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Lol i will be so superhuman that there will no me left, just the moment. Lol

Of course i play games because I wrote these messages as me or ego now. But i am not here. Believe me i become the godhead in those moments. My mind got so wide, i was immortal, out of life and was the moment. But it fades away, i have no idea why. I have no needs, desire or becoming enlightened those moments. I cant even talk. Because there is nothing to talk. Do you think arising thoughts brings me back human mind? Or surrendering completely even desiring the truth? I think i am fucking loosing my mind. Going insane. I don’t know what i am doing or thinking. I am here and not here, infinite and nothing, exist and not exist, god and human at the same time. I Am just done with thinking because there is no way to get it, it is already it. There is no me to think thoughts, i will just let go of everything. This is it. I dont or cant know anything anymore. There is no one to experience anything. No name just this is. I know. So you are telling me stay as in satori all the time? Because there is no me to write these messages or you can say there no me to desire anything. I am already it. Thats why i cant talk as personal now, i will just talk as nothing if i need to.

Thanks a lot man. I definitely got drunk on emptiness. Because it is timeless.

@Gili Trawangan giant empty and nothing awareness opened up behind my ego. Thats why i am not alive. I dont listen the ego. I am fine, i knew it. But it is too powerful. Lol

The truth is person maybe can be levitate. I am not telling you that you are lying, but it has no differences then you eat your food. Can you imagine you have hands to eat, digest and have beautiful satisfaction feeling (which is you cant even see as a human) with being full you are the magic.

Lol. Levitating has no differences then breathing, both are words, and magical. Dont look outside, look in. Dont waste your time

Nope. I come as a different person. Stage blue to turquoise. In 1 night

@herghly you cant but duality wont be exist, so you cant overdose but at the same time you cant come back. You will never die, but maybe we wont come back

You are damn right brother. Lol @herghly That mean is fasten your seatbelts.

@Inliytened1 love you brother.

@Inliytened1 definitely. Nothing else.

@Inliytened1 thats what i become. Just the moment. Only the differences between Mahasamadhi and my experiences, when i had Mahasamadhi I didn’t feel the body, forget everything and it was just pure me. However, only the differences with my last experiences i feel body, know the life, or meanings, however, i have not even 1 desire to talk. All is me as nothing. I know you are exist as me or i al exist as you. But i am just the moment.

@Inliytened1 i am conscious of it. But more of it, makes me unconscious about here or you. Because i am fully awake those moments. Body is just moving, at least i feel the body. But i am at the position, which is full nothingness or everything is too much me. I cant move, but body does with the environment, i am just the watcher, but not here.

Is that state permanent? How will i be able to function or will i need to do anything? I ll be just the witness

It happened to me 3 times in this month. Everyday i am more aware and witness. I am still in the body, but just too aware. In that moment i dont need anything, but when i come down i get so emotional. Do you know why? I think, My ego gets traumatized from the experience and makes me more humble or emotional (like i am an ego, and dying now). Lol Additionally, what is that stage? Actually no stage, i cant even talk at that moment. Thank you.

Did you ever experience a breakthrough that (no psychedelics) took you out completely, full free, timeless and infinite, you are aware, (you dont need any teacher or anyone or anything, except water or eating some food) of the duality and body but everything is too much me, there is no desire, no goal, nothing just me. I love it at the moment but when i come back to duality ego breaks down, my bonds are broken now, because 1 part of my ego has still desire to talk to you guys. Thats why i am sad now, in that moment i dont need anything .

@Inliytened1 Love you man. At least we got some duality to even right each other. If i think less, i will miss you guys.

@Inliytened1 this is just me everything as nothing. I have no eyes, just i am. When i use mind, i get still stuck in duality. Only way to stay infinite for me is i am @JayG84 you are not alive. Whatever you see at the moment is you. Eyes dont see, you are here as nothing.

@Inliytened1 are you the witnesser of the body? What is imaginary, here? Or you?

@Inliytened1 are you alive now?

@JayG84 Reality is only exist for you because of the thoughts. There is no reality or unreality. Just you, whatever’s you see at the moment is you, and infinite as nothing. If you stop thinking 1 minute, you wont be with us, but here.

He become egoistical enlightened person, who is most dangerous than a killer or raper. He will pay the price when he faces with non duality

@WHO IS i have to read the Quran or Life of Prophet Muhammed to find it again. Because i read from turkish version. But this info will help you. Additionally, check irina tweedie at the video. https://archive.islamonline.net/885

@WHO IS thats why in quran says that “the Mumin, who suffered the most, have highest pleasures in the heavens”.

i have doing mma for 13 years. Witnessing the fight is more sufficient way to win (no feelings, no short of breathe, perfect counters when opponent makes the move with concentration). Just be witness as you watching your best movie. Let the body go and watch.