The day I stop writing is the day I am dead

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Spaceship Visualization ????

 

I can't imagine how people manage under zero gravity. How must it feel to be in there with no gravity to hold you. 

It gives me the tickles. Just floating around in space. Imagine if the window opened and you climbed out of the window and what's gonna happen to you. How would you feel in outer space. 

I just get all these goosebumps over my body simply imagining being in outer space 

But If I'm there, I think I'm gonna feel cool. It will feel like a nice pleasant feeling being away from all the stress of living among people and all the pollution and drama and all politics of human existence. Free from social pressure and social worries. Free from thoughts of relationships and status and career. Free from all the rules. 

Just pure freedom. Just freely floating in nothingness and appreciating the beauty of being alive. 

Nice and free. What a pleasant dream! 

 

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The importance of Purity and fake values. 

 

 

I like this guy so much. 

 

 

This guy is so honest

 

 

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I'm also going to talk about fatal self esteem which I left out last time.. 

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(sometimes no opinion is the best opinion) 

Right now my mind is racing at a terrible speed. 

My typing speed does not match my thinking or speaking speed. I feel like exploding. I wish I had a recorder because by the time I write or type, my ideas slip out of my brain.. 

I want to write this week about authentic genuine expression with another person and establishing intuitive genuine harmony with them. 

 

I hate spiritual bypassing. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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This is a perfect loving radiance meditation prayer I found. 

Thanks to the woman who wrote this

 

It's the most beautiful resonating prayer I have come across. Beautiful and kind words. Very useful for my loving radiance meditation. 

 

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So this journal is going to be different aspects pulled together. 

Aspects like 

? A course on E writing. 

 

? I have to follow Michel De Montaigne, Charles Baudelaire, Guy de Maupassant, Jean-Paul Sartre and Jan Matejko. 

Plus I also need to follow the stuff that I wrote the other day which I called "21st century is the way."

 

 

? I also need to catch up on studying symbology and learning Portuguese. 

 

 

? Visualizations

 

? The universe is telling me right now to move in the direction of abundance 

 

? The model of the 9 Delphinium deck will be explained later. Follow 9 Delphinium Model 

 

? Loving Radiance meditation 

 

? Shed past baggage 

 

? 21st century is the way blogposts. Follow pointers in the first post. The balloon post I mean. 

 

? talk about fatal self esteem

 

? Retaliate spiritual garbage and spiritual bypassing. 

 

? The next few months I have planned to immerse myself into courses. 

 

? When the universe tells you to move away, you move away 

 

? Talk to the source. Or at least imagine that you are talking to a source or soulmate. Either of the two. 

 

? Bouts of Cathartic Barfs. 

 

? Stay away from toxic positivity. 

 

? Integrate stage Orange properly with my stage green personality and protect the stage orange aspects. 

 

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My nightmares are because of anxiety 

My nightmares are because of sleep deprivation 

My nightmares are because of unhealthy food 

My nightmares are because of deficiency 

My nightmares are because of abandonment and a feeling of unsafe 

My nightmares are because of childhood trauma 

My nightmares are because of being abused and betrayed in relationships 

My nightmares are because of lifelong sense of vulnerability and lack of emotional safety 

My nightmares are because of a feeling of helplessness 

 

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The universe is a very special thing. It works by taking in our messages. 

It reflects back to us who we are. And what we are doing. 

The universe is made of matter, time, space, energy, state and flow. 

You have to flow with the universe. You have to attract the universe. You have to be in sync with the universe. 

You have to understand the state of the universe and be like that, you have to embody or emanate the energy of the universe. 

Whatever is distracting you should be left to the universe. 

If you are against the energy of the universe, you will be left  alone behind, the universe won't bother about you. The universe will move on. You have to move with it. 

Do what the universe says to you. 

Think of it as an audition. 

If in this audition you do not follow what the judge says then the judge will kick you out of the audition you have to follow and do but the audition judge tells you... imagine that the  universe is the audition judge and you are the candidate. 

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I’m gonna stick to a “dopamine detox” for a week starting from

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A Dopamine Detox is basically the avoidance of all base vices, as to deliberately make yourself bored to resensitize yourself to experience, and reset the chemical soup in your mind so that you’re motivated again to do actual productive things.

To get yourself out of your rut and to become productive you need boredom or "dopaminergic ammo" to give yourself the neuro chemical desire to actually step outside of your comfort zone. Our culture is a "novelty culture", which is a built around hooking in to your brain and keeping you constantly stimulated in a zombie like trance, so that people can extract money from you.

What boring yourself does is starves those pathways and resets the mind out of that zombie like trance. So here are the rules.

What I Can do

Meditate

Read

Write

Exercise 

What I Can’t do

Use the Internet

Watch Television 

Use Social Media

Socialising 

Use any Screen 

Eat Junk Food

No Substances

No Music

Etc...

Anything that I find stimulating is banned.  then I can slowly give myself back vices and keep them in a schedule, to find it easier for me to make my schedule stick.

 

 

 

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So my Delphinium tarot deck is complete. 

Set of 9 cards 

Kai Koyosta Diazunté jujenthurp Zezet Drury Snakeroot Bohemia Viini and Delphi 

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Love me some pastel hearts and bows

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Mandalynth.

 

 

This helps reduce anxiety.. 

