The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

[Leo Gura]

26 minutes ago, Thought Art said:

If I hadn’t have learned about infinity would I say I experience infinity? I don’t know.

Yes you would.

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Would I call it God? No.

Yes you would. You just haven't realized God yet.

You just need a lot more trips and a lot more contemplation.

Edited 17 hours ago by Leo Gura

[Thought Art]

@Leo Gura Yeah, this trip was profound. I just need to step into my own conclusions and to make sure I’m not parroting at all. Or, filtering it through someone else’s lens. 

It felt so total…. So complete and perfect. It… yeah, it was infinity. As I’m come down and I’m reflecting. I’ll continue to contemplate and trip. 
 

It seemed like…. Everything. I don’t have the words for it. Is that what God is?

For me questions, contemplating and trips are more appropriate than bold claims or labels. They can come when it’s mature.

I want to really inquire into what is true about this state. What the hell is that experience?

It feels like infinity,… it’s far bigger than me, than my human ego…. But it’s also so personal. 
 

I realized my consciousness is truth. 
 

But, I’m doubting my own ability to understand this right now. I think that is okay and when I’m mature and experienced I’ll know. 
 

I was convinced I was an infinite singularity at the time of the trip. That my true nature is beyond beyond. That it was love and absolute. I realized there was nothing I could do to not be that. That was what I was. 
 

But, I want to be really sure. 

Edited 15 hours ago by Thought Art

[Leo Gura]

5 minutes ago, Thought Art said:

Is that what God is?

Keep contemplating what God is in your trips.

You are getting close.

[Thought Art]

@Leo Gura Yeahh… an infinite singularity that IS exitence. Total subject object collapse. Like… eternity and infinity and consciousness? Perfection and love? Those make sense. Man, it went on forever…. And yet I’m here now writing this how is that possible?
 

I thought it was gonna go on forever. But, here I am… I just don’t get it. 
 

I don’t mean to come off as an idiot here. But, I really don’t know what is going on…. There are things that make sense and I know more than someone just completely confused. But, I have questions. 

Edited 14 hours ago by Thought Art

[Leo Gura]

2 hours ago, Thought Art said:

Yeahh… an infinite singularity that IS exitence. Total subject object collapse. Like… eternity and infinity and consciousness? Perfection and love? Those make sense.

No!

GOD!

[Thought Art]

@Leo Gura Alright, alright haha

Let me take another look and I’ll get back to you. 

[Leo Gura]

@Thought Art Take a dozen more looks.

[Thought Art]

@Leo Gura Yes, I will. I’m not satisfied with my understanding. It can’t be understood rationally. God? Is God the right word?