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@Marcel your songs have a lot of energy. High energy. 


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1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

@Marcel your songs have a lot of energy. High energy. 

Yeah, sounds like me.

I am really energetic.

Sometimes it gets to a paint where i am not even able to exhaust myself and my body would break down from overload, when doing sports, which i of course tend to to its unhealthy extremes sometimes


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@Marcel haha. That's some mad energy. 

I'm a bit moderate though. 

 


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@Marcel haha. That's some mad energy. 

I'm a bit moderate though. 

 

It is quite intense and problematic at times. 

Try relaxing with that much power and energy in your system O.o

 


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It is quite intense and problematic at times. 

Try relaxing with that much power and energy in your system O.o

 

That would be tough. 

But you have to relax anyway. 

 


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That is were you help me quite a bit.

I can channel all of my energy to you, which makes me feel relaxed and ecstatic.

I don´t really know what i would do without you :x

 


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@Marcel we complement each other in that way. 

You tend to pacify my energy a lot. 

Like I feel very calm around you.. Otherwise I can be hyper. 

But I'm very shy and silent type. 

So i don't know if you're going to like it? 

I saw that most guys like a girl who talks a lot 

But I'm a girl who talks far far less. Words hardly ever come out of my mouth.. 

I don't know if my introvert nature is a hindrance? 

 


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32 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

@Marcel we complement each other in that way. 

You tend to pacify my energy a lot. 

Like I feel very calm around you.. Otherwise I can be hyper. 

But I'm very shy and silent type. 

So i don't know if you're going to like it? 

I saw that most guys like a girl who talks a lot 

But I'm a girl who talks far far less. Words hardly ever come out of my mouth.. 

I don't know if my introvert nature is a hindrance? 

No worries, i am basically the same way, not so much shy, but silent.

I may be active and do a lot, but i do not talk a lot either.

"I don't know if my introvert nature is a hindrance? "

I am a big time introvert myself, many people just zap my energy, it is perfect for me if i can be in an intimate one on one setting with you , i love it.

It does not matter if you talk a lot or if i talk a lot for that matter, i have the feeling that our connection is so deep and intimate that we would not need to say a word, and knew exactly what the other one is thinking, just by looking into each others eyes.

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Part 1:

Ah, i am like i am
Thank god that you never gave up 
Because when you  brought me to your home for the first time 
Mom and Dad were shocked 
I walked your dog 
And gladly tried working a 9/5
but despite all that  they were of the opinion
I would only be an antisocial prick who likes to lose his temper
Other people asked you: Do you actually fit together?
Can he even articulate himself?
To stay financially afloat
I drove these people in a taxi
I tried a lot of things
Folders copied, files sorted
Even though it was not part of my obligations
i even served coffee to my boss
internship here, internship there
Unfortunately, I haven't enrolled until today
or studied math
For you to like me even more, sweetheart, i would have tried everything
She said to me

Refrain:

Let others change and stay just the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I need you just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I like you just the way you are

Part 2:

I need you just the way you are
Let the others change and stay the way you are
Ah, you are how you are
The Love, it is probably in your nature
Enough of the norms, almost everyone
tried to mold you from birth 
Business and money,  fitness und Mode
Are just a small part of this ordeal
Just stay the way you are, because to me
your being is Pure enrichment
And if they stay
 stubborn, don't let me tell you anything
Because your Body 
is more then perfect and your hair 
Doesn't need a cure, Im just saying
I come from a different country
Does this fit together with you culture?
Nobody was really ecstatic in the beginning
when they first knew about each other
Forget about the time passing
Rather, stay in your lane
You know that i will always stay by your side
So you let me go on tour alone by myself, with a clear conscience
I take the oath, side by side with you
I said to her

Refrain:

Let others change and stay just the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I need you just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I like you just the way you are


Part 3:

Let the others change and stay the way you are
Dust throws up with every step you take 
I think i can built sky castles together with you 
You know all my shortcomings and failures
Even when i do not say anything, you know what ´s up
I just want you to never forget 

Refrain:

Let others change and stay the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I need you just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are
I like you just the way you are
I need you just the way you are
Let others change and stay the way you are

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4 minutes ago, Marcel said:

Let others change and stay just the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are

I love this. 

 


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6 minutes ago, Marcel said:

Let the others change and stay the way you are
Dust throws up with every step you take 
I think i can built sky castles together with you 
You know all my shortcomings and failures
Even when i do not say anything, you know what ´s up
I just want you to never forget 

This is very well written. 

 


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I want to translate something different this time.

As much as i love these love songs, i need a bit of variety.