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June 2

1st post 

 

So I call this circle the source. It represents something like the sun. 

When you look at it  you realize it's colors make up the universe 

Now intently look at the circle and talk to it. 

This is how you talk to the source. This is a liberating exercise because you are completely yourself while talking to a source. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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3rd post 

I will need to change my posting style and cobble everything together. This is really uncomfortable for me. But this is my only option right now. 

Also I can create the post elsewhere and then post it here. So everything is together in one place in one page. 

 

 

Back to business. 

Was going to write something about "realization" 

This is related to the idea of perfection. 

Sometimes you have to realize that you have to accept imperfections. 

Those imperfections are fine. Because there is always a potential to grow. To get better. 

And some day it happens. It's called realization. 

Realization means you become something. You manifest it. 

Realization of that potential. 

Realize that dream. 

But if you are already squashed and destroyed before the final act, the dream has been relinquished. It's over before it could be. 

 

You are the fortune maker, a magician of real-I-zation

my friend, know it there is no truth beyond acceptance. The issues/answers lie within, beyond right and wrong, good and evil. We are an insoluble solution, seek first to understand before being understood, a later propose what feels necessary 

 

The devil is always in the details..

 

 

 

 

2 hours ago my mind was racing so bad and I had to jot down everything but I couldn't because I was really tired and sleepy. 

But there were just so many thoughts each saying something. Or sometimes meaningless. 

It felt like I was on weed.. 

I just wanted to release it all out.

 

 

 

Curious Chaos 

 

 

 

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Narcissists

 

First degree - those that are extreme opportunists and extract the best for themselves with no regard for ecosystem, other people. Everything including people are for their service 

 

Second degree - not exactly as selfish as the first degree but egotistical, treat good people Unkindly and take them for granted and rally along those who are popular and ride on their coattails. 

Covert narcissists belong to this category. 

 

Third degree - the narcissists at stage blue that use dogma to enforce their survival and ego. 

 

 

 

The politics of everything. 

 

 

 

Crystal clear

Infinite beauty 

Never take a lot of emotional risk.. 

 

Silent Observer 

Artist archetype 

Life is all about 

The play of life 

The Juice 

 

Best of both worlds 

Devils advocate 

Middle ground. 

 

 

Blurred lines

Perfectionist 

 

Flaws 

Magnificence 

Principles 

Savvy 

Reptilian 

Walking on a tight rope

The balancing act 

The juggling act 

The play of life 

Enforcer

Walking on thin ice 

Passion 

Wisdom

The brain and the heart 

The Hexagon 

The Octagon 

 

Art

Do not have the perfectionist mindset when dealing with others 

 

Flaws are for a reason. Some flaws make you a natural person 

 

When a person is generic, give them some time and you will see them creating something magnificent, but you need patience for that. 

It depends if you want to live by your ego, by your paradigm, by your survival, by your worldview or by righteousness. The choice is yours 

Personally I like to live by principles

My motto is 

If the body dies its OK, but the principle should not die. 

I try to tiptoe between good and evil, kinda blurred lines. I want to see the difference between the two 

 

You have to be savvy as well as spiritual 

I always dig into the reptilian aspect 

This is like holding a stick and walking on a tight rope 

I always believe that life is like walking on thin ice. 

It's like a fine balancing act 

A fine juggling act 

You have be enforcer as well as spiritual. 

I want to move from soft spirituality to hard spirituality 

Sometimes people cannot understand the depth of your thinking 

To skim the ocean is a monumental work. 

 

How can you bring the brain and the heart together? 

You have to be passionate with your heart but also think with your brain 

 

Talking helps with a lot of real time motivation. 

Kindness lies in what impact your words are going to have. 

And kindness lies in action. 

 

You can't expect your environment to be perfect. 

You have to grow in the environment you are given

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Always be surrounded by the alphabet people and not the number people. 

 

 

I'm trying to come up with strategies on how to reconcile with something that is both repelling and productive at the same time. 

Two sentences that can help me 

Instead of harboring anger and hate because that's going to only make you feel worse 

Rise above the bullshit 

The universe is always calling you for a greater purpose. 

Focus on the resources and less on the people who produce those resources. 

 

 

 

I think the best way around this is to focus on ideas and books and resources and concepts and techniques and things and art and not so much on people. 

Because what happens is that, since man is a social animal, the situation unwittingly ends up with him being in a setting surrounded by a lot of toxicity, usually coming from people and this is unavoidable and inevitable. 

Maybe this is why humanity is shit 

Not trying to come across as a misanthrope, but truth is what the truth is and the sooner you realize the better. 

In the end I feel like I always end up feeling a bit unpleasant and lonely like an outcast the way I felt when I was in college. 

But I guess that's what the universe is trying to say. 

I mean looking at the whole world sometimes, it feels like the universe is trying to make a point by mirroring the world to us and when you find your way through this tedious and tricky labyrinth of humanity, you end up with the same conclusion. 

 

 

 

Accept people for who they are and what they are and let it go and although this is difficult because the social centers of the brain don't align with reality, this is the way to be. 

 

And the only thing to tell your social brain is - Overcome that neediness and channel it into other things. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I want to describe different concepts through images 

Crystal clear

 

 

Best of both worlds

 

 

 

 

 

The Juice 

 

 

 

 

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