Javfly33

If you are God, I want to ask a question. Why you created all of this? What do you think humans should do in the future to evolve?

What would happen if one drops all thoughts of "should" about reality, and start seeing each moment as an expression of love? Would that be 'dangerous' since I haven't experienced in 'direct conscioussness' what you guys like to call here 'infinite love'? This last days, acting like that was true (that my plan is love, and reality couldn't be anything else but just pure GOODNESS), felt like some legit insights got downloaded into my soul. Insights like, for example, considering that maybe I really don't need to have "conditions" to feel Ok. I don't know how to explain it or why exactly this insight has arised, but it has gone deep. It seems like an effortless realization of someone deeper than my mind. But who knows, I spend a lot of time in the forum lately, maybe reading you guys about infinite love, it's just my subsconcsiouss believing "fairy tales" or my idea of what is this "infinite love". I am considering this insight has been downloaded from the intuitive knowledge of the source, to give me a "heads up" ?that I should step my game and start moving myself even more towards love, acceptance and trust.

@Chumbimba Yeah, with the description you said it´s pretty clear your ADHD is absolutely psychological. There´s nothing wrong with your brain, you "just" have to do a shit ton of shadow work and healing in the inside. I myself do programming and I have the EXACT same "symptons" LOTS of time. Probably in less intensity? I guess so, but the symptons are the same. The fact is i am aware enough to see the symptons are just my monkey mind telling me "stuff". Then sure I can pop an adderall and my ADHD will "dissapear", it wasn´t ADHD it was just that the drugs shuts your monkey mind off, so you can work. Basically when you sit front of a computer or study book your monkey mind is telling you 100 negative thoughts per minute. This creates feelings of anxiety, inadecuacy, overwhelming, and of course, it ends up creating jittery. ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD! I´m actually amazed medicine has called this "ADHD"!. Maybe there are real ADHD but those symptons I have felt them myself too when putting myself to study and its absolutely my bullshit. It looks medicine will create all sort of diseases to avoid the fact that brains are not the responsible for our suffering. We are. (but do not understand this in a negative way lol, more in positive not-deterministic way in regards to the brain) Do you what you have to do, some times using some drugs are necessary if you are finisihing some work or something like that, but do not self-deceive yourself more. Get rid of ADHD will mean working a lot in your traumas, shadows, healing...I think you should start slowly, it will take a shitton of work. It doesn´t get more obvious than that. You won´t cure adhd by meds because as I say meds doesn´t have in fact nothing to do with adhd they just shut your mind off that proves ADHD was just the result of your monkey mind. That´s what you have to fix.

Infinite unconditional love! You can't beat that one! Just look at your body in total presence and see that masterpiece of body. Not think about it, let silence "speak". Any morality is just a shout of the mind which itself doesn't know how to love itself. Only the heart really knows .

@Chumbimba Have you tried Kratom? I mean it's still a drug but it's way more safer than ADHD meds and I've seen there are plenty of people that use it successfully to treat their ADHD. More over, if Kratom helps you with your adhd, you can be sure your adhd regardless what doctors might say, it's entirely psychological. Btw if you rock it while on meds, obviously you are not dumb bro, (not that I would measure intelligence in academic environments ever tbh)

@Chumbimba Has it been diagnosed to you or are you self-medicating? Either way, you should start researching safer long-term solutions. I don´t know how serious your ADHD is, but be adviced, regular use of amphetamines has been more than proved to not be very healthy on the brain, precisely.

I'm certainly amazed by how powerful culture dogmas are. This is an advanced pretty much outer-culture radical forum and yet a lot of people here haven't broken still with the "anti-drug" dogma. They are using all kind of narratives as entities or aliens when they are not conscious they are just projecting their culture anti-drug dogma and finding evidence where they can. More of a confirmation bias than anything else im seeing here . I hope this is not seeing as a attack, lol. Im just saying, the apple you probably ate today was "man made" transgenic modified and I don't see you going to a psychic to remove the dark entities of today.

In the state where I am in my life right now, should I go full throttle with what my intuition tells me, or should I re-consider and try to find a balance with other areas of my life more "basic" which i have left behind lately?

