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As for the Op's question, the desire for Truth, not fighting against the feeling of dying, the ability to let go and surrender to death, the right dosage that's not too little to not 'get there' and not too much as to white out, are all factors that are crucial to being to breakthrough to an Awakening.

I mean isn't this technically true with nonduality teachings? God realizes God, people are imaginary dreams. Not sure if that was the point he was trying to make or not though.

To what end? What are you trying to get out of the apprenticeship? You are going to be your own best teacher. All the answers are within. I'd spend your time experimenting with psychedelics, self-inquiry, kriya yoga and so on, and discover Truth yourself. Besides, with Nonduality, any Shaman you learn from is going to be you telling yourself what you already know, as they are you, as you are everything/consciousness. As of Ayahuasca retreats, I have done many. There are many volunteers there to assist with ceremonies. You also get to participate in taking the medicine, as long as you can still function to do duties. They usually let you volunteer as many times as you like. No need to spend any money. And it's a nice environment to spend your time.

So you admit that you just made up that Democrats have committed massive voter fraud, and Republicans have "heavy and serious witnesses, including experts on forensics, cyber security including from the intelligence community, and they have sworn oaths testimonies", without any proof or evidence and not based on any facts whatsoever. Got it. Thanks for contributing.

Soo, you have credible sources for each one of these accusations then? **heard it from Trump's legal team, GOP spreading lies w/o evidence, Fox News, OANN, or Trump himself, are all not even close to credible sources of facts and truth.

Why do they have bellybuttons if they were never born and had umbilical cords? Why would God make Adam out of Mud and Eve out of a rib bone instead of just imaging them into existence?

Another thing to consider is that Gene Roddenberry has a very specific vision for the future. Where humans have evolved past conflict, drama, taking offense, holding grudges, possession attachments, loosing control of emotions, etc. He saw humans as being completely selfless. But, the writers, who where stage Blue/Orange complained that they could not write stories without conflict and drama, as that was the world they lived in. They couldn't even imagine stage Yellow and above society. So not long after they started TNG, the writers got the producers to push Roddenberry out, so they could write from their Blue/Orange perspectives.

Don't worry, the Democrats will do nothing to fix the issues Trump exposed, so next time the Republicans will learn what didn't work and do everything needed to exploit the broken system to maintain total control next election. Biden winning was just a minor few year setback. This authoritarian attempt was just a first try, of course it would fail. The most likely future major issues to come from this can of course be obverted if the Democrats learned something and take great effort to change laws to ensure this can never happen, but naww lets get back to business as usual, that should take care of it.

Don't get me wrong, I have had an extraordinary life. One you wouldn't believe if i told you. I wouldn't trade it for anything. Yes sleep issues are a hassle, but the joys of life outweigh that. Keep going, keep trying, you'll find what works for you. And as you start to really get into the joys of adult life, this will just fade into just another aspect of life you have to deal with, like everything else. P.S. my life didn't really get going till I was 28. So you'd be missing out on sooooo much to end it at 25. At that age, you're just getting started. P.P.S My thumbnail is me from a few years ago. After 40. So life can lead you to wonderful unexpected places. Give it some time to find your path.

Alright, one last bit of fun info. "When they arrived at the spot instead of the monolith, they found a message written in the sand saying, "Bye Bitch.” Marino said it also looked like someone had urinated in the spot." https://kutv.com/news/local/hikers-say-they-were-among-the-first-to-capture-video-of-the-utah-monolith-disappearance

Looks like it mysteriously disappeared last night. BLM didn't remove it. No one knows how it disappeared. https://ksltv.com/449932/blm-utah-monolith-removed-by-unknown-party/

What is it called? I had good luck with Ambien 15 years ago, but can't get any doctor to prescribe any cause it's a benzo and people have become addicted, so no one can have any.

