My Ayahuasca Trip

[Adamq8]

Sounds like a bad "energy or thought forms" got a hold of you when your guard was down, it is nothing to worry about, just let it go, trust that there is a Light which the darkness comprehends not, but that Light is mightier then the darkness, and it's there for you, just have faith.

The darkness is the going away or hiding from he that is Light, it has no dominion. 

There is such a Light brother that will embrace you and show you the Truth, evil is the absence of the Good and is nothingness, but not even evil can have power over the uncreated Light.

It destroys darkness. 

 

 

[Baum]

@Adamq8 Thank you, brother

@softlyblossoming i hope she didn't actually hurt herself

[softlyblossoming]

4 minutes ago, Baum said:

@softlyblossoming i hope she didn't actually hurt herself

I have no idea, I hope so too.

[Mosess]

6 hours ago, Baum said:

i still am kinda tripping, but sobering up a bit and it's fucking crazy.

i was so deep down into darkness, my soul is inside an organic torture machine made of flesh, eyes and spikey bones.

this thing is totally foul and crazy... you don't ever want to be in it.

complete closed of by this thing, there was no hope, no light, no feelings besides devilish intent and a foul burning like being surrounded by toxic gas, i guess it's called miasma.

my soul has been under the effects of black magicians and i think the ayahuasca trip amplified it.

jesus christ... was that hard

 

You should not trip that hard if you do not have the capability of letting go completely of your egoic identity, that is, who you think you are.

Ground your self in the present moment, and slowly, everything will fall into place

There is a lesson in every experience that holds a valuable piece of insight for the subject that claims to have experienced it.

Namaste.

 

[Baum]

@Loba  ah, someone experienced. thank you for the heads up, i am doing my best

@softlyblossoming well, then it woudn't be as funny.

@Mosess ehm, thanks, i guess?

[JuliusCaesar]

Putting aside the scientific perspective of harmala alkaloids contraindicating with tyramine-bearing food. It'd recommend that in the future you brew Aya in the traditional fashion. Mother Ayahuasca may not be a petty spirit, but she can be offended if you do things to disrespect her. Another thing I'd advise you to do is to fast at least 3 days prior to ingestion and for at least a day afterward. Fasting cleanses the colon of all the garbage that would ordinarily be present there, purifying the body and mind. It's unwise to use mind-altering substances with an impure vessel. Another thing, I recommend that in the future you only do Banisteriopsis Caapi. It contains alkaloids that put the mind in a state where certain things like telepathy and precognition are possible. Once you form a healthy relationship with the vine(Caapi) and it advises you to start doing Chacruna(Psychotria Viridis), then you move on to doing full-fledged Ayahuasca again. Now keep in mind, even if you do everything right it's possible to have bad experiences like the one you mentioned here. Aya breaks down the barrier between the conscious mind and the unconscious. So any demons you have lurking below the surface of your subjective awareness can rise to the surface. This is a good thing because it allows for the possibility to resolve whatever conflict is in you(like scraping waste off the top of a butter spread with a knife). But obviously, it may also traumatize you with no benefit(assuming you aren't prepared for the experience).

[Baum]

@Loba  hey, thank you. i was forgiving and send love towards, which kept me from going insane myself and being fully consumed, despite that it still kept attacking me, but i was in peace regardless. The thing was very hard to explore or communicate with, because it projected, whenever i detailed into it, its lunacy into my mind, which was distracting. that thing was completely crazy, there was no chance of communication.

i think this was the result of some astral body infections that have been put upon me by a cult that deals with hell entities and commits atrocities.

if this was the case, then i am not sure cleaning the surrounding would help, if it the source for it is inside me.

i am not sure i am able to have such strong love to heal it, it was a huge machinery with dozens of gone crazy tortured souls in it.

 

Edited February 10, 2022 by Baum