nature direct process toward unity & understanding. words are not empty, they always keep the power we/I relatively attribute to them and this, this, is an absolute side of reality. this power into words is only a reflection of our love. this is our choice to strive for our best version of ourself, this will never be perfect, But if you do always choose to think or to act out of love over fear.

all the spiral dynamics video and just life experience, way to mastery/expertise self inquiry/meditation