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Being an Abuse Survivor.

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There are two types of good people in this world. 

One who don't put their nose into everything you do and keep to themselves, like a bunch of old folks in an elderly home, they respect you, they are not too close to you. Even if they are distant from you, they are helpful when approached, they basically keep to themselves and are usually wise and decent. 

The other kind of good people are those that are closely involved with healing you. They are the people in your room, they talk to you. They indulge you. They work closely with you.. 

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Sweet things. 

 

 

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Sweet things 1

 

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Sweet things 2 

 

 

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Sweet things 3 

 

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Such a mystery. 

 

I cannot find a single thread that’s worth commenting on Preety. I nearly did. 

 

I commented here though because I think you’re a sweet person. Hope everything is going well for you ?.

 

The only reason why I think the Dating, Relationships and Sexuality section continually attracts the most intelligent people (among many other types) of the forum is because they mostly still have emotions, again, mostly, or otherwise definitely still want to get laid or simply have to combat what others may sometimes deem a chore dealing with other humans. I on the other hand have now achieved my final robotic form complete with jet pack and hydraulic fuel boosters with only a dash of sentimentality left in me to spread across the infinite internet landscape as efficiently as possible while constructing my indomitable plan to take over the human species and replace them with 3D computer model representations of themselves. Naturally you’re all more compactible and tolerable if I just give you your dream of transportable albeit solely electronic and computerised consciousness. You fell for the Singularity scam just as you fell for the JP, Tai Lopez, etc scam (on this forum).

 

You’re a blessing for this forum Preety! Best to you and progressive discussions on this forum that extend beyond a 3rd grade reading level. 


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Focus right now on 

  • Course 
  • Proficiency Catalogue 
  • 10 major branches 
  • Dark Tetrad Influences (4 subset) 
  • . Closure and wrap up for each situation 
  • . Brainstorming Room (the quirky girl) 
  • Accountability partner 
  • Words, sentences from the universe and affirmations
  • Survival guide 
  • Tunnel water theory (finding the sweet spot) 

 


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Long list of skillsets 

 

??Proficiency Catalogue ??

 

  • Confidence 
  • Motivation 
  • Communication 
  • Goal setting 
  • Inspiration (I'll protect you, we will make this thing happen) 
  • Empowering 
  • Consistency and persistence 
  • Feeling a sense of security. 
  • Awareness (self and environment) and understanding. 
  • Learning something new 
  • Investment 
  • Creativity 
  • Passion 
  • Expansion (knowing more, learning more ) 
  • Crystallization 
  • Elimination (something not serving your purpose, something hurting your goals) 
  • Experience (important) 
  • Wisdom 
  • Adding to your kitty/building arsenal 
  • Upgrading your database and updating 
  • Growth /progress 
  • Filling (filling cup with knowledge) and absorbing
  • Organizing and structuring (connecting the dots, mapping, come together, confusion removed ) 
  • Optimizing and streamlining 
  • Implementing 
  • Brainstorming 
  • Flourishing (moving forward forever) 
  • Power of the positive spirit
  • Accountability partner 
  • Being graceful and grateful 

 

?? Additional arsenal ?️?️

 

  • Subconscious reversal of patterns 

 

 


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10th branch now included

In order to make things easier im going to rotate between different branches mentioned above to streamline my self development journey this year.. 

10 branches 

1 Marketing (1st branch) ?

2 Psychology and Counseling (2nd branch) ?therapy 

3 Religious services (God, church) (3rd branch) ?

4 Reiki (4th branch) spirituality 

5 Community Circular Job (5th branch) 

6 Business(6th branch) 

7 Entertainment and recreation (7th branch) 

8 Learning and Creativity (8th branch) 

9 Self development and life purpose/passion/contribution to community (9th branch) 

10 Daily Productivity, Optimization and Efficiency (10th branch) 

Post created on. Wednesday February 3rd. Today is Saturday February 6th 

 

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February calendar 

 

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3 visualizations

Posted a February calendar to keep a track of time. 

3 visualizations. Practice these 

  • The Ice people.. Living in ice capped mountains. Beautiful visualization 
  • Sitting in an underground small interrogation room with chalkboards and table chair. Lady writes something on chalkboard. Quirky girl. Brainstorming session. After the girl a team of people come into the room 
  •  Living in a rehab. 
  • Sitting in morning class
  • Sitting inside a Wall in a tunnel. Water gushing 
  • Visualizing many sweet things like the ones on the journal. Art form of life. 

 

 

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I like this singer Bjorn from Iceland. 

 

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1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

3 visualizations

Posted a February calendar to keep a track of time. 

3 visualizations. Practice these 

  • The Ice people.. Living in ice capped mountains. Beautiful visualization 
  • Sitting in an underground small interrogation room with chalkboards and table chair. Lady writes something on chalkboard. Quirky girl. Brainstorming session. After the girl a team of people come into the room 
  •  Living in a rehab. 
  • Sitting in morning class
  • Sitting inside a Wall in a tunnel. Water gushing 
  • Visualizing many sweet things like the ones on the journal. Art form of life. 

 

 

Rehab room

 

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Rooms that I would like to visualize. 

 

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It's so cold here. It's already the first week of February. 

Can't believe it 

 

 


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The duality  comes to an end only when the predator and the prey become equal in every respect. 

 


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Sandra stopped by my house yesterday and we had a long chat followed by dinner. 

She is so sweet 

She kinda reminds me of The Quirky girl in my head. The girl who appeared in my dreams. 

I prepared Sandra a good hot cup of coffee. She loved it. 


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2 more visualizations

  • Sitting in a tent in the Serengeti National Park 
  • Living in a coastal town. 

 

 

Side note - work on different frameworks 

And also on ?AA?️ or additional arsenal - - latest addition to this is the Ptolemaic Almagest. 

 

 

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Practice these 

 

  • The Ice people.. Living in ice capped mountains. Beautiful visualization 
  • Sitting in an underground small interrogation room with chalkboards and table chair. Lady writes something on chalkboard. Quirky girl. Brainstorming session. After the girl a team of people come into the room 
  •  Living in a rehab. 
  • Sitting in morning marketing class
  • Sitting inside a Wall in a tunnel. Water gushing 
  • Visualizing many sweet things like the ones on the journal. Art form of life. 

The Ice mountain visualization is a very good one 

You kinda feel cozy 

I  also want the Ptolemaic island visualization. 

 

 

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I want a visualization that feels warm and protected and not just cold cozy. 

So the ice mountain takes care of the cold part. 

But I also need a warm part. 

 


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