My personal feelings part 1

[Preety_India]

Trying to regain my composure. 

 

[Preety_India]

I have taken too much shit to ever be in a nice mood. 

 

[Preety_India]

Move the fuck on. 

 

[Preety_India]

I'm so frustrated right now. The day hasn't started well. 

It just doesn't feel right. 

Everyday I try hard to stay in a good mood and then something destroys it 

 

[Preety_India]

I just hate this place. 

 

[Preety_India]

I am waiting for the day when I will get 8 hours of sleep and I will not have to worry about my mom.. 

[Preety_India]

Haha omg 

This was hilarious. 

Anyway. 

[Preety_India]

I have so many things on my mind right now if I weren't distracted this bad. 

That's why I try to avoid people. It's best. 

#lessons learned. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Yup this is how it goes. 

 

[Preety_India]

Finally. 

[Preety_India]

Things are looking good from now on. 

I can stay positive hopefully.

I still feel like I lack in confidence. 

 

[Preety_India]

Been feeling nervous since morning. 

 

[Preety_India]

This forum is useless.. People just bully each other here.. 

I'll put the whole forum on ignore. 

I'll never interact on the forum again except very very few threads. Just rarely ever. 

People tend to gossip too much here and don't keep to themselves which I don't like at all. 

Defeats the whole purpose of why this forum was built.. 

I took too much nonsense here. 

One moderator told me that this forum is like being with an abusive lover. I'm like, no thanks. 

 

Time to not talk to anyone here. Please forget me. Bye folks. I never have a good experience here and this is probably my last. 

There is no point in taking breaks either. It's the same bullshit again and again. 

I won't talk to anyone except my partner. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I thought I could have a new life here again. But no. It won't happen no matter how much I try. 

 

Bye forum 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Did you forget about the rd idea and custom sort? 

 

[Preety_India]

https://www.actualized.org/forum/forum/16-self-actualization-journals/?sortby=forums_topics.last_post&sortdirection=desc&page=1

 

[Preety_India]

Sort sort sort sort sort 

 

[Preety_India]

It's like I'm not even going to be there. 

 

[Preety_India]

I'm trying to take stock of my life 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I suffered so much narcissistic abuse with my mom.