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@Emerald Actually you shouldn't be worried about your views. Don't know your niche but If you're not doing it on solely for money purposes, and if you're enjoying what you're doing, then just do it. You just create a barrier or obstacle that you think "I'm not getting results because views bla bla". This wastes your energy. Instead the wiser thing is to abandon this thought and use this energy and time to create more stuff, videos. EDIT: It's okay to get more views, or work on that a bit. But don't just be hard ass on that or spend I'd say more than even 5% time-energy to this.

Use monkey brain to your favor. Nowadays YouTube is okay with click-bait videos. I've shown you the door. Leo's story is a whole different thing. He has already have true followers and he has been in there for years so he already have his back-end strong. He can literally pop-up quite much every search you make about life problems.

I discovered that a lot of thoughts and past experiences gets stuck on muscle fibers everywhere. If a muscle fiber is flex, the thought is present. It can be any muscle fibers but the most unexpected ones that i discovered are: * Face muscles * Neck muscles * Base of the skull * Top of the skull (like you let go of eyebrows that reliefs your skulp) Also there're more than one breathe zone in the body that I discovered those are: * You can breathe into the scapula on your back like imagine if you blow some balloon attached to center of scapula * You can breathe into your balls (I guess pelvic if you are woman, not sure since this is personal experience)

I used forum's search but did not bring any results. So what I would like to do is start a discussion focused on the following things: [First question] - Are sex, sexuality, natural urges, sex as addiction... etc. etc. do these exist for some higher purpose related to spirituality? or these just plain feelings that you should get rid of as we know how i.e masturbate solo or sex/w someone else, i.e nothing different than when you starve you go eat. It's just natural function. -OR- there's some higher path to connect these things? I heard of something like tantra but it just sounds like some other type of western corrupted teachings. The thing what confuses me is the power of sexuality. It's like the most if not the best, force that drives any living being. We can all agree upon this I believe. I want to discuss about this why this is being the most stimulant to the brain when activity is done. [second question] (actually kind of similar to first) Teaching of NoFap claims that you should never go solo masturbate. My personal experience is yes, I do agree that when I quit soloing, I experienced my energy levels increased, my clarity stuff etc. I can do more spiritual work because of spare time etc etc you can check it out if you don't know about it. What's the real purpose of sex? Sex urges? Sex being the most simulating activity for brain?

Awareness can't judge upon things, unlike thinking mind does. Awareness is simply is. You can be aware of you're thinking. You can also think that you are observing "you think" within awareness. Which is a subtle thing. The big different is that awareness naturally occurs when you meditate. You can't initiate it. If you think you do, mostly you fall into thinking of being aware etc. I like to think it as "changing sides" while I meditate. You switch your side to awareness and simply notice everything without judging or controlling. Becoming aware of what's going on in your environment, maybe your inner voice responding to some children making noise in background but when you're on awareness' side, you just observe, even the criticizing voice.

You have some serious approval addiction mate

++What's the point of actualized.org's life purpose course being costed. Why Leo runs ads on YouTube? @ExodiaGearCEO

I thought I'd give some feedback to this thread. After reading couple of you guys' responses, I started my own YouTube channel where I put my music work there. It's been a week or so. The second day at morning when I woke up, I felt that amazing feeling. Feeling to produce even more music videos. As If were I don't care about whether it'll profit me or not. My ability is mostly focused on improvisation. I play piano non-stop for hours. I got a midi-controller where I can digitally record it. I'm currently generating tons of music and this is taking up my whole day. What I'm really struggling nowadays is at first I was being hard-ass on how to reach my audience. I discovered that's very difficult on music. I don't have keywords or topics that people can search upon and discover me. Now I'm in between " don't give a fuck about it " and " should I be giving fuck " phase. I can do all that I can do right now i.e put genre keywords, post some related subs on reddit. I don't really wanna go " " ORANGE " ". That's the thing with me right now. my mind is still struggling to find some bullshit way out to internet riches, which drains my energy. I'd not reject any help at this point.