@Nahm There´s nothing as going this last days thinking "I got it figure it out", thinking "now I know what is real", until I read any Nahm´s paragraph and I realize whatever I think it was happening the last 3-7-21-x days ago, was all a story again Brilliant. PD: I´m sure I will get it soon (and this is another thought, trying to make something out of nothing)

Im almost sure that if any of these teachers which are so clearly against psychedelics would trip some day, they would instantly re-evaluate their own LOC, too after the trip .

Man I can't wait to that into that Love aspect of the Absolute ?Im so hyped ?

Follow your heart, there's no right or wrong answer, just what really resonates within.

@Leo Gura I just read about that in an online document. It says that the mahasamadhi is not the liberation in life (Moshka) but rather the unlimited liberation, for ever. Does you research confirm this too? Seems too crazy. Samadhi it supposed to show there's no duality. When you "come back" you are just imagining yourself again to be a human. But this mahasamadhi seems to say you can end the imagination for ever. Wtf?

I am that what is aware of awareness.

This is exactly why I'm not happy. Happiness is a why of knowing that my heart longs for profundity, love, and understanding of the world on a deep level. Sure, I can be happy flipping burguers in McDonald's, but something inside me would always burn for trascendence, emptathy, build something. You'll never understand if you just care about your pleasure. Inside there's the heart which actually dictates the higher purposes in each life. It's just not mind. That's ok too, I'm not staying in better than you. I'm just staying some people are born for exploring and trascending and go to higher and higher levels of energy in this reality. To be honest what else to do?

Damn I didn´t know about this! Thanks

@blankisomeone That itself is a hint. 'Here' and 'There' are relative to what your sense of you is. Are you sure you are the one reading it? Does your direct experience tells you that? Or is more that there is awareness of a mind having thoughts to type, and a body to move the hands? Because here, there is also awareness of a body moving hands and a mind having thoughts. Basically, the difference between "There" and "Here" is only possible if you think you are really 'Here'. The fact is, you are 'Everywhere'.

@blankisomeone How do you know you are not the one typing this reply? You are literally me, but you are not consciouss of this. Because I definitely I'm there typing that message. I just wrote that message you typed. I AM still there. That's what it's meant by "others do not EXIST". Is that There are no other but me, so in Absolute sense, I'm just talking to myself right now.

That almost enlightens me. @zeroISinfinity So I am the container of objects?

I have realized there´s only BEING at the other side of any other persons POV. However I am seeing the ego is trying to see this realization as "God-mode-do-what-you-want" idea. Here´s my reasoning: Even if I torture someone, there´s actually NOBODY there suffering. Thoughts and sensations of pain will be arising in his consciousness, but they won´t be able to touch this consciousness. Being is untouchable. Not only that but I don´t have to feel any remorse because I´d be just torturing myself! I imagine this devil reasoning is because I´m still in low stages of realization. Haven´t gone deep enough yet. Does a total awakening goes so deep that you start to care truly for other human beings POV because you are absolutely consciouss you are hurting (or loving yourself) when you do "stuff" to other people?

@VeganAwake It's effortless and completely unpersonal. It's THIS ?

@Leo Gura Right, the ego is maybe trying to make another story? But it seems so definitive. I have realized here there´s only being, not an identity. So in other persons POV must only be also being, not an identity. Should I be skeptic of this "inference" into what it´s inside in other persons POV?

@LfcCharlie4 Is it difficult to awaken to love? Never tapped into that feature of consciousness, since I started the spiritual journey I only see things as absolutely neutral and empty always

@Leo Gura Yeah I totally agree with that, but I just I´m a little confused since they say sub-breakthrough dose can be more uncomfortable than actually breaking through. I think I will try the first trips vaping it to get acclimated to the experience and when I feel I know what it´s about I´ll plug it looking for a more total dose. You think that could be a good plan?

@Leo Gura What stage would you categorize that one of Becoming aware that BEING is what you are and there isn´t an identity? That you are just basically talking to yourself whenever you talk to another human. Also that when for example you are using a remote controller you are literally interacting with yourself. But I haven´t had direct experience that consciousness is imagination thought (I am getting that with my pure intellectualization, since Being is all there is, I guess Being invented all of this, because there´s no other one here LOL) What I should I prepare myself if I do 5-MeO in the next month? Could be possible with just the first try that I can become consciouss of world is my imagination? (Not theorizing because it make sense, but actually become consciouss of it withouth any doubt whatsover)