Leo Gura

They seem delusional to you because you fundamentally don't understand how spirituality works. So you lack a larger context for some of the radical things I have said. That which your mind cannot fathom, that which is beyond your direct experience, you call "delusional" because that's the only way your mind knows how to make sense of reality. You also are not taking into account the raw nature of my awakening reports. Things are reported as they occurred for me without polishing them up for critics and the spiritually clueless. There is a difference between a formal teaching vs a report of profound awakenings happening as I go through the process and describe the process as it feels and occurs for me while in the midst of it. It's the difference between talking about WW2 as a historian in a university vs being in the front lines of WW2 with bombs falling on your head. You have taken some of my most radical awakenings and experiments in consciousness -- which you have no intellectual understanding of -- and made a mockery of them. I have watched your criticisms of my work, and it is based on some basic misunderstandings of how spirituality works. Anyways, the sum total body of my work speaks for itself. I feel no need to justify or defend it. Not really. The behavior on this forum is not out of line for how online forums work, or for how the internet as a whole works. We do a lot of moderation to stop toxic behavior here. You have to learn to make your own decisions in life. I am not the CEO of your life, you are. And until you start taking responsibility for being the CEO of your life you will continue to suffer not just at my hands but the hands of many other humans who you give your authority away to. The thing is, you don't want to take this responsibility. You want someone like me to tell you what to do in life. So you can just paint by numbers. Well... that's not how a good life is created. I would tell you to go walk off a cliff -- just so you stop following my words blindly -- but I'm afraid you might take me seriously.

That doesn't mean what you think it means.

No

Lol

Just because someone has a different survival agenda than you does not make them a psychopath. You guys are starting to disappoint me with your flagrant self-bias. This reminds me of a rube who goes to China and calls them psychopaths for eating dogs.

Nothing will awaken you like synthetic 5-MeO-DMT. Watch out for that naturalistic fallacy.

That really sucks man. Seems a bit similar to people who get tinnitus. Yeah, listening to 10hrs of music per day is way too much. My mind would get numb from that much music. I wear ear plugs a lot just to get deep silence even there is no significant noise around me. You shouldn't listen to more than a few hours of music per day. And even then, you need to take days off from music or it loses itself specialness.

Well, I have struggled with chronic fatigue a lot. Yeah, it definitely will hold back your game, but not just your game, your whole life. If I didn't have chronic fatigue I would get laid WAY more. I would also earn millions more. Tough shit. Life requires energy.

Morality contradicts itself, as any finite system must.

@RMQualtrough This issue is too complex for there to a one-size-fits-all solution. For some people it can really help, and for other people it ruins their lives. And Actualized.org teachings are no different. For some people it really helps and for other people it doesn't. You have to decide what works for you. And if something is not working for you, stop consuming it.

Funny enough cyanide is found in plants.

Like I said, it is not a sustainable solution to chronic fatigue.

I don't use it at all.

Pretty close. Well, you are imagining that right now. The way to resolve this matter is you become absolutely conscious and you see what remains. This issue cannot be answered from the finite human consciousness that most people are stuck in. You can become absolutely conscious that NOW is the only thing which is True. NOW is an absolute. Past and future are imaginary and relative.

Talk therapy requires training and licensing. If anything I would criticize psychiatrists more because mostly what they do is over-prescribe shitty medication which is just a form of bypassing. Some things medication can help with. A lot of medications also don't work for mental illness, they just mask / suppress the symptoms and come with bad side effects and even become addictive. The bottom line is that mental illness is complicated and there's not going to be a magic pill cure for it in most cases. Because teachers are poorly paid. Yes, of course. I agree that's good. Well, awakening is a distinctive attainment. But of course that should not be turned into some sort of trophy, and nor will it solve basic psychological problems people have. That's actually not the definition of a cult. Go read the books on my book list about what really defines a cult. Or watch my video: Cult Psychology - Part 1 where I give an exhaustive definition. A YT channel centered around one person's videos is not a cult. You can do all that and still not be anywhere near awake. Teaching people to "just love" can easily becomes a false spiritual act they take on. For love to work it has to be an outgrowth of higher consciousness. You cannot just act your way into love.

The impulse to improve things is just part of the larger Perfection. Of course improve what you can. Passivity is not a solution.

Unless you are tricking yourself

I have a long time ago ocassionally, but not recently. Mondafinil doesn't really solve chronic fatigue. It's a temporary boost. To game well I have to be well-rested. I can't game when I am too tired or sleepy. My state is just too off.

If you love Game Of Thrones does that mean your have to fuck and marry Peter Dinklage?

That's how dreaming works. People with multiple personality disorder can hide information from each personality. This happens all the time in your dreams. I was reading about a doctor who had a dream with a joke and punchline that made him laugh. When he woke up he was amazed how his mind was able to invent this joke and hide it from him until a dream character delivered the punchline.

You are imagining me, silly.

Yes, it's all part of Perfection, but still that doesn't mean I don't suffer over it. I still suffer from illness. That's fine if you want to frame it like that.

Handle your basic human needs first. Unless you want to be a monk.

But Leo, How can you trust the carbon atoms in your brain???! Lol

Well, how you feel is distinct from awakening itself. Getting your feelings right might require a lot of additional work. How you feel is a complicate issue. Awakening is that state itself, regardless of how long it lasts. It is still awakening whether it becomes your baseline or not. You can become infinitely conscious to the point where nothing is hidden from your consciousness any more. Your consciousness becomes absolute. Since you are consciousness you should be able to be conscious of everything contained inside you. And since consciousness is infinite, there cannot be anything outside you. Since it is unlimited, consciousness must be able to fully comprehend itself. This is just to say that God is omniscient.