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Good work! You are moving to stage Yellow! You are becoming a systemic thinker, it first shows up when you are self-reflecting and being honest about your not knowing, this is a HUUUUUUGE step for you! Be happy!

Staying present grows your awareness and ability to be in the moment, it's also a technique! Do it! Also don't forget to do other consciousness work exercises like contemplation and actual breathing meditation or yoga. You need to quiet down the mind for this work we are doing.

His wife is already gone. Maha-samadhi. In my stand point I have a wife, but after 2.5 years of being together our paths actually changed and now we are in a crisis moment where it's either we cope with it or we leave each other in order to walk our own path. And I want to be alone actually, nothing could hold me back from doing what ever I want. I have a way different vision of how my life should be now vs what I thought some time before. I think I will actually get divorced, but not only for me, for her also, cause I see that I hold her back from her "true dreams" and I see that it's not me that she actually wants and I understand that which makes it easier to make the decision. I'm actually looking forward for it, no matter if it means divorce, being single, social judgment etc. It's best for us to just set apart and be. We will be way more happy without each other than just suffering trying to pull it together. Also I have the same problem where our consciousness is different so we see the world and our life differently, we have different needs. Just think what you want and make the decision. You don't need a SO to live. You have yourself for it. Also you can just hang out with different people when you feel like it. But I think for you it would be way easier to just split. @mikey1028 Good luck!

"The trial never ends"

@Annoynymous Weed takes too long to work with. Also it has bad after effects, such as brain fog, and addiction to it. Either smoke it every few weeks to think about what is going on in your life. Never use it daily though.

Ofc it's regular exercises. You won't even reach those peaks with psychedelics if you don't have a well developed consciousness/awareness.

@DreamScape Total non-duality shows what is God

@DreamScape It wants to experience itself.

@Yog Interesting insights. Your native language must of been built upon spirituality probably. Only the wise can interconnect these minute insights. Also my main insights about the word Enlightenment itself is this: once you go throught Enlightenment experiences it Lightens the self, like as if you are carrying such a burden from your ego that once you know the Truth your burden drops and you become very LIGHT internally, mentally, psychologically. If it's not enlightening (if this insight does not make you internally/mentally lighter) it's not Enlightenment. Enlightenment itself lifts you up so much!

@Tony 845 Cool that you are going through such experiences, opening your mind to more direct experience of what is actually happening to you. My word would be for you to do more stronger practices like Yoga, it will help you to get a stronger internal body to cope with the running Kundalini energy. Lets say the strength of kundalini energy can be put in a chart from 1 to 10, and you have kundalini level 7 and your body can handle lvl 4 or 5 without any side effects (shaking etc.). It's very talked about topic in Kriya community where the kundalini can open so much that it leaves you with unwanted experiences and body sensations and the best thing you could do is more Kriya Yoga.

See when you said to yourself that you are not ready it's as if God was saying you still need to build up your ego to later surrender all of it and become Enlightened. I myself have these insights that I somewhat want spiritual growth but in the other hand I still have some ego issues to resolve thus saying to myself I'am not ready yet. You still have to build up the ego to later loose it and you will experience it where you are ready to meet your true nature, to KNOW that you are GOD, but you still have this little ego which is not ready to accept the Truth.

@DreamScape It's as if God is the ocean and it wanted to know who it is so he created fish from itself to know what the ocean or God is.

@wk197 It's crucial for you to listen to those stages. It shows where you are at and where you should be going. It helped me to grow A LOT, one of the best works of Leo. I can't thank him enough for taking his time for that model.

@wk197 You probably missed a few facts about "Stage Turquoise SD"

@Germo I'll assume you are joking here

I love when I break out of time and become the NOW. That moment is just amazing on it's own.

@Preety_India Everything is relative. Being spiritual or being a drug addict is the same. If you go from being un-spiritual to spiritual its a huge shift from your now living reality or as you call it actuality. If anything changes it feels weird, not right, change your school, change your career, change the country you live in and boom you feel weird, differend actuality. Same goes to spirituality, it changes your actuality. Once you understand it you still do feel the weirdness of it but now you are conscious that it locks a person in one spot like a paradigm lock. Being spiritual and exploring consciousness is also leading to ACTUALLY understanding how the mind works, if you understand it very well you understand other peoples behaviour. Lets say that by being very conscious you understand how reality works, you understand the mechanisms which govern people, its as if you no longer see a video game but you see the code behind it. It can become booring and scary in a way because you are somewhat loosing your joy of not knowing what the hell is actually going on in reality. Lets say you just know too much. But that goes full circle, you go back being joyfull. Thats the magic of spirituality, you think that your going crazy, but then boom everything is beautiful again. Be sure you want to take the path. Its full of shit and you will step on it way more often than you think. Its like the part in the matrix where the pills are given, be very sure you are choosing the one you really want. You might not understand what is writen here, im not a native english speaker, but I hope im pointing you to something you are asking. Have a great weekend though!

@AdamDiC @Aaron p @laurastarla Thank you!

I know there is a Kriya mega thread but getting responses there can be hard. I do Kriya x2 times per day in this order @Morning: Nadi sodh. Ujjayi pran. Talabya kriya Concentration @Evening: Nadi sodh. Ujjayi pran. Om jappa chakras Concentration Is it ok if I break some of them apart or should I do them all together in the morning and in the evening? Any tips would be appreciated.

@ShugendoRa a person can become conscious of what God is, but he can be totally unconscious that he is a racist. The most important thing of this work is not awakening, its key, but in my experience understanding how twisted the mind actually is and how self-deception is a very deep problem of reality brought a lot of understanding why people seem to be crazy sometimes. They are victims of their own mind. Self reflection is very important, but ego minded people are not conscious about their selfish acts, its very very hard to notice and accept that, because its very mechanical

A video full of deep insights, I also had a laugh, you are funny! Thank you @Leo Gura

@Recursoinominado Nice insights, I'll contemplate on your words.

Well yeah cause people have pipe dream ideas what awakening is and project when it's not what they think it actually is, so Leo just want's to make things clear.

Also people are invited to chat about this theme. Give us your thoughts what you learned.