ivory

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  1. Was his art DMT inspired? I did mushrooms and meditated a couple weeks ago and holy shit, it was like one of his paintings was right in front of my face. Can't wait to try DMT again, but next time I want to make sure I have a trip sitter so I can go deep.
  2. @DefinitelyNotARobot I recently started listening to audio books and have decided that I'm going to close my eyes and listen to them in a meditative state. It will be interesting to see what happens.
  3. That's awesome! I had the exact same experience when I was listening to Eckhart Tolle a while back. I was lying down listening to him on my headphones and I was like, "Wait, who's thoughts are these?" Well, they weren't thoughts. It was Eckhart coming through the headphones. You're the first that I've met describe the same thing happening to them.
  4. Hmmm... Interesting. I wonder how much DMT you smoked to get to that point @SgtPepper. Cool story.
  5. @Depersonilized Yeah that was my first impression. Last weekend on LSD I was standing talking to my roommate and for a second I forgot who I was and thought he was me. There was nothing like this on DMT. But, a single time with anything rarely teaches you anything.
  6. @Leo Gura I can't imagine walking on this stuff. When I stood up my body felt like it weighed 10 lbs. I was afraid I was going to fall over so I sat my ass back down.
  7. Maybe it's not my problem. LSD taught me that it takes many trips before you start to see its power. It could be the same with DMT. I'll keep experimenting until I can get my hands on some 5-MeO
  8. In my experience, microdosing reduces your focus. It makes me space out. Better to reserve a day and get the full benefits of a trip.
  9. I just discovered a Syrian artist by the name of Sara Shamma. She is absolutely brilliant.
  10. @PenguinPablo Ozark was a great series. I don't think that will serve the OPs purpose. @andyjohnsonman If you really want to study blindness watch Fox News.
  11. Holy shit, this was a very powerful film, and arguably the most frightening I have seen. I'm not feeling very hopeful right now
  12. Does anyone have experience with a health stone for smoking 5-MeO? Ideally, I would find a method that works for both NN-DMT as well as 5-MeO. Also, any recommendations for scales? I want to make sure I get a good quality scale. I'm also considering getting some mg measuring scoops just to make sure I'm measuring my doses correctly.
  13. First of all, I consider myself stage green but when I first started visiting this forum I was very deeply in stage orange. I was also in a very unpleasant state of transition. My life was very volatile on the level of relationships, health, and finances. I was conflicted, no longer knew what my values were, and was no longer deriving pleasure from my usual pursuits. I was very independent and obsessed with self-improvement, sex, and accomplishment. But I was very depressed. Another interesting characteristic is that I always seemed to be aware that nothing lasts, and that really disturbed me. In other words, I was in a state of crisis and my experience was pure groundlessness. From there I decided that I would focus on health, relationships, learn about politics, and basically do what I felt was good for me. I began to build a healthy lifestyle. Leo's SD videos were a massive help to me during this transition because they helped me understand why I was so conflicted. Now I feel like a new person. My question is, what was this transition like for others? Does it always have to be so messy? Or can this be a smooth transition?
  14. I have lots of interests but the things I care about the most are learning, yoga, martial arts, art in general, meditation, chilling with my homies. I agree with ivankiss, living a passion-filled life is everything.
  15. I'm also a huge fan of Elly Smallwood out of Toronto.
  16. I just purchased this print for my bedroom. The artist is Joshua Miels.
  17. There may be some truth in what she's saying but she's got issues, man. She's delusional, she's dishonest, and reckless. She is not to be trusted.
  18. @Spence94 Why are you asking? What's your experience.
  19. You are also a taco
  20. @Serotoninluv I just got my hands on NN-DMT. I'm going to give that a whirl first. I know it's nothing like 5-MeO but I'm curious to try it. Oddly, I'm more afraid of NN than I am 5-MeO. I just need to get my hands on a mcg scale and a pipe which may be hard to come by during the quarantine.
  21. I don't consider myself a creative person, but I taught myself to draw just by being consistent. Creative or not, you have more potential than you think.
  22. @Serotoninluv Thanks man
  23. @Espaim Damn dude, you're like the poster boy of green @kag101 If it can take years to transition from one stage to the next, then it can take a long time to verify the truth in the model. I personally take it with a grain of salt. That said, having done it, I can say that the transition from orange to green is real. If you look at Buddhism, or even modern psychotherapy methods, the goal is to reach what resembles stage green, yellow, and (in some cases) turquoise. Anyways, guys, the reason I had asked the question is that I'm curious what it would take for society as a whole to transition to green. In the USA for example.