 


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Bridge:

Get out of my way, no interest in any of your antics
Its better you keep your distance, 
Get out of my way, get off of my foot
Otherwise your face will kiss a wall
And yes i´ll stay calm, calm
But once too much is once too much
So better stay calm, calm 
And take that shitty grin out of my field of vision

Part 1:

I don´t know mercy, i burst into your city 
and shoot with a loaded one, because you have enemies
that´s how the streets work, nobody gets full here
on an empty stomach, nobody backs down here
They pose with weapons in their video clips.
But none of them ever shoot(pow, pow, pow)
They talk about how you can sell weed
but i don´t know anyone, none of them are dealers 
And believe me all of them are fake 
Everything is made up like in an anime
I walk over corpses, when it comes to making money
The weapon that i carry has quality

Refrain:

They only scream shoot, shoot, shoot 
until somebody actually shoots
Better get past me, past me me
Because the barrel has long been full, because it has been raining for so long
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you

Part 2:

It only works out until
the wrong person says something wrong
Everyone is only cool until
Until it bangs, and then they run away as quickly as they can 
They Scream Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang!
But then they run away, away, away, away 
We come out of the dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt 
And only a very few percent are authentic out here
Man, get who you want, to go to the party with
I don´t care, whether your associates come with you
You, You, You, say hello to mister makarov now
Huh? suddenly so pale in the face
Because none of your eight friends, homie, they cannot bullshit here
And rule number one
Words you have spoken cannot be unspoken
Rule number two is just as simple as it is good
You can't get into a shootout with a knife

Refrain:

They only scream shoot, shoot, shoot 
until somebody actually shoots
Better get past me, past me, past me
Because the barrel has long been full, because it has been raining for so long
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you

Bridge:

Get out of my way, no interest in any of your antics
Its better you keep your distance, 
Get out of my way, get off of my foot
Otherwise your face will kiss a wall
And yes i´ll stay calm, calm
But once too much is once too much
So better stay calm, calm 
And take that shitty grin out of my field of vision

Refrain:

They only scream shoot, shoot, shoot 
until somebody actually shoots
Better get past me, past me me
Because the barrel has long been full, because it has been raining for so long
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you
they want to shoot, shoot, shoot 
Brother, i am with you, Brother, i am with you
 


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I cannot put into words how i feel in your presence. You´re touching my essence.

I have never really desired sex in my entire life, but i cannot wait to touch, kiss and enter you.

I want to run my fingers through your hair.

I want to tie you up and make you moan, i want to make you mine, i am yours completely, you can even tie me up if you want to, i can be dominant or submissive, just let me know your wishes and i will comply.

I want to fully embrace every aspect of your being, i want to know your deepest thoughts and feelings.

I want you to fully express yourself, i want you to be your true self at all times.

I want you to be yourself completely, you are perfect the way you are, you complete me.

I feel an intimate eternal connection between us, a healing energy that can apeace the world.

I will stand behind you at all times, i will support you in any way i can. I shall fulfill your every desire my queen.

I want to share my all with you, i want to be completely vulnerable and open with you.

 

 

 

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I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

 

I cannot put into words how i feel in your presence. You´re touching my essence.

I have never really desired sex in my entire life, but i cannot wait to touch, kiss and enter you.

I want to run my fingers through your hair.

I want to tie you up and make you moan, i want to make you mine, i am yours completely, you can even tie me up if you want to, i can be dominant or submissive, just let me know your wishes and i will comply.

I like to be tied up 

 

35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I want to fully embrace every aspect of your being, i want to know your deepest thoughts and feelings.

I want you to fully express yourself, i want you to be your true self at all times.

I want you to be yourself completely, you are perfect the way you are, you complete me.

Yup

35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I feel an intimate eternal connection between us, a healing energy that can apeace the world.

I will stand behind you at all times, i will support you in any way i can. I shall fulfill your every desire my queen.

I want to share my all with you, i want to be completely vulnerable and open with you.

 

 

 

Yup. Please be. 


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45 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I want to share my all with you, i want to be completely vulnerable and open with you.

Please don't mind. Initially I was a bit too excited and out of excitement I put your username into the title of the journal. Later I realized, It seems it is kinda putting you in the spotlight. So decided to remove your name from it and simply keep it that way. I hope you don't mind. It's simply to have a sense of a closed environment in this journal so it's kinda not too much out there. You know what I mean. I hope you don't mind it. 

 


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This journal is exclusively for me and my lover to discuss things that are of a wider margin than just personal things. It's to give him enough space so we can grow together. 

I won't appreciate other people commenting. 

So please do not comment. 

 

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5 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Please don't mind. Initially I was a bit too excited and out of excitement I put your username into the title of the journal. Later I realized, It seems it is kinda putting you in the spotlight. So decided to remove your name from it and simply keep it that way. I hope you don't mind. It's simply to have a sense of a closed environment in this journal so it's kinda not too much out there. You know what I mean. I hope you don't mind it. 

 

I Completely understand what you mean.

I was a bit surprised to see my name in the titel haha

But you´re right, i suppose this is our personal journal, so a bit of little privacy may be a good idea.

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6 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I Completely understand what you mean.

I was a bit surprised to see my name in the titel haha

But you´re right, i suppose this is our personal journal, so a bit of little privacy may be a good idea.

Exactly. I'm glad that you didn't mind. I love how you deeply understand me through and through. 

We complement each other like milk and honey. 

@Marcel Btw, I like my profile. It's too cutely cute. Your name and my name intertwined in clouds.

 

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Just now, Preety_India said:

Exactly. I'm glad that you didn't mind. I love how you deeply understand me through and through. 

We complement each other like milk and honey. 

Yes, it is nothing short of a miracle. We probably will be able to communicate telepathically at some point haha

Our emotions and thoughts will become one, the connection we have is absolutely incredibly, i think something like this only happens once in a lifetime.

 

I´ll be completely honest, i feel a very big fear of losing you, you not being not attracted to me anymore for some reason for example.

I don´t know where this comes from, but i feel really insecure about this.

I can feel in my heart that my thoughts are not true, but it scares me.


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