Javfly33

I "think" so. I just leave the mind and body to do what it wants. Since I am not it, the only thing that is a problem is when I believe I am them. That´s why I just care about doing the practices and being conscious, the rest of the day "I plug out". The more conscious I become the more the illusory identity "falls apart" like you like to say. Sometime shadow work must be done but a lot of others times much of the issues are related straightly with the identity,so if the identity stops being feed, the issues are just seen as non-sense things which just stop being re-conditioned.

I'm not sure about that. Last year I was very deep into quitting porn because I felt almost sure how bad it was because of the dopamine release but then I'll realize much of it was psychological. (once I read that porn was so bad and it was the responsible of my problems, my mind absorbed and belief all of that dopamine bro-science as absolute and seriously think I did some serious nocebo effect on me). I realized much of it was psychological, in our super stimulated world if you don't get stimulation from porn or social media you'll end up getting in other forms in the internet, doing push ups and listening to techno music (lol)... etc. Sure, doing push-ups and socializing is definitely a way more healthy mechanism of releasing dopamine than watching porn or scrolling throughout YouTube and Instagram, but, the point is the mind in either way in all those cases will be and crave be distracted with external stimulation. And particularly in my experience I am not noticing a very straight line between success in consciousness practices, and abuse of social media/internet scrolling addiction (that's what I call it LoL). In this days of quarentine I'm literally checking Instagram like 20-30 times a day, also this forum and lot...etc and it is mainly because I find myself I can't go out and the mind gets anxious... however at the same time I'm reaching levels of concentration in my yoga and meditation practices which are being absolutely amazing, like I've never have reached in my life. I must say, when i did abstained from porn and Internet scrolling, i did felt quite more calm and less anxious overall, but also more bored. I wouldn't say it improved my practice, I just felt a little with more patience to enjoy boredom (I guess with some consciouss practices this could be an advantage, but I think you don't want to get bored doing meditation or yoga because then you're probably doing it wrong)

What do you mean using psychedelics as a scapegoat?

The phone is happening because the phone is conscious of itself. But...what is a phone really? You think that a phone is an object happening, but that is just a desguise. For the phone to happen, you must be there. Think about it, have you ever been conscious of an object without you being there? No! Of course not. You must be there for the object to happen. The trick is, realizing there's no phone, only You!

Yes but you can't deny there is something being consciouss of this not-real self...always. what is this which is always conscious? And btw, truth told be by a liar...it's still the truth! truth by something/someone that doesn't exist...is still truth! You can't keep playing that fallacy of authority forever haha

By that perspective it could also happen that that One never remembers itself. Since for Awakening to happen, the One has to imagine that Awakening happens . Why if it never does it? Since there's no ground, also it can't be no defined end Oh boy that is scary. What if I keep dreaming for eternity.

We are going to live Infinite dreams, since there's no ground whatsoever in this reality isn't it? Haha... Just someOne dreaming everything possible, for eternity. Jesus Christ.

Woah chill bro I didn't meant to say it in an attitude of "your question is stupid". I'm far from being awake from the dream. So im still here .But if we get too catch up on the details it's going to be more difficult to wake up :0

Thank God you start integrating the truth about reality into self-actualization. It was about time ❣️? I'd say enough of conditional self-love. Lol I ditched my therapist recently most world still stuck in conditional love/esteem. Discovering who you are the best self-love path ever.

I just think it´s all just a fucking dream man.

I used to think this too but I noticed they are just thoughts in my mind. Once I stop feeding the thoughts (I was believing them), they stop appearing. The mind basically will construct all type of stories about you: "I am a bad person" "I am great person"...etc. The mind loves having the illusion of knowledge about something. I wouldn´t give it much importance tbh. Much people when they start spirituality have this dogma about it that spirituality is about being good. This was absorbed by religious catholic dogma, probably. But hey, I could be wrong and you could be judging yourself deeply from some things in the past or something. You must inspect if it´s spiritual ego judging itself for not being spiritual , or is it something "real" that emotions are trying to tell you.

