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  1. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Of course, but taking 5-MeO-DMT as your first psychedelic will be way too much for you to handle. You are likely to scare yourself so hard that you'll never try another psychedelic again. I would suggest the lesser psychedelics first to get your feet wet. Then transition to 5-MeO and don't look back.
    Getting into psychedelics is a long-term affair. It is not something you do a few times and stop. This will produce no meaningful result. You must gradually but methodically explore the field. It takes a few years of practice just to get your bearings straight and really get to work. Then it becomes the most powerful growth tool imaginable.

  2. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Oh yes. 5-MeO-DMT is just superior if you can get it. But other psychedelics are still great.
    No, not at all.
    It is possible to become totally omniscient, at least for a while. It is not verbal or rational knowledge. It is hyper-dimensional understanding which just cannot be put into words. It's what you might imagine to be God's knowledge of itself. You literally know how you created the whole universe. But you could never explain it to anyone in words, not even to yourself.
    Being, understanding, and knowledge all merge into one.

  3. Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    That's the kicker. There isn't a who. That biological who is purely an imagination. It has zero reality to it.
    There is no devil. Only God.
    The devil's greatest trick is appearing to exist when it does not! The devil is falsehood. And falsehood does not exist. Hence everything is Truth & Absolute Good!
    Ta-da!

  4. Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    All language is dualistic, one-dimensional, and extremely limited.
    What does other have to do with it?
    This one's a bit tricky and I'm still a bit unsure about it. I will clarify it soon.
    Basically it boils down to one of these options:
    1) You don't really exist. You are just a figment of my imagination. The entire world is just for me. In other words, total solipsism.
    2) God subdivided itself into separate dimensions, one of which is mine and one of which is yours. Of course since both of us are God, both of us are being both dimensions at once. So I and you are literally one consciousness but experiencing different forms.
    What I know 100% is that the formlessness in you is the formlessness in me. The all-seeing-eye is one in every living being. But I'm not yet totally sure how other dimensions might be created. Remember, nothing is impossible to God. It can create dimensions out of thin air if it wants to.
    All form is God's imagination. An insights is form, so yes it is imagined. But also insight can carry "truth". I don't know how to explain it. Insight is fundamental to consciousness. Consciousness is capable of insight. It can be self-knowing. Conscious can understand itself. That's what makes it mystical.
    The answer is very radical: every object outside of your current experience right now which you think exists, is something you're imaging. If it's not directly present, it is directly present as an image. So a galaxy exists in your mind as an image. If you were to travel to space and look at a galaxy with your eyes, the galaxy would now be created for you by you.
    It's a bit like a video game rendering engine. It does not render the world other than what the player is able to see right now. There really isn't a "world", there is only what's rendered at any given moment.
    Your birth and death are something you're imagining, for example. When you realize that, you will become immortal in that instant. Until you start imagining your birth and death again. Then you will become mortal. The way you were born is that you imagined you were born. And so it was.

  5. Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    Total Omniscience Awakening Video
    1) Yes, such videos are no designed to be practical. They are just designed to share my journey.
    2) Which is why I post it on my blog, not the main channel.
    3) It really doesn't matter to me any more. My top priority is to become maximally conscious. These levels of consciousness are impossible to explain or teach to anyone. All I can do is tell you they are real and true and worthwhile to attain. And I can demonstrate them with the way I am. In the end I will just be a roving Jesus figure who radiates truth & love. And that will be my highest teaching.
    It's hard to say. I just don't think it's realistic to reach such high levels of consciousness through meditation or self-inquiry for most ordinary people. Yoga maybe, but even that I doubt.
    I still recommend these practices to most people because something is better than nothing at all. But if you really care to awaken like a motherfucker, 5-MeO-DMT is the answer.
    Don't get discouraged by this. See it as a bonus boost to the traditional path.
    My next retreats will be psychedelic retreats. But I still want to experiment some more with yoga and meditation just boils to sitting down and being still for me. So in effect I meditate every time I sit still, and even sometimes as I move about. It just becomes more and more natural to the point where it's not even right to call it meditation. It's just being aware of whatever is happening.

  6. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    You don't know that. As if enlightened people never had sleep problems before?
    Elitist? Lol
    Integration is always ongoing. Far more time is spent on integration than on tripping. For every one hour of tripping there's maybe 5 to 20 hours of integration. Some trips take months of integration. It's not a walk in the park. Deep stuff gets surfaced, like psychotherapy at times.
    - - - - - - - -
    There's also a possibility that many of you aren't considering: What if the highest levels of awakening can ONLY be reached through 5-MeO-DMT? What if there are levels so high that they cannot be accessed by an unaltered human brain? Don't overlook such a possibility. The Buddha may not be the most enlightened person ever. The fact is you just don't know until you try. There is no reason to expect that the normal human brain can access all dimensions of consciousness possible. It very likely cannot.

