Preety_India

Love letters to Marcel

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5 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I don't know why this happened. I feel a bit restless and I had a dream where someone wanted me dead. 

 

I sent you all of my emotional pain before i went to sleep.

I am very curious if it caused this nightmare.

I apologize darling, i don´t want you to have nightmares :$

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I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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10 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I sent you all of my emotional pain before i went to sleep.

I am very curious if it caused this nightmare.

I apologize darling, i don´t want you to have nightmares :$

No it's not you. It's me. I was a bit anxious. My anxiety disorder is to blame. 

Your pain is mine. Give me as much as you can my honey. 


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Will do. I feel a lot better. Like a huge portion of my pain has vanished.

 


I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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@Marcel I am busy writing some love letters for you and learning German. 

I'll be back honey. 

 


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I like these gifs.they were all in my old journals. 

I used to think about my future boyfriend back in those days, almost a year ago or more. 

 

 

 

 

 

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2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

My boyfriend sent me a link for me to read. 

https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/twin-flames-signs-meaning-and-stages

 

He says we're twin flames. 

 

Ahhhhhh that's what I've been dying to suggest! That is exactly the thought that occurred to me!!


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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@Preety_India You're welcome, sister :) 


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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Today he wrote me a letter

 

 

We are twin flames. There is a fire burning in both our hearts. It is purifing and liberating. We share a soul. One part is with me and one part is with you and together we are whole. In all reality, we are the same person. I will make you strong and unassailable. You´ll be the strongest women on the planet. Anybody that is trying to hurt you is done for. Not physically. I am not violent. But i will break anyones spirit and repair it for that person, if it is miserable enough to drag us down. Instead of shooting bullets out of a gun i will let love and compassion be my greatest offense and defense. Our insecurities and scars form an impenetrable fortress. You are my gorgeous giggly goddess.

 


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I definitely want to be his giggly one. 

He reminds me of my most favorite song I used to post here for years. I think I even posted that song last year. 

Yea he is a dream come true. 

He is exactly like that song. 

 


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Omg yeah these gifs. 

Him holding me tightly 

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And this one... Him big, me small. 

 

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Him doing the Skeleton dance 

 

 

 

 

I'm in love with the shape of him. 

 

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Right now I'm thinking about him and I want him to sing this song for me. 

 

Yea yes yesss yess yesss this song. 

 


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My whole body trembles when I think of him. 

My body trembles like this song when I think of him. 

I feel like this song right now. 

 

 

 


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We are twin flames. Our fire is eternal and ever growing. We can burn the world down or enlighten it. I will follow your every command.  Nothing is more important then being in your presence. I only feel half alive if im not with you. I am Tony Stark and you are the reactor protecting my heart. Iron man may not be so romantic. So let me try again. You are the girl of my dreams and i am the angel protecting your essence. You are in my dreams. We already married in my dreams. You are my precious wife and i am your protective husband. Together we are one. Our union is pure and divine. Our love is everlasting and eternal. 

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I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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If I ever want to dedicate song lyrics to him 

Then these are the lyrics. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
I'll speak a little louder
I'll even shout
You know that I'm proud
And I can't get the words out

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

Something's happening
Happening to me
My friends say I'm acting peculiarly
Come on, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
Come along, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

 

 

 

 

I'm feeling super excited right now. 

 

Yes I wanna be with you everywhere. 

 

@Marcel I'm feeling too shy lol. So writing indirectly.

 


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I will follow you to the end of the universe

This life, i thought that i was through with her

I was almost beneath the earth and above the heavens

But something wanted me to stay here, maybe it was you

And anything i wanted is mine now, maybe it is you 

I want to burn the world down and rebuild it together with you

A place so heavenly and divine like never seen before

Love and Compassion are not wrestling with Hate and Ignorance anymore

All judgment is gone, every fear is faced and no face is showing fear

Children grow up with loving parents

Parents are growing together with their loving partners

Loving partners are planting trees and vegetables

These trees breath for us one day and keep us alive

They do so out of pure gratitude and benevolence for being planted

For being given life and the possibility to express themselves

And  don´t want anything in return besides a healthy environment

They want to see us grow

They want to see us grow in this eternal forest

Whatever we plant will come forth

And whatever comes forth does so voluntarily

 

 

 

 

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This song feels like total ecstacy. 

He is the guy in black. He is my guy in black. 

 


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This song is for you. I always used to dream a man like a Superman will sweep me off my feet. 

Well, you're that guy. You're my Super Duper Man. 

 


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To Dear Marcel, 

(please listen to the song) 

This song (only the music and general vibe, not lyrics) reminds me of how I feel when I am with him. It's so liberating and happy making. 

He almost impregnates me with happiness. 

 

 

I don't know what to say. It feels other worldly. I feel like I'm in a different kind of heaven, a romantic heaven. When I'm with him. It's like suddenly my life has a new meaning. 

I feel very pleasant and warmed when I talk to him. I become very happy and my happiness grows inch by inch the more I think about him. 

 

A million years of happiness won't compare to a moment with him. 

He is my fantasy hero come to life. 

He brings a heavenly smile to my face. He wipes away every fear, doubt, worry, anger, restlessness from my face. 

I suddenly feel calm and flowing and at peace when I'm with him. Gosh, He takes my breath away. 

 

 


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