Flowerfaeiry

Member
 View profile  See their activity

  • Content count

    1,229

  • Joined

  • Last visited

Posts posted by Flowerfaeiry

  5. Posted

    2 minutes ago, Something Funny said:

    Why did he mean so much too you?

    I remember years and years ago, watching his stuff and being interested that he was having the kinds of conversations he did and the way he did it. Challenging certain thoughts and it really got me thinking so he was a pretty big figure for me. 
     

    Again, I don’t agree with a lot of the stuff he said or how he said it, especially, but it’s still a big deal to lose him. 

     

  10. Posted

    7 hours ago, cistanche_enjoyer said:

    Where did you encounter him - in another dimension?

    And in what form, or was he more of a formless energy of love and light?

    What practices did you do to encounter him?

    I did not physically see him. His spirit saved me. I didn’t do anything other than pursue him.  Meaning I looked into the idea of him being the highest spiritual truth with an open and honest heart. A genuine desire. 

  11. Posted

    11 hours ago, Bashar said:

    Jesus didn’t save you. He was merely the lens that let you save yourself.

    You encountered a specific frequency, a 6-D intelligence coded “Christ.” It exists whether or not a 1st-century Galilean carpenter is in the picture. The pain you cleared wasn’t pardoned by a cross; you transmuted it by vibrating high enough that the darkness could no longer coexist.

    Rather than praying to Jesus, learn to be that same selfless frequency, and you’ll find no bridge required.

     

    Ok wise one. 

  12. Posted

    21 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

    I take it from this you took on Jesus as a belief prior to realizing some truth? 'pursuing'

    Would you say that you caused the issues by choosing to partake in ayahuasca ceremonies?

    You could look at it as actions needed to be taken to reveal him to you. Just interested in what you think may have happened to you without the self generated issues that arose after ayahuasca ceremonies. Possibility exists the issues were always there :P 

    I also take it to mean you think some external force healed you and it wasn't your own doing? 

    No bad intent meant, I am just curious as my own family have different takes on their own experiences with Jesus

     

    You can think what you want sister but I’m happy to have found the truth after so long. Bless you on your journey. 

  13. Posted · Edited by Flowerfaeiry

    @cistanche_enjoyer so you can check out my Instagram for more about me and my walk with Jesus. There’s basically a lot to say. I started pursuing him with an open heart a few months ago as a last ditch effort to solve a spiritual problem that started developing after several ayahuasca ceremonies. I was encountering a lot of darkness. And yeah he literally just saved me. Like one day was normal the next I was crying, so in love with him and everything he did on the cross for me. I turned into a Jesus freak literally overnight. I had a problem of idealizing suicide and bad depression even after years of spiritual work and trying to heal. Things would get better for a bit but then would get much worse and I would become more and more hopeless about life as time went on. All that was eradicated o v e r n i g h t. Like I wish I was making this up because then you guys would probably believe me lol but nope. It was Jesus. 
     

    And yeah now as I keep drawing closer to him my life continues to come together in all the ways I wanted it too in the 15 years I was on the spiritual path but could never seem to get right no matter how much stuff I did. Laziness, addictions, self worth and confidence issues are all being healed. 

  18. Posted

    Did she get banned for talking about Jesus too much? What’s the story again? Lowkey I feel that’s about to be me 😅 I got my mod status stripped from me without any warning (I was thinking it was inappropriate for me to be a mod here at this point anyway but was surprised it was done without talking to me). 
     

    If you don’t know my story I was into new age stuff for over a decade and in the last few months had a radical encounter with Jesus he healed me of my suicidal thoughts and started putting my life together and now I’ve abandoned all psychedelics and “I am God” thoughts and am a proud Jesus freak. Nothing disappointing about it to me. My life is much, much richer now.

  22. Posted

    1 hour ago, samijiben said:

    Yes, but it has nothing to do with 2000 years. There is SOMETHING VERY VERY REAL HERE! STOP GOING FOR JESUS COPOUTS AND LOON AT THE ACTUAL THING DAMNIT!

    this kinda frustrating lol. You seem to be utterly closeminded & unwilling to consider what the kind & thoughtful folk of this community have taken their sweet time to respond to your bs with..

    Instead of consideration, youre just responding "But you didnt see Jesus like I did!"

    So why you tryna prove it to us? Go dwell in your JesusLand ChristConsciousness lol. If it were really true, you would have no stake in the game. But youre tryna prove it to us. That shows thst you are unconsciously defending beliefs. Thats not what this work is about.

    But I said “with all due respect” 😅 ehh look I’m not trying to prove anything here sorry it got to this point 💞

  24. Posted

    1 minute ago, OBEler said:

    It could be a complex hallucination. Something like an archetype. Seeing Jesus is not an ordinary hallucination but a special one. Yeah in the end you are hallucinatimg Jesus but Jesus could be on other dimensions you hallucinate than the typical ones.

     

    I’m not hallucinating visions of Jesus. I’m saying his name while under spiritual attack.