But I can't let go of guilt and labeling myself as poor-fuck. I work as a part-time staff at a corporate technology company where they make softwares for companies. It's like i get the minimum salary and since I have no family, living /w parents, It's perfectly fine with me at the moment. Even though I carry debts around months. After having myself doing meditation for everyday almost 1+ years, It's feels like nothing. No point in life. Rather there can't you define what's a the point asides life. There's also this feeling of getting lot's of money and dollars for sure, why not? fun right, like enabled god-mode. Go buy everything. Get money get bitches. But I can't put it somewhere that around nothing which I find it hard to explain. You might say a purpose. But I even find no point in purpose. Purpose feels like delusion to me. Is it laziness or awareness? It feels like I'd be perfectly fine if I die or live. Can't make the distinction. Yeah It might painful maybe I didn't yet experienced death but yeah. What do you think about my thoughts? Share what do you think. Do you think there's something needs fix? IF so explain. Thanks.

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Hey all, I want to master "do nothing" technique but I'm really struggling on that. I've mastered a lot other techniques such as "breathing, counting, scanning body, scanning environment.. etc' but these all like actually mean for me to doing something. I recently started to think and threat all these as 'cheating' somehow because I can just easily stick to one of methods above and it's really easy for me to complete an hour meditation with that. I tried doing meditation without any technique "the real nothing that I call" but It's really hard to do. What're your insights or guidance would be here? Thanks helping. (Background: I have 1+ years of meditation steak for everyday min 40 minutes)

15/08/18 Beautiful discovery. Was browsing the forums, stepped on the thread something titled like "how come something come into being from nothing". Out of nowhere, with just this title give this enlightenment to me. I've been (universe) always there. Alone (not sad, loneliness on human level). IT"S SO BEAUTIFUL. I"M (UNIVERSE) SO BEAUTIFUL. WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS. I (universe) wanted to experience how's it to be with others, OTHERS (human beings you me different awareness) I wanted to create and experience love because I can, I'M THE INFINITE CLAY (As Leo told in his consciousness video), I guess on the human level, my mind is not remembering something such enlightened gurus used to tell but rather getting to understand all these. There still ego persist within me. I agree upon It's like my child. It's all up to the grace, the nothingness itself to unfold this whatever destination. I won't be bitching about ego. It's how I'm manifested into this world. Beautiful. My human body just wants to burst into tears, burst into my pant and burst every liquid that can come out from my body with emotions filled up. Just stay here. Stay within this. It's so beautiful

Lol haven't yet the thread read but randomly It got me that I'm all alone in this universe and I'm the only one there have been the whole time. ALL ALONE means not sad or loneliness, wow. I can't put it to words right now. Why? Anyways I'm gonna read the post and edit with my response. EDIT: Alright so got the half so far, seems like you've confused enough and I don't want to appear as another person to try to explain to you stuff since there's been already exalted ones there in conversation with you right now. So as I understood and my few suggestions would be you gotta watch Leo's -recontextualization video It would help you a lot.

@cetus56 or it might have gone something such: -Daddy? -(Leo)- yes. -(me)- How am I able to move my hand -(Leo)- It seems like your time to take a psychedelic to answer that. -(me) BUT LEoOOOo!

This is the one of the earliest memories of mine that I can remember so clear. I'm unsure about my age. Probably around 3-5. I was sitting in bathroom. There. Was doing my job and at the same time was like looking around and stuff. I remember, all the sudden I found myself staring at my hand, my palms. Observing and taking note of how it's shape and how it moves. All the sudden, I had that tingly feeling that runs on your spine, also on the stomach area when you get scared or some sort, you got that feeling right? So I walk out of the bathroom went to living room. I saw my dad laying and watching TV. I asked him: -(Me) "Daddy?" -(Him) Yes. -(Me) How am I able to move my hand? -(Him) .... He didn't say anything. How could he right? It was just yet another stupid child questions that pop often a lot. Beautiful right?

The problem in your thinking starts right there.

Congratulations. Keep it going for the year.

Btw he's prolly the most underrated channel ever

levitation is very much possible if you really understand how this all works.

Meditation is very important. Very, very important. Once again, it proved itself. It's like you level your character on some mmorpg game. Mind powers are no joke. There very exists. But you can't really make much sence if you've stucked on let's say orange on spiral. This is just one way to put. Orange.

What is love?

Also check out my own other improvisation/composition works on my channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpUhkNCcIGtA-WeFQ64jM-g