  7. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The following video is about N,N-DMT, but this guy invented a technique for doing an IV drip of DMT which allows for maintaining a breakthrough plateau for 1-24 hrs!
    The IV drip method is mentioned at that last 15 minutes of the video.
    I don't recommend you try this at home. But it should be possible to create an IV drip of 5-MeO-DMT which will keep you in a totally nondual state for many hours while contemplating reality. Again, do not try this at home by yourself. This should only be done in a laboratory.
    But imagine a future in which you could go down to your local clinic and get a 24 hour infusion of 5-MeO-DMT. That will be the most powerful tool for enlightenment ever.
    Liquid Buddha Infusion << trademark Actualized.org 2019

  8. Who's Interested In Conscious Politics?
    Who's Interested In Conscious Politics?
    No. This is terrible and sloppy analysis. With this kind of analysis the devils will exploit you since you're simplistically splitting everything down the middle and assuming symmetries which are actually asymmetrical.
    Republicans and Democrats are not just two sides of the same coin. Democrats are more conscious, more openminded, more Spirally developed, and less corrupt. This is very important to understand. This doesn't mean Democrats don't have flaws. They do. But Republicans have way bigger flaws. This needs to be acknowledged, otherwise you end up with a false equivalency which maintains an evil status quo.
    The midpoint between pro-slavery and anti-slavery positions is still slavery. A proper analysis of slavery must conclude that all slavery be abolished. Which can seem like a radical position. But of course "radical" is totally relative.
    You make some good points.
    I worry that Warren may cave to more centrist, status quo forces. The system will try to co-opt her. I don't worry so much about that happening with Bernie.
    Yes, it sure can seem that way from your POV.
    Again, don't confuse consciousness and Truth for neutrality or weakness. Conscious people are capable of taking bold and decisive action which may seem crazy to those who are unconscious or part of the status quo.
    Conscious leaders can be radicals. Which does not make them fundamentalists. They just have a higher vision than the rest of society can see. First they mock you, then they slander you, then they try to kill you, and finally, 200 years later, they accept everything you said as obvious and moral, worshiping you as a prophet and saint.
    I am not moralistic at all. You are feel to kill whoever you want. You will still be loved by God. Nothing you do is wrong in any way. The moralistic one is you because you believe in good and bad, right and wrong, and you judge your own wickedness.
    My political discussions are purely pragmatic. In the absolute sense politics doesn't matter at all. The whole planet can die and it will be just fine. But not from the ego's POV. So we are really talking about how to create a better world for egos.

  9. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Precisely because desire, sex, and gratification are identical to Nothingness. Why wouldn't you experience them? There is no why one way or the other. Making you totally free to do whatever.
    When you are fully awake (so to speak) there is no such thing as the ego. So actually no desire is egotistical. All desire is just a natural occurrance. There are not good or bad desires from the Absolute perspective. This is Total Love: to Love all the "bad" stuff so much that it is no longer bad at all.
    Such love is very radical and threatening to unawakened people because it interferes with survival.
    When you reach an even higher level of consciousness than you can presently imagine or have ever experienced, you will realize that EVERYTHING IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. This is Paradise and Nirvana. And it is liberation. You are liberated precisely because you realize that no matter what happens it is Absolute Perfection. So there is nothing to resist or worry about.
    Reality is not simply Everything or neutrality. Reality is Absolutely Good. Period. It's not just good. It's THE BEST thing possible.
    You have not reached this level of consciousness yet. It's very radical. But I can tell you 110% that it's the Truth. I wish one day you discover it.

  10. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Again, you are trying to frame this in a binary way, which I reject.
    There are many degrees of awakening. I have some degree of it, not the highest degree, and I am not immune to all pain/suffering. Although there have been times when I was so conscious that pain and suffering were realized to be no different than pleasure. But the body/mind is still not stupid. It still prefers to avoid physical pain, and it still has various desires. Pain, suffering, and desire are really not obstacles when you realize what they are. They are perfectly natural and even good. The desire to eliminate all desire is itself rather delusional. What I've realized is to embrace desire rather than to demonize it.
    It is perfectly okay if I desire sex, or even if I desire to murder someone. Who are you to say it's "wrong"? That would be ego judging.
    In a sense, liberation just means that you realize that everything is perfect no matter how anything unfolds. So if you suffer, and you realize that's perfect, you are free of it even though pain is being felt.
    You are trying to categorize people as "fully awake" but in practice this is very problematic. I don't know if anyone ever is "fully awake" all the time. From what I understand this isn't really possible as you could hardly function as a human at that point. I much prefer to think of it as a spectrum with dozens of degrees of awakeness with perhaps no lower or upper bound.

