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@Michal__ This is exactly what's going on.

@Leo Gura Okay, thanks. Are you not surprised that the very thing that can cause schizophrenia can heal it too?

So I took heavy doses of LSD several years ago which triggered heavy psychosis in me and which has persisted since. It's been more than 5 years that I've lived with this type of schizophrenia. Something interesting happened recently though. I've been tripping on weed for the last 2 months for spiritual development. And I was getting good results. After just 2 weeks of regular consumption, my social anxiety almost disappeared. But in the last 2 weeks something profound happened. Every time I smoked, I would experience hallucinations. I would experience schizophrenia. I would imagine having conversations with people. However, this one time I experienced something different. I realized how impossible it is to communicate with someone through time and space, and I experienced a permanent healing of my schizophrenia. I think it went down 80% and has been down since. This is akin to a miracle. I already noticed how it was clearing my hallucinations, but this was a major shift. Any thoughts? Warning: Consuming weed is highly addictive and can trigger schizophrenia. Use with caution. Edit: Now when I trip, I don't experience the hallucinations as much.

True.

I usually take it this way.

You both are correct!

What does it mean if you keep seeing the numbers 42 and 11:11? What is their significance?

@Yimpa

Will do. @Leo Gura Thank you for this.

@tezk Thanks for the insights!

@Leo Gura Okay. How to overcome said arrogance?

@Leo Gura How to create meaning if nothing feels meaningful?

@WonderSeeker Thanks, man!

@Leo Gura I find it hard to get up in the morning. But I guess as @Basman said the problem might be a lack of experience. What I find worthwhile is growing myself. I have started the practice of taking other perspectives.

You are right. Self-help. Thank you, your answer was very helpful.