Being an Abuse Survivor.

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Lol @ tiny Robbins 

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So I have the concept of the 3 devils that are really helpful to me 

 

First is the scary  devil or the red one, the one who spins evil and is cruel. This is the Snake. This is the conventional devil. I imagine this as a serpent. 

The second is the benevolent devil. This devil has red eyes. This is a protective devil who protects everyone. I imagine this as a young girl with fiery red eyes who loves staring at me. 

She stares at my soul. She knows my fiber. I'll call her Scary Red Eyes. 

The third devil is the Quirky Girl. 

She knows how to play tricks. She is the girl in the orange shirt.

The quirky girl loves creating new strategies. She is smart and clever and sassy.. 

 

The last is the iceman. He looks old but strong. He has strong values. 

He loves living in the mountains ice covered and hunts and eats and survives. But he is chill, his philosophy is deep. 

He just keeps to himself. 

Edited February 4, 2021 by Preety_India

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4 character subset 

1. The scary Snake Devil 
2. Scary Red Eyes or Benevolent Devil 
3. The quirky girl 
4. The Ice man 

 

All 4 combine together in an icy cold story in the mountains. 

 

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On 2/3/2021 at 1:03 PM, Preety_India said:

 10th branch now included. 

 

In order to make things easier im going to rotate between different branches mentioned above to streamline my self development journey this year.. 

 

9 branches 

 

1 Marketing (1st branch) ?

2 Psychology and Counseling (2nd branch) ?therapy 

3 Religious services (God, church) (3rd branch) ?

4 Reiki (4th branch) spirituality 

5 Community Circular Job (5th branch) 

6 Business(6th branch) 

7 Entertainment and recreation (7th branch) 

8 Learning and Creativity (8th branch) 

9 Self development and life purpose/passion/contribution to community (9th branch) 

10 Daily Productivity, Optimization and Efficiency (10th branch) 

 

 

 

 

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On 2/3/2021 at 4:30 AM, Preety_India said:

 

Long list of skillsets 

• Confidence 
• Motivation 
• Communication 
• Goal setting 
• Inspiration (I'll protect you, we will make this thing happen) 
• Empowering 
• Consistency and persistence 
• Feeling a sense of security. 
• Awareness (self and environment) and understanding. 
• Learning something new 
• Investment 
• Creativity 
• Passion 
• Expansion (knowing more, learning more ) 
• Crystallization 
• Elimination (something not serving your purpose, something hurting your goals) 
• Experience (important) 
• Wisdom 
• Adding to your kitty/building arsenal 
• Upgrading your database and updating 
• Growth /progress 
• Filling (filling cup with knowledge) and absorbing
• Organizing and structuring (connecting the dots, mapping, come together, confusion removed ) 
• Optimizing and streamlining 
• Implementing 
• Brainstorming 
• Flourishing (moving forward forever) 
• Power of the positive spirit
• Accountability partner 
• Being graceful and grateful 

 

 

 

 

On 2/3/2021 at 6:01 AM, Preety_India said:

Combining related fields 

• Marketing and sales
• Working crowds 
• Client handling 
• Psychology and counseling 
• Religion services 
• Victim Advocacy 
• Health  mental and physical 
• Entertainment 
• Self help 
• Business 
• Social Sciences and Networking 

 

• Marketing (1st branch) ?
• Psychology and Counseling (2nd branch) ?
• Therapy 
• Reiki (4th branch) 
• Religious services (God, church) (3rd branch) ?
• Customers, clients, victims, patients 
• Community Circular Job (5th branch) 
• Entertainment and recreation (7th branch) 
• Business(6th branch) 
• Learning and Creativity (8th branch) 
• Self development and life purpose/passion/contribution to community (9th branch) 

 

 

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

Remember this thread. The forum is a complex place. Language and communication are equally complex. 

 

 

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Maybe look for holes in the walls of the tunnel.. 