  11. I think i grasp the eternal now
    I think i grasp the eternal now
    Leo said that becoming conscious that the now is eternal will require a lot of practice, but i have manage to become conscious of this eternal now or i at least think. This not something i just believe, i'm actually conscious of the eternal now right now. If i think of yesterday that memory is happening in the now so there the duality bettwen the present and the past breaks down. Leo said that the absolute is right here and there is no where to go. I'm also conscious of this too. Althought all the forms changes im conscious of a thing that exist there all the time, but it's completely empty. This constant is nothing. Time dosent make any sense for me anymore. I actually looked at a video that explains what time is. 
    I'm really sceptical now becuse i cant have become conscious of this with only a half year with self inqiry and meditation. Maybe i'm just scratching the surface. Am i just deluding my self here?

  12. Psychedelics, what are they? Why do they work?
    Psychedelics, what are they? Why do they work?
    Well of course I do such "science" myself by testing on myself.
    You cannot understand 5-MeO by doing it on guinea pigs. You must become your own guinea pig.
    Of course there is value to studying the chemistry of it.
    But science cannot be used to explain nonduality.
    I have explained this many times in the past.
    You can have truth without proof, but you cannot have proof without truth.
    The domain of truth is much larger than the domain of proof. There are many things which are true which cannot ever be proven with evidence. Because all evidence is indirect.
    You are imagining lack of awareness. Right now you are aware, imagining that you will one day lose awareness. That is imagination. You are confusing your thoughts of the future for reality. You're not aware that all future is conceptual and happening right now (as an image).
    The future is an image in the present. That's what future IS!

  13. I think i grasp the eternal now
    I think i grasp the eternal now
    @Peo That's good. But there are deeper and deeper levels of realizing it.
    Sounds like your understanding is still intellectual to some degree.
    The Eternal can get very palpable. You can become so conscious of Eternality that it will feel like you can cut it with a knife. Like all the air was sucked out of the room.

  14. Inside Mooji's Cult
    Inside Mooji's Cult
    Realization is realization. It happens at the moment it happens. What happens afterward is another matter. In that moment there actually is no afterward because there is only the eternal NOW. Future is imaginary.
    You can realize that 2 x 2 = 4. You can also forget that realization. Then you can re-realize. And so on.
    It is possible to experience what the Buddha (probably) experienced and then know it.
    Of course in the end we cannot know with 100% certainty what the Buddha experienced or realized. It was not necessarily the highest level. But if we give him the benefit of the doubt, let's assume it was the highest level. You can experience it too.
    You actually ARE the Buddha.

  15. The Theory of Getting Rich Online, in a Nutshell Thread
    The Theory of Getting Rich Online, in a Nutshell Thread
    @7thLetter You should be clear about what you want.
    Success has specific requirements, and just being successful doesn't mean anything. You can be successful but more miserable than if you were poor.
    Your work will not be satisfying without life purpose clarified.

  16. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to enlightenment?
    @Enlightenment You are the one making the distinction between permanent and not. That is irrelevant at the moment of realization.
    Just because something isn't permanent does not make it any less important to one's growth.
    And you never come back quite the same. It changes you. Just like a meditation retreat. It does not solve all problems at once. Nor is anyone claiming that.
    You have to be careful with how you set your expectations. The psychedelic path is a unique path. It does not have to align with any other path, nor meet the milestones of any other path. It does not have to fit the 10 Ox Herding pics or anything else. You can leap straight to total enlightenment in 5 minutes. And then jump back down. And that's okay. It is what it is.

  17. What Did I Do Wrong in Vaping My 5-MEO-DMT Freebase?
    What Did I Do Wrong in Vaping My 5-MEO-DMT Freebase?
    Greetings to all!
    About a month ago, I sourced some of the God Molecule from an online research chemical company here in Canada. I purchased 1 250mg of it oxalate and another 250mg freebase. 
    One night, I measure approximately 15mg of the freebase and heated it indirectly in a glass pipe with a blow torch. The substance vaporised and I inhaled as much of the white smoke as I could and held it in for as long as was possibly until I had to cough. I had no reaction from this other than the cough, a slight feeling of weakness and a burning sensation in my throat.
    My thought was that the heat, though indirect, may have been too intense and because of this the substance was destroyed. So, after about 10 minutes, I measure this time 20mg on my scale, scraped it onto a mesh screen that was placed in the same pipe. This time I decided to heat the substance directly but with a butane lighter. 
    The substance vaporised as it did before. I inhaled and held my breath until, again, I had to cough. I lied with my face down as the feeling of weakness was more intense. I could also feel my heart rate increasing and the burning sensation in my throat was even stronger. I laid there for about 10 minutes or so until I felt I was back to myself.
    Now I am wondering what did I do wrong or if the chemical that I sourced is not what I thought it was.
    I'm wondering if anyone has had an experience like this with synthetic God Module. If not, what do you think I may have done wrong?
    Any help would be appreciated.
     