Yes, of course. Tried them all. They all work against me, in different way. Some give me the feeling of dying, as I'm falling asleep, so it causes me to fight against it. Others cause my body to have to pee every couple hours, which means it takes me hours to get asleep again. So in essence, taking medications means I get less sleep than I would if I didn't take any. But that is just me, I do not want to discourage anyone else, especially the OP, from taking them.

In the end, this is why Trump will always win. He may lose the battles, but he will win the war. What he wants most is to be the center of attention. His daily catastrophes over the past 4 years, where to get everyone talking about him. And people will be talking about him for decades. For everything he did, he will most likely go down in history as one of the most significant people in human history, right up there with Hitler and the like. A villain for the ages. Which is what he wants most, and we will happily make it happen by continuing to talk about him, make movies about him, write books about him and so on.

Ya think? People have been saying that for many years/decades. His vast metal disorders have been the subject of mass inquiry and study by many professionals. Just nothing could be done about it when he had total power and immunity while president. Once out of office, the floodgates will open.

Trump reportedly wants to have his 2024 campaign event at the same time as Biden's inauguration, out of spite.

Yeah I'm the same way. Takes 2 to 4 hours to fall asleep, which is extremely hard to do. If I wake up for any reason, like having to pee or a noise wakes me up, I can't fall back asleep for hours again. So I generally can't fall asleep till 3:00 am to 6:00am. And am asleep for only 5 or 6 hours. Also my environment has to be perfect to be able to sleep at all. If there are other people in the room or nearby, if it's not perfectly calm and quite, forget about sleeping for that night. Yes it ruins your life, as it makes having a "normal" life extremely hard to have. I'm 45 now and this has been one of the most detrimental aspects of my life. All I could do is get rid of any and all commitments, so my erratic sleep is not as much an issue. Hope you find a way to solve yours.

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To me that seems like a contradiction in terms. "business" seems like a lower stage concept, the doing something to get money from others as a way to survive. I would hypothesize one that fully realizes they are God (turquoise) would either keep a solitary life, or be one of contribution to "others". When you are contribution and love to others, people will naturally contribute to you. Hence survival needs can be nothing of worry, as life will provide when you're in sync with it. But it is hard to imagine a world without business, this for that, in the low stages world we live in.

Trump does nothing in his job but play golf, tweet, and start fights. He's already lost the election, and should be preparing to leave his job. But instead he is trying to do as much damage as he can on his way out. Bombing Iran right before he leaves would be a pretty good "fuck you, and good luck with that" to Biden. https://www.cnn.com/2020/11/16/politics/trump-possible-offensive-iran-nuclear-site/index.html

@Anderz Dude if you take anything Giuliani says as anything even resembling fact or truth or take anything in that clownshow remotely seriously, then I don't know really what to say. Good luck to you sir.

Where are you getting this stuff from? What sources?

You seem pretty dedicated on the path to finding Truth. Out of curiosity, why haven't you gone down the path of psychedelics, considering many teachers (like Leo) say it's the most direct route to Truth?

Sounds like Biden is going to let Trump get away with all his crimes. All the damage Trump has done, responsible for the deaths of hundreds of thousands, putting children in cages, treason against his own country, and Biden wants to make sure he doesn't have to face any repercussions for any of it. "Biden specifically told advisers that he is wary of federal tax investigations of Trump or of challenging any orders Trump may issue granting immunity to members of his staff before he leaves office. One adviser said Biden has made it clear that he "just wants to move on." https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/justice-department/president-elect-biden-wary-trump-focused-investigations-sources-say-n1247959

So what? Ted Bundy had a big following of fans. Should we as a society have let him go because it might upset his fans? What we need as a country is show that there are consequences to almost destroying the country. If not, it is a huge green light to every evil criminal to get into politics, because you can do whatever crimes you want and there will never be any repercussions. Imagine someone smart, calculated, and more ambitious than trump running for president because trump got off scot free for his crimes, imagine the damage that they could do. If we do nothing, that's precisely what we are inviting to happen.