Javfly33

I must confess I still have my doubts about all of this and I find interesting you are being so skeptical

I might be very weird, but I actually find very peaceful and alliviating the fact of that it will be "erased forever" as you say. But probably reading you you are going through a hard emotional time , hang in there buddy.

To enjoy life in the meantime. A movie also ends but that doesn't mean I'm not going to care what kind of movie is. I'll try to watch a good interesting one instead of a boring one.

Yes I mean I call reality that which "Is". You can't deny this Nothing is ISing, right? God/Reality IS. This is undeniable.

Reality It´s being created each second isn´t it.

Hang in there buddy

Hahahaha you killed me man so you're still a horny dog looking for that witch girlfriend after all

It's already happening, you are projecting a separate self that thinks "why the hell I can't project a hot witch gf and a Lamborghini?". What you want is already the case Lol

At this point is obvious there is an infinite number of Gods, imagining each of one them a reality. Why you guys don't talk about this? Is undeniable If not, the truth would be that that I am writing on a keyboard right now but talking with nobody. The screen itself is being imagined an someone named LeoGura being imagined as an user forum. This phone is not reaching out to Leo in USA between an internet server, no, that's just a backstory . I'm just imagining that so I can construct a story of other. No, no fucking way

Since God is infinite it can´t do any other thing that explore itself (because at the same time it is exploring itself it is being itself by doing that!). In other words: You are "born" (imagined by God) as an infinite possibility because is absolutely neccesary since God is infinite! In other words: You were "crucial" for God´s agenda. (I hope this doesn´t sound egoic). I had this insight because I was feeling as a failure looking at some stuff at my past today and then I stopped, took a step back and I actually saw that it my life has been actually ALL beatiful LOL. Each moment it´s been unique, it´s just been God exploring infinity.

What exactly is special about this Kriya? Like is it any different to the classical Fire Kriya? (I´m asking about the "Supreme" word added)

You are missing that you are watching that video in a lower stage of consciousness. The same would happen if someone sober would watch you tripping. He will think you are just doing bullshit. But clarily if you are in higher state of consciousness your reality will be much different than to the one which is in a lower stage.

What exactly is your understanding of "self-actualization"? A crisis can be "great" for self-actualization. For example if one would "escape" using several distractions to numb oneself from distress/confusion, maybe a step of self-actualization can be not doing those distractions for a day, and see how you feel (how "more bad" you feel). But anyways don´t feel guilty for dropping everything for a while if you have to grieve and allow yourself.

Good said. There´s no backseat, or front seat, there is only a seat.

Amazing trip report!!!

Just some weeks ago I decided I was going to stop taking caffeine as an habit and just reserve it for "special occasions". I have gone from 3 cups to 2 cups in the last 2 weeks and this week I'm doing only 1 cup until I can be able to go some days without caffeine. I was able to quit it totally for over 3 weeks a year ago and IT WAS CRAZY I didn't had normal levels of energy until the 3-4th week!!

Hehe ... Nailed it ??? In a sense you are right, but when you say Real life you are meaning your understanding of life, which as probably you already suspect, maybe not be 100% what it really is. So in a sense, there is no other perspective, because real, actual life is not a perspective. But right now you are seeing from a perspective (beliefs)

Try kratom, i heard it helps with ocd

You are missing something crucial. And that is that your idea of persistance is grounded in 'Real life'. See? You already think you are in 'Reality'. That´s why it doesn´t make sense when comparing it with dreams. Notice that you have only one Perspective to compare everything: 'Real life'. Again, since you´re already sure you are in 'Real life', so any comparison is going to fall into the trap you´re falling now.

You should take it seriously in the way of not falling into self-deception and ignorance. The only thing you have to be "concerned" about really is ignorance and delusion. That´s how an ego is built and alive, see afterwards the disaster it can cause. From taht point life is meaningless and you are not alive. You step back and let the present moment / God be. Enjoying the view from the backside. (There´s no front side anyways so...better be honest about yourself )

It´s simple, the cost of enlightment is your whole life as an "I". Are you willing to surrender your life (your story as an "I") for the present moment?

You are not alive

This post in inspiring. I'm happy for you man! Hope to pay a visit to God soon ?

Didn't know if to post this in self-actualization or here. This seems an amazing insight, related with the fact that thoughts always appear NOW, yet their nature makes them truly deceiving to make you think they sort of "move along with you". Basically what I've become consciouss is that I fear the thought, not the story or situation that the thought tells is to be feared. For example if when an scenario I might deeply fear, there are no thoughts about it, then the scenario wouldn't have meaning, therefore it wouldn't be even bad. Pretty basic. Yet quite a slavery to live not conscious of this I feel integrating this insight fully could alliviate lots of suffering and enter a new level of mindfulness. Any idea to "self-actualize" this insight? I am supposed to make myself consciouss of this each time I have a thought that doesn't feel good ?

That´s a hell of a good first message.