    PS: I am a total NOOB to drugs, smoking and psychedelics. 

  18. Inside Mooji's Cult
    Inside Mooji's Cult
    Some degree of realization of no-self.
    The attachment with being exclusively identified with the body must be broken.
    This is usually called stream-entry in Buddhism or kensho in Zen.
    There are much much deeper levels.
    Total omniscience is possible. I recently peaked into total omnisicence. It's so fucking radical.

  19. how do I find out why I feel a certain way?
    how do I find out why I feel a certain way?
    @LoveandPurpose Just ask yourself.
    It isn't so complicated. All the answers are inside you. You are looking everywhere but inside.

  20. Difference between being god before and after the death of the body
    Difference between being god before and after the death of the body
    Baseline human awareness is not high enough to notice the Eternity of NOW. Human consciousness is deliberately time-bound to aid your survival.
    Eternity will only become noticable through practices or psychedelics. But Eternity is always the case. It is always NOW, NOW, NOW. Every temporal experience is actually eternal and has existed forever. But you aren't noticing it.
    You must realize that you are inside the Absolute at all times. The relative is actually the Absolute when looked at deeply enough.

  21. The Theory of Getting Rich Online, in a Nutshell Thread
    The Theory of Getting Rich Online, in a Nutshell Thread
    You need to find a unique and underserved need in the marketplace and invent a creative and effective solution for it, providing people with massive value.
    That is the heart of business. Everything else is distraction. What you eat and when you wake up is irrelevant. Business is a very concrete thing. Try not to muddy that with a bunch of cute self-help ideas or philosophy.
    "How can I add massive value to the world??" << that should be your top question when thinking about biz. If you're not adding real concrete massive value, you will not succeed.

  22. Shamanic Breathing Mega-Thread
    Shamanic Breathing Mega-Thread
    Just wing it. You've can only figure stuff out like this by living through it.
    Your mind is very strong. Even after a terrifying experience you will return to homeostasis quite fast. A week later you will be back to normal in most cases.
    Your body and mind have automatic healing mechanisms. You're not some fragile vase.
    Did I say that? If so, it was just a metaphor. Don't take it literally.
    This technique is not a replacement for meditation. Rather where it shines is in dredging up latent emotional baggage, which meditation does only very slowly.
    Meditation's primary purpose is not dredging up emotional baggage. You can spend years meditating, and become a good meditator, but you may still carry deep emotional baggage.

  23. Difference between being god before and after the death of the body
    Difference between being god before and after the death of the body
    @zunnyman When you are fully conscious that you are God, the notion that your body will decay does not even make sense. Since your body is totally infinite and omnipresent. The human body is no more you than a brick wall. I was looking at a brick wall the other night and I could not tell the wall apart from my body. The wall is as much my body as my body.
    Being immortal is not about living forever through time. It is realizing that each moment is eternal already and that there is nowhere else for God to go. God cannot go anywhere because God is everywhere.
    You will not become enlightened. Rather enlightenment will reveal that your birth was just an idea, a story. The story of you will be erased. What will remain is omnipresent consciousness, which is God. Your perceptual field will be radically recontextualized and realized to be the body of God.
    You are not understanding just how radical enlightenment/God/no-self is! It's so radical you cannot imagine it, and it does not fit that materialistic paradigm you're using. That whole paradigm of a physical world will be wiped out at the moment of enlightenment.
    There never was a self.
    Ta-da!

  24. Leo I disagree. Parental love - there is more than meets the eye.
    Leo I disagree. Parental love - there is more than meets the eye.
    What you have yet to realize is that the entire universe is your body, every grain of sand on every beach of every planet is your child.
    Not figuratively. Literally!
    There is nothing which is not your direct offspring.
    When you realize that, you will understand Absolute Love.
    Limiting yourself to your body is the grand illusion which we are here to overcome.
    This is the larger reality to which you are being pointed to.
    Discover Absolute Love and you will become a better parent too.

  25. Leo what is your level of consciousness right now without 5-Meo?
    Leo what is your level of consciousness right now without 5-Meo?
    @Shadowraix Piecing together insights can be tricky, especially from squirrely substances like mushrooms. The insights can be hard to make sense of.
    It helps very much to have a solid theoretical foundation in nonduality and spirituality beforehand. Which means reading lots of books and developing a theoretical framework. That helps me a lot. So when I trip and I see some new insight I can say, "Oh, hey, that's what that Zen master was talking about!" or, "Hey! That's what that yogi was talking about!"
    If you come into psychedelics with zero study, you will be so lost. You won't be able to make sense of it.
    Watching my videos should help a lot with this. People who trip need to watch my videos.