Soulmate

[Buck Edwards]

Where's the destination? 

[Buck Edwards]

What music should I listen to? 

[Buck Edwards]

I want to have a deep emotional relationship with my soulmate. 

That's an absolute necessity. 

 

Edited January 28 by Buck Edwards

[Buck Edwards]

Of course I want a stable caring  relationship like everyone's else.

But I don't want it with a person who is not genuinely my soulmate. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

I think it doesn't generate any emotion or feeling of guilt or self-shame in me and that's incredibly unhelpful to you. 

[Buck Edwards]

I think our values differ greatly. But you tend to be too judgemental. 

[Buck Edwards]

Hey Soulmate, I need to work on certain things I'm addicted to. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

Conrad Tulpa - what's your take on Trump becoming the next President? 

 

Me - to be frank I'm so done with everything. 

[Schizophonia]

There is no such thing like « Soulmate ».

[Buck Edwards]

@Schizophonia no. I demand a soulmate. Right now...

[Schizophonia]

31 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

@Schizophonia no. I demand a soulmate. Right now...

gift : 

 

Edited January 29 by Schizophonia

[Buck Edwards]

@Schizophonia thanks 

[Buck Edwards]

Why should I care about anything at. All 

[Buck Edwards]

Hey Soulmate, 

I have tried hard to escape my problems. It's like a new wave haunts me every time. I haven't been doing well lately. 

I'm looking for ways to break out of my cycle. 

I don't want to feel ashamed.. But being in my own world helps. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

I'm even more introverted now than I already was. 

 

 

 

 

 

Congratulations you got here. This far. I thought I would be dead given how dangerously close I have been. 

It feels like a roller coaster. Hey Soulmate, will you ever understand my deepest pain? 

I think a soulmate is a person who you can freely open up to. I always wanted someone like that. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I don't think I have ever come this close to know certain things that are purely relevant to my life. 

 

 

 

 

 

Where do you wanna go from here? 

 

 

Will I even have the energy to continue? 

 

 

 

 

Edited January 29 by Buck Edwards

[Buck Edwards]

Lately a lot of things have been driving me nuts. 

 

 

 

 

I think you can rest easy. I'm not a threat to you or anyone in any shape or form. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited January 29 by Buck Edwards

[Buck Edwards]

 

 

I'm definitely suck at a lot of things and I'm not doing a good job of keeping up with things that really matter. 

 

 

 

 

 

I have never been at my peak. It's been a long time now. 

 

 

 

[Buck Edwards]

Why did they lose control? 

 

 

 

[Buck Edwards]

One major change is that I don't view people the same way I used to. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

I might have to take certain tests to see if my brain is working right.