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  1. Depending on how you explain it people may get an astrology vibe from it and subconsciously just reject what you're saying. Also people don't like to think that they're not as evolved as they think they are. I just talk about it to my Green friends and even they aren't that interested. Trying to explain to Orange and below it's a pure waste of time. I suggest you start talking about ass, titties and money. That will get more eyeballs.
  2. Do what makes you the happiest. I do feel like I want to go partying and take some drugs but to be honest if I don't to that I won't regret a bit. I feel way happier doing hikes and meditating in the forest with my buddies than jumping to music around drunk people. There's no "wrong" way to live life. And no one said you can't do both. If you meditate everyday and go into a rave you'll enjoy the music much more than people who are mindless and not paying proper attention to the vibrations and nuances of the heavy bass. Also, you can absolutely go partying in your 30s if you want hahaha. Fuck your crab friends trying to bring you back to the bucket. Actually, these people are around stage orange probably. Try to find some people around Green and hang out with them. The green smoking Green people. Even better if you find yellow ones, but that's harder. What's in the fear in dying a virgin? Why should we have cool ass cars? Why do drugs? Carve your own path. Who guarantees they won't be the ones in 10-20 years saying "man if I were like you I would be so much better off"? From a fellow 20 years old Green/Yellow self-actualizing buddy
  3. Just adding: check your B12, Iron, Vitamin D, Thyroid hormones and maybe testosterone.
  4. I'd go around the problem and start thinking about general lifestyle before changing your core. Like other people said... Diet could make you unmotivated even if that's something you love. If you have gluten or lactose intolerance you'll feel bad no matter what you do if you eat bread or drink milk everyday. If you want to tackle the vision problem you can get the Life Purpose course or if you don't have that much money do the Dream Board. For better results do both.
  5. Yes for some people No for some people Some people's psyche work better if they have a grand vision to work towards. Other people are more scattered and just prefer to go with whatever appears. Choose your poison and go with it. You need to choose what you think will bring you the most happiness. Or not. In the end it doesn't matter. When you physical body you're identified with dies of clinical death you won't care of what you did during the time you were alive. Even if 99.9% of people need a grand vision to work with to be fulfilled you may aswell be in the 0,1%. There's nothing preventing this. Now choose what you want. Or don't. Of course, you can also merge both perspectives and create a third way.
  6. Yes This also happens with me in this order of frequency: See sounds See thoughts (both eyes closed and open) See touch Smell colors Feel others emotions as colors or bodily feelings To be honest this happens more frequently when I'm under effect of stimulants like Caffeine, Ritalin and Modafinil (mainly). I can also sense how distant people are of me just by their body heat. Like if someone is behind me.
  7. Wait for 10 years then I'll be able to help you For now you can do it alone with low dosages. LSD 40-70ug or mushrooms 1-2g.
  8. Funny thing is that I'm aware of taking a decision only after the decision is made I can't ever get the moment. It seems only before and after... And I'm imagining those two
  9. I can relate so much after 250ug today lol Just do it man you're the best No, actually you are literally God so you're literally the best and the worst and none at the same time!!
  10. There's no point. You could reframe it into "creating a life for yourself you would be happy with". How does that look now? Still, no point.
  11. @Demeter I'm not sure about that. It's probably just more sensitivity to the compounds. I'm happy either way
  12. Do you want to change that aspect of your personality?
  13. If he struggles with keeping it going then Leo's advice is sound. If he struggled with talking too much and annoying people then stopping and listening would be better advice I think.
  14. The logic is self-deception and self-bias It's very easy to trick oneself into thinking I am this or that or I do this or that or I like this or that while doing the exact opposite. Self image is a great part of survival. People won't admit parts of their psyche and the advice given will be warped towards protecting their biases. So it's better to ask people who aren't with their conceptual survival on the line.
  15. I don't know but if that's true just bask in your luck
  16. 60ug has given me multiple mystical states that 125ug+ couldn't. Nirvana, no-self, oneness, God realization, absolute now... 1g mushrooms was my first psychedelic experience. Beautiful ego dissolution... 3 puffs of weed dissoluted me wonderfully For me dosage isn't that relevant to spiritual insights as long as I'm not sober. Even then... IDK about other people.
  17. Reddit r/microdosing wiki
  18. Green: empathy Yellow: systemic thinking
  19. Can you ever meet your eating needs?
  20. I had this realization sober after having meditating for 1 year for 20 minutes daily, on 2 puffs of weed and on 60ug and 125ug of LSD (on different days)
  21. "Me and my enemies became one" "Rank is a illusion" IDK how much they are alike but N,N-DMT microdosing certainly doesn't make me want to play games. I just go and sit for 20 minutes in a somewhat meditative state everytime I do it. Btw, if you want some potent cognitive enhancer for this and you don't care about the consequences the best options would be ADHD meds.
  22. If he is a family member then it's a more nuanced issue. you mentioned it was a friend and I think that on friends you can certainly be way more assertive and aggressive than family members if they are being toxic. On this matter I can't really help you as I have no experience but I had plenty of shitty friendships already for my 20 years as a human. I wish you good luck!!
  23. The best way to deal with toxic people is to not deal with them. Can you stop talking with that person? Does he has some power over you like you depend on him for your housing or food or anything else? I dealt with shitty friends in the past to being more and more absent until they get the message. Being short on my responses and showing no interest in their affairs. Of course, this is my last course of action. I first try to talk it through. From your post I can see this probably won't work. Here it's you who is lacking a backbone. You don't have to do as he pleases unless he holds some sort of power over your life like I asked you above. Even then...