Something casual

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Still 

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Beautiful! 

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I want to be hidden and seen, both at the same time.

Like, I wanna do so much good that everyone can't stop talking about me behind my back with reference to all my good deeds. I want all the girls to want to be with me, and all the boys to want to be like me.

I love being praised for my good deeds, but I don't like having people complimenting me and saying good stuff to me directly. It just feels awkward and embarrassing, and some people use that as manipulation, anyway. And while I can play it cool, I still prefer it the other way, where my story is so great and obvious that it needs not to be told, cuz the hero of the story is here.

But I know that cannot happen. It's an unrealistic expectation. At best, I could polarize people into some who love me and others who hate me. It's just the nature of humanity. You cannot please everyone, even if you try to, and you shouldn't. I'm not talking about pleasing people. I'm talking about expressing myself fully. Some people will like my expressions, and others will not.

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Eternal Battle.mp4

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Quote

Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.

After enlightenment, do the same fucking thing mindfully, but faster and better and with gratitude.

--Uncensored Zen proverb.

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Women are these sweet creatures that make up for half of society, and have control over the other half.

Happy women's day.

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Edited March 11, 2023 by Gesundheit2
Censored because it's a sexy song lol

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I hate to admit it, but I've been super horny in the past couple days. It's really hard to focus (pun intended).

The same raw feelings of attraction that I used to experience during my childhood are coming up. I want to hold a girl in my arms very tight and squeeze her with my strongest hug, smell her, kiss her, grope her ass and spread the cheeks, bite her neck down to her breasts, make her know that SHE IS MINE! ?

There's no particular girl in mind, but just the image makes me crazy. I keep trying to distract myself in order to preserve the energy. But I guess I have to give up every now and then. I don't always watch porn, but when I do, it's often in bed right before sleep. Mostly generic porn, but I also have a kink. I can't give up until the end of the day.

Talking about it actually helps. I've calmed down a little bit. But a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. I'm just an animal after all.

Edited March 11, 2023 by Gesundheit2

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Anyone who claims to have had sex with hundreds of girls is a liar. I don't care where you live. Even the most famous and active pornstars have had sex with nearly 1000 people over their entire career. Dating coaches are liars. The numbers they claim are simply impossible.

And anyone who claims that his girlfriend is too horny for him is also a liar.

Sex is a very rare thing. Don't bullshit me that it's otherwise.

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Edited March 13, 2023 by Gesundheit2
Probably wrong. Doesn't matter.

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Some people have daddy issues, others have mommy issues. And Leo has God issues.

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Leo's outbursts remind me of myself when I was Muslim. I used to jerk off then feel bad about it and try to abstain. Every time I would say this is the last time, I would stick to that for around two weeks or three max, but then I'd come back hornier and jerk off even harder. That's what happens when you try to repress certain parts of yourself instead of allowing them a healthy outlet. The masculine cannot control the feminine forever. Eventually she will explode in your face until you learn the lesson.

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???

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It is possible to achieve perfection in the human form! It is possible to become a perfect human being!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYUUMN!!!! This is powerful!

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