Rilles

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  1. Dude. dont worry. creativity is infinite. start fresh! what you lost was just practice, the real good stuff is about to begin

  2. What is sprit animal?

    Rilles replied to Beeman's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Dont know but I once had a sheep show up in my backyard out of the blue... I watched it run around for 10 mins then it ran away. I guess sheep is my spirit animal. I am a very timid and kind person so... baaaaah... pet me....
  3. Life is not perfect for the ego. Quiet down for a minute and tap into... I exist... I exist!... I EXIST... how is this possible?!?! Thats perfection.
  4. I think having a few psychedelic experiences is good to break open the mind and ego which in turn can open someone up to ”real” spirituality.
  5. No. More like Green. Green spirituality.
  6. Tao de Ching was the first spiritual book I read, still love it. Its poetic though, not for everyone.
  7. Most deepest woke. Better than Sadhguru.

  9. Has Leo gone Ultra Instinct?

    Rilles replied to MisterMan's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    The love is growing. The beard is growing. ?
  10. Not even close, MDMA makes me feel open and honest but divine love is something completly different. Try some acid or something instead. Edit: I did feel a mindful contentment, first time in my life where I could sit and be 100% happy doing nothing... pretty cool?
  11. He slowly turning Muslim, look at that beard of his.
  12. Lick the toad 50+ times and then come back to the forum and talk. Or maybe youll be a vegetable by then. An absolutely infinite vegetable.
  13. I haven’t tried shrooms but you can buy Waklert or Modalert legally online and get them in a week. Seems easier. Depends on what you’re looking for though.
  14. Why not Modafinil? its legal
  15. Doesnt matter to your ego but you’re just one out of a billion.
  16. Hes scraping together everything for a 4+ hour video. Takes a while.
  17. Realize that you were just lucky to be where you are. You couldve just as easily been ”low consciousness”. Youre not special.
  18. My guess: Lights out... and then you wake up as someone/something else. Reality cant escape itself.
  19. @InfinitePotential Nice music man! Do you like IDM/Glitch? Your drums are spazzing! ?
  20. Wanting to control desire is ego. Let go.
  21. Its a great way to reduce suffering. ?
  22. Depends. If you want to meditate ”up in your head” then its good to have an empty stomach. If youre feeling full and drowsy then you can meditate on the body/that feeling.
  23. Tinnitus is experienced. Who is experiencing it?
  24. Im feeling very very anxious today. Alot of dark/empty feelings. Does anyone have any practical tips? I did it two times and only waited a week. Stupid. ??‍♂️ Help? Im a first timer btw.
  25. its cool that i talk to myself when im not even there, i wonder what else im doing