Whenever the water comes in, immediately sit in the holes of the walls so that the water doesn't touch you. 

This is like living on the edge of a knife.. 

It's also an escape trick. 

 

 

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

This is the same way you would live inside a rabbit hole. 

Don't go too deep 

Use a survival guide 

Protect yourself from the harsh weather outside. 

But at the same time whenever there is water inside this rabbit hole, stick to the walls so the water runs down and doesn't touch you. 

This is a great survival mechanism. 

 

 

 

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Survival is not just basic survival. It's a lot of things 

1. Basic survival 
2. Survival guide both physical and mental 
3. Survival against 

 

 

 

45 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

So I have the concept of the 3 devils that are really helpful to me 

 

First is the scary  devil or the red one, the one who spins evil and is cruel. This is the Snake. This is the conventional devil. I imagine this as a serpent. 

The second is the benevolent devil. This devil has red eyes. This is a protective devil who protects everyone. I imagine this as a young girl with fiery red eyes who loves staring at me. 

She stares at my soul. She knows my fiber. I'll call her Scary Red Eyes. 

The third devil is the Quirky Girl. 

She knows how to play tricks. She is the girl in the orange shirt.

The quirky girl loves creating new strategies. She is smart and clever and sassy.. 

 

The last is the iceman. He looks old but strong. He has strong values. 

He loves living in the mountains ice covered and hunts and eats and survives. But he is chill, his philosophy is deep. 

He just keeps to himself. 

 

[Preety_India]

Also added to the list are words, phrases and sentences from the universe. And affirmations. 

 

 

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• Course 
• 10 major branches 
• Skillset 
• Dark 

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Accountability partner. 

 

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monad

dyad

triad

tetrad

pentad

hexad

heptad

octad

nonad

decad

 

 

 

 

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I have been  imagining a girl in my dreams for the past few days and today I woke up and saw this clothing store ad girl and she looks exactly like that

 

 

Then I imagined her in a room like a dark room or underground place standing next to black chalkboards and a table. 

She was kinda lecturing me on something and we both were talking about certain problems in society. 

 

 

And there were messages written on the chalkboard that said "closure" and "wrapped up" 

It reminded me that whenever I was dealing with a situation, i would want to get to the bottom of it, I would closure and move on in peace only after wrapping up that situation/segment/episode /incident in my life. 

Edited February 4, 2021 by Preety_India

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So I imagine this girl in a room lecturing me. 

It felt good because we both were discussing issues and solutions to those issues. 

She was like the quirky girl minus the orange shirt. 

I will call this the brainstorming room with Miss B. B for brainstorming. 

 

 

 

 

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• Course 
• Proficiency Catalogue 
• 10 major branches 
• Dark Tetrad Influences (4 subset) 
• . Closure and wrap up for each situation 
• . Brainstorming Room (the quirky girl) 
• Accountability partner 
• Words, sentences from the universe and affirmations
• Survival guide 
• Tunnel water theory (finding the sweet spot) 

 

 

 

Edited February 4, 2021 by Preety_India

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How do you deal with cancer? 

• Early Detection 

 

 

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I kinda had all sorts of banshies and golems and  demons and elves and gnomes in my dreams 

 

 

Ugh. 

 

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Nice woman. 

 

 

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1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

This time no joking. Serious meditation okay? Say om and breathe away the stress. Don't be a lazy ass. 

 

Be like this doggo.. 

Keep incense sticks, mat and candles ready. Arrange the pillow. 

Now start. 

Om..... Om...... 

 

 

Now look at this picture below. Stare at the gif

C'mon. 

 

 

 

 

 

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6 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

These exercises help lessen anxiety. Try. Sync your breathing with these. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm a wounded lion. But I'm still a lion. 

 

Umm. A lioness. Lol. 

 

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I was Daddy's little girl. He told me to be the strongest girl. 

 

I had the best Dad in the entire universe.