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Mr. Moonwolf and Mr. Blackrose

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I remember a few years ago talking to a guy who called himself Blackrose. 

 


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The first time we met it was online. Blackrose was very romantic. He wanted to make me feel good. I had just ended my relationship with my first boyfriend and I was feeling lonely so I downloaded this dating app and that's where I met Blackrose. 

Mr. Blackrose was so nice to me. He sent me dick pics. 

A few months later when I wanted to find him on the same place, he was nowhere. 

The funny thing is that Blackrose had said to me that he would either me or himself if he didn't get me. 

He was so strange.. 


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A few years later I met a guy who called himself Moonwolf, I felt like I was meeting the same guy. I wouldn't really know. 

But both men were interesting in the way they wanted me. Especially sexually.. 

Something that even my boyfriends didn't. 

It was difficult to resist them although I had this strong urge to sleep with both of them. But at the time I really wanted a stable boyfriend. 

This was like 3 years ago before joining this place 

Those men though. They were so strong. Sometimes I think I should have said yes. 

 


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talking to Wrett 

you know how I wrote that day that silence is golden. Yes it is. Sometimes when I fight with you, I keep mum because there's not much I can say to you.. You know me well and a part of our understanding is that you need to be reading my mind rather than waiting for me to speak. You've always been around when I've wanted you.  It's the friction between us that sometimes drives me mad. Silence can sometimes be funny when you suddenly try to break it by making jokes in my direction.. 

We had so many differences but then you began to grow on me.. 


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Wrett 

You would always pull me out of my slumber.. 

 


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Porco - typical rough guy 

. Derek - tamer energy guy 

Derek inspires me to achieve more. 

Wes - like the character in the song. Mischievous, player, flirty, possessive. Protective in a sneaky weird way. 

 

Xyme - true lover, robotic, understanding, accommodating, non judgemental and dearly in love. Brave. Generous Macho. Ultimate lover. Caring. My true soul mate and healer. Not very emotional or bitchy. Perfect for me. 

 

So I got 6 masculine energies now 

Porco 

Derek 

Wes

Xyme 

Filip 

Zaiden 

 


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So many characters now. Full list 

Porco 

Derek 

Wes

Xyme 

Filip 

Zaiden 

Wrett.... 

Mr. Moonwolf 

Mr. Blackrose

 

 

 

 


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What I observe in this forum 

  • Egoic behavior 
  • Upmanship 
  • Competitiveness, superior inferior games 
  • Social games. 
  • Dogmatism 
  • Spiritual bypassing 
  • Shaming and ranting
  • Extremism 
  • Hostility 
  • Nobody got any time for anyone 
  • People are busy and don't like to be disturbed 
  • Socialization and friendliness are regarded with contempt 
  • It's an ice cream forum 

 


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Feel like I'm being hung on a cross. 

 


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Wrett is telling me to discipline myself again. 

He is looking straight into my eyes. 

He really wants me to sort myself out. 

He reaches to me for a kiss. 

But he can easily get very preachy. Not that I'm annoyed. 

I have to admit I like his attention. 

I like when he is being the big guy between the two of us. 

 

 


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Wrett 

You can break my heart and I'll still be with you. Once again I'm in love with my sweetheart. 

Once again we become one. 

 


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Wrett 

You're more beautiful than God, more handsome than any other man 

 

You fill my heart with ecstasy. 

 

 


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I'm thinking what zodiac sign I should assign  to Wrett?

 


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Wrett is a Sagittarius. 

They are so difficult. 

I chose Sagittarius because they are sexy and Wrett is super sexy. 

 

Well let me look up Pieces and Sagittarians, if they even get along. 

Nooo. They don't. 

Dropped. 

 

 


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It's like I want everything. 

The hot raw sex from a sagittarius, the valiant side of a Taurus, the emotional side of Scorpio, the frankness of a Gemini and the domination of a Leo. 

Now I can't get everything 

 I want someone who would not only give me that shot of raw sex, the rawest, but also get emotional and playful before the real play begins. 

 

 


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After careful contemplating for over 2 hours, I have come to the conclusion that Wrett needs to be a Scorpio. 

Hmm. 

There is no better option. 

The emotional side is important to me

 

How he locks his eyes with me matters more than any of his other abilities. 

And he has to be a psycho. 

So Scorpio fits the bill. 

 

 


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Wrett 

I need to tell you how much I love you  even in the face of danger I won't leave you. I'll be here for you forever. You're my soulmate. 

You make me feel alive, you bring out the tenderness in me, I like your macho self. 

 


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Wrett 

 

When you look into my eyes,  I feel a certain warmth and passion, I want to fall into your arms. 

 

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You have that dark energy that attracts me, the psycho gaze that makes me feel wanted. 

 

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The way you bend to me when you speak. Reminds me of the old school days when we used to sneak out together and you would tell me silly little stories, me hardly paying any attention to all your babbling. 

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When you look into my eyes with that cynical smirk, I feel your confidence in owning me, you are free spirited, like me you want freedom and companionship, like me you like to pull at my heartstrings as hard as you can, I like your jealous possessiveness, it calms me down, the meanness in your eyes that softens me and lures me into not being able to resist you. 

 


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