Leo Gura

The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

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2 hours ago, Thought Art said:

Yeahh… an infinite singularity that IS exitence. Total subject object collapse. Like… eternity and infinity and consciousness? Perfection and love? Those make sense.

No!

GOD!


You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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@Leo Gura Alright, alright haha

Let me take another look and I’ll get back to you. 


 "I heard you guys are very safe. Caught up with the featherweights”" - Bon Iver

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@Leo Gura Yes, I will. I’m not satisfied with my understanding. It can’t be understood rationally. God? Is God the right word? 

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 "I heard you guys are very safe. Caught up with the featherweights”" - Bon Iver

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My last trips felt like this:

No words.


I AM ~~## RANK = SD-32|SD-33 ## Title = "Imp. Abs. Max. Inf." ## E = True ++ ER = 0x0 ## Website: https://diemex.dev/ | .xyz ##~~

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I had a dream where I did 5 meo, and upon the come up I experienced God, the last remnants of the ego said "I want you to skull fuck me awake"

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 "I heard you guys are very safe. Caught up with the featherweights”" - Bon Iver

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I'm sick of finding bullshit on 5 meo DMT trip reports on YouTube! It's either someone talking about their shamanic experience, Chanting, ceremony!! Nothing wrong with it but I need a video of someone talking only about how they prepare for the trip, what their intentions are, what their experiences, what their body does during the experience, and how they experience the come down, the only other person that I've found is Martin ball. But I'm honestly looking for raw trip experience videos, like those classic salvia 60x videos. Where the video is them smoking it tripping balls, but instead I would like an intelligent person to record this, seems you can't find shit on the internet now

Like the main question I have for smoking five meo , does everybody move around in that symmetrical way on the floor? The way Martin ball explains it?

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2 hours ago, ExploringReality said:

does everybody move around in that symmetrical way on the floor?

No! No! No!

That is silly nonsense which is not necessary.

Stop being a monkey and sit and contemplate.


You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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3 hours ago, ExploringReality said:

Like the main question I have for smoking five meo , does everybody move around in that symmetrical way on the floor? The way Martin ball explains it?

@ExploringReality, it didn't even cross my mind to do that.

My trip was clear-headed but very energetic, i.e., my body's sensations were crazy, which nailed me to the bed.

I don't understand how people could intentionally move in such states, especially symmetrically. But I can't.

Maybe unintentionally, you may move while having some energetic release, I don't know. But I doubt it would be symmetrical.

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@ExploringReality Yeah…. I’ve never done that symmetric yoga thing Martin does. It’s part of his own thing. 
 

I tend to look at my hands a lot though. I am still personally baffled by the 5meodmt experience. 


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5 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

No! No! No!

That is silly nonsense which is not necessary.

Stop being a monkey and sit and contemplate.

I'm only asking because you've mentioned in the past martin ball and he goes to quite length about what he calls non-dual energetic body movements etc and he always displays the way he moves during his trips, but I've never heard you talk about this and what your experiences like physically and what you do during the trip. I don't assume that I'm going to start moving like that during my trip, I'm simply asking because I'm thinking about this.

On every single one of my trips I either sit down or stand up in one place, in my room and I contemplate and ask questions, all of my trips are very philosophical and existential.

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I am not sure if my 5-meo is just weak, but if I plug less than 80mg I can get nice experiences, but nothing really life altering. I have only tried 60 and 80mg. Maybe 70mg might also be enough. But it seems really high.

I wonder if my ego is just too reluctant to let go. But it's also very different to when I took 5-meo many years ago. Then I was fighting it and low doses might actually be more terrifying than high doses then. Now there is no resistance, but also it feels like it's always the same when I take a high dose. 


I AM ~~## RANK = SD-32|SD-33 ## Title = "Imp. Abs. Max. Inf." ## E = True ++ ER = 0x0 ## Website: https://diemex.dev/ | .xyz ##~~

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I'm undergoing treatment for depression using Mirtazapine, which isn't an SSRI but is similar. Does anyone know if this will affect my experience with the psychedelic?

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