Here you have 112 https://archive.org/details/OshoVigyanBhairavaTantra I´m sure you´ll find enough to keep yourself consciouss all day. LOL The difficult thing is not the methods is actually be discliplined enough to not believe your monkey mind

What the fuck...please tell me this is not true Can´t handle the astronomical mindfuck . It would kill me for good.

Try using Tails.

I´m just finding one truth = 19. But yeah sure i´m overlooking something. This games usually are not supposed to be easy

Doing Self-Inquiry. But I did combined it with psychs sometimes which were definitely a catalyzer.

@Inliytened1 Thanks for your work in the forum! The passion put out in your posts sometimes truly touches my heart and inspires and motivates me in my path.

Been tired of suffering and having an attitude of "I'll take ANYTHING as long as the path is towards peace" is a common mindset, and I would say even a necessary one at certain point of the path, since you will encounter true insanity. You fear that reality might be very radical from you have believed because the mind that is built in current culture is absolutely deluded from what actually reality is. So...yeah the mindfuck is inevitable. But you are going towards peace, not towards "reality must be like a thing it is", right? Remember that . Well, peace is a relative concept, better to say is, you are going towards Truth, because you know deep in your heart you know truth is inherently good. Trust you intuition. For me, even if the strongest moments of suffering in my life, there was a very deep, intuitive feeling that suffering didn't "felt right*, like...this can't be true. I must be missing something. This is the heart/intuition which drives us here. So let go of any notions of how reality must be, and put your inner peace and truth in the first position, always. Careful with 5-MeO thought. Start slowly. You don't want to freak your ego too much.

LOL, I also have been hunted by Leo's recent teaching that your present moment is the only thing that exists....BUT be careful to do projections of this complex things. Careful because your mind will interpret those words in a certain way. I'll give you an example, before my Awakening of Oneness, I thought when they say "other people do not exist, or...other POVs do not EXIST" was straightly solipsism..but I was interpreting from my limited perspective. After Awakening that was recontextualized, and yes, there are no other people. They never were. There is JUST YOU, experiencing everything that exists. However, careful again. Your mind might intepret this. Just don't interpret ANYTHING before having A direct experience. Take all of this insights as a way to expand your horizons, your mind, the possibilities of what it might be possible. But don't believe them, don't take them to be true. Because this insights, once they reach your mind, then there are probably not what the guy who said them mean. The map is not the territory!

Mind is itself spirit. You can only grasp spirit by becoming IT. Trying to grab the whole with a part, it´s impossible. Because the part is a part of the whole!

Ime Until you have a glimpse that you might be "the unconditional" , is comprensible to go ahead into meditation for the ego/mind beneficial purposes, and i think that´s totally allright. Most people start from a place of egoism , not of truth seeking. When glimpses of truth start to appear, then the drive/motivation to do meditation can start going from somewhere else, but I think its totally common and normal to not approach meditation in a truth-seeking mode, basically because people already assume that they know 100% what reality is and who they are.

What is the meaning of "consciously creating"? Please define it. Does that imply a "why"? Like, are you saying you can become consciouss of the why of the creation? From mount everest to the ant on my front yard? For example, why consciousness has created an apparent 3D reality for humans and not a 6D reality.

Yeah although don´t be discouraged, even as an habit it will be better than scrolling through instagram feed lol

It's great, but for me only words if it comes naturally. Like, I'm having a realization or a very conscious day and I just sit down because I want to inspect the silence, the expansion is too much to be concerned with stimuli. If I do it like an habit, it easily turns into "just sitting here waiting for something to happen".

I agree with most Osho teaching's, including this one's. Ime understanding enlightenment as a moral endeavor is making it a dogma or religion, you definitely don't need to comply with culture moral rules to go for enlightenment, although since the path includes seeing your selfishness as what it really is (an attitude motivated by a deception), it's true that in the process you tend to align with values less selfish and more "including" and universal. Thus probably making your actions towards people or views towards the world more loving and less hateful