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I’ve updated my profile picture to a photo of myself 

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Edited June 8 by Thought Art

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I am the most awakened Crabster in existence 

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All crabs 🦀 will know my nameeeee!!!!! 
All Hamster the same!!! 

We be wild not tame!

No more crab and hamster mundane. They must awaken!

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I am the first to unite Crab and Hamster kind .

Edited Thursday at 01:48 PM by Thought Art

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Just a regular crabster 

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Relax and be well my friends. 
 

You don’t need to solve everything right now. 
 

All is well and already successful. 

Edited Friday at 03:23 AM by Thought Art

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Profound video. I don’t know if I can live up to this but it’s important to consider.

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This guy is a really good Qigong teacher. His movements are really purely Qigong. Now that I have a stronger Lower Tan Tian, and my Qi sensitivity and quantity has increased it makes doing these practices very energetic and enjoyable. It’s hard to know how much people really know coming from these traditions steeped deep in meditation. 

I feel a lot better after this. I will study under this man more. He is really amazing. I think I will start with his Shi Ba Shi style Qigong course in a month or so. 

As the sensitivity increases as well as the quality and quantity of your Qi during the practice you can start to feel how to “pack” your qi and strengthen the Qi body. In this video he showed me how to expand, and how to pack with more clarity. 

Edited 14 hours ago by Thought Art

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If I am to return to the forum I need to change my approach. No more exchanging with others with regards to drama. It’s a waste of time and a distraction. Let them figure it out for themselves. I don’t have much to say here. 

I am imperfect. This is for sure and have lots of inner work, contemplation, and healing journaling to do. It’s overwhelming actually how much I can be doing. So many things to do and improve. But, all in time. 

I’ve seen a lot of growth over the years. As I mature I see more areas for growth in all major areas of my life. I score low right now in my High Performance planning in many key area of my life. I also see that I am focusing my energy in particular areas of my life which make addressing everything right now at once is impossible.

I will talk to my coach Monday about ways I can be more disciplined with my schedule. I am fairly productive right now. I know I need to get to a higher level of focus, distraction free work, dealing with boredom if I am to get to a higher level of success. 

I am making progress in my courses. But, not enough. I am letting blocked time slide too much in some key areas. 

Anyway, I was journaling heavily. Doing some Qigong. I am up late. Time to turn in.

I think I’ll always have room for improvement. I made a lot of progress this week I can be proud of. I also see areas where I need to lock in. I am also aware of balancing my plan with my needs and life circumstances that come up. But, I also think I need to say no to more things, and block time more skillfully. Be more focused on referring to my schedule not doing what feels best. 

Edited 13 hours ago by Thought Art

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I 100% stand by my comment as an expression of how I actually felt. But, I recognize not all things should be expressed openly. Even with my long history here I guess people can still provide me with warning points. There is a feeling of it not being fair, and a feeling of understanding. 
 

Giving me warning points is totally your choice. I have been on this forum for years, I’ve been a mod. Leo occasionally swears in the way I did in that post. 
 

As a mod I have reached out to people and spoken to them before applying warning points. Pointing out their mistake or error and allowing reprieve. 
 

@SincerityYour Choice to mod how you are. Speaking to me was always a choice and you never did. 

I stand by my choice of words in that context. It’s a rare use of profanity. But you want to give me warning points? That’s totally fine. You don’t offer course for correction? 

Edited 3 hours ago by Thought Art

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So good. 

I got a warning points for saying this:

“You wanna accuse me of being a small brain cult follower? Go fuck yourself you complete moron. Fuck you. You can put me into a box in your own mind but I don’t frankly care. I’m gonna keep learning, studying, growing and maturing and I don’t give a fuck about morons who don’t get the fucking picture of what we are doing here. “

Edited 3 hours ago by Thought Art

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I rest in the burden of speaking my truth. Though, I will do best not to repeat it. 

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[Sincerity]

1 hour ago, Thought Art said:

You don’t offer course for correction? 

No I didn’t, because you’re a smart guy. You understand yourself why you shouldn’t tell another user to „go fuck yourself you complete moron”.

No hard feelings.

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@SincerityHey, it was worth it. I wouldn’t do it many times more for sure. But, I am glad it was said. 

I choose to say it, stand by it. I know you chose to apply warning points, despite my history and everything. 

I gladly hold them. I will stand up for my freedom, my mind, and my growth. I wont live underneath the pressure of those whiners and complainers any more. If I need to get warning points in the process to shatter this I don’t mind. 

I will also stand firmly in my rights as a guest here, as someone who has been around a long time, generally always respectful to the best of my ability.

But, sometimes you have to say fuck you. I am sorry. It’s not like an everyday thing. 

Just contemplate the nature of these warning points. I don’t really care if they are there. But, I stand 100% with myself that people can… 

Edited 2 hours ago by Thought Art

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2 hours ago, Thought Art said:

As a mod I have reached out to people and spoken to them before applying warning points. Pointing out their mistake or error and allowing reprieve. 

I remember one time you giving me 2 warning points like a year or so ago without warning (I got an email about it). But then, out of nowhere, the warning points magically disappeared moments later. I wonder how that happened 🤔 

(I also didn’t know warning points could be removed, that’s interesting!)

In any case, I understand how miscommunications and emotions can run high, seemingly out of nowhere. No hard feelings either, as that incident made me self-reflect and realize how I, too, also act inappropriately in my personal life.

I’ve since been working hard on in relationship therapy for the past couple of years on how to improve my communication with others closest to me.

Edited 1 hour ago by Yimpa

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@Yimpa Hey, my bad. That is a good reminder to me of what it’s like being a mod. I apologize for that if that’s the case. 

I essentially rarely use that kind of language. But, I don’t know I feel vindicated right now to say it regardless of if you or someone else cares. This is an intential rebellion. 

When it comes to the seriousness I take in my drive for Developing true understanding. I want to make my stance very clear. 

This is not a cult, and people of lower intelligence for whatever reason are fixating on petty little things. It drags this place down. I get people gotta do their things. But, come on. And complaining about those things too? I just don’t care man.

 

A some point I just gotta let myself be. I’m willing to adjust and be more mindful going forward. But, I said that!!! 

Edited 58 minutes ago by Thought Art