Ero

@emind What you speak of is not something that you can do per say. Observe how the very basis of you asking is survival of an identity or an idea you have created. As long as "survival" is in the picture... That just can't happen. Reality is groundless and as long as you seek some kind of "groundedness", you are in for a roller-coaster. Equanimity is found in the NOW. I'll meet you there.

He has mentioned that it will be focused on epistemology. I don't know how much it has changed since then, but he made it explicit that it won't be here soon.

Communication and the genuine desire to grow each other.

@electroBeam Brother, it will be best if you shut it off. I hope you got it off your chest, but this is not helping you with anything. Do you feel this is worth to spend your time on?

At 1.5 not a lot can go wrong. Empty stomach, somewhere comfy - you know the drill. Something that helped me with my first trips was to do breath work and meditation prior. A helpful thing is to be well - rested, because if it's late you may start drifting in and out. Don't go in with any expectations, this will hopefully be the beginning of your psychedelic journey. Remember - don't weigh the marathon on the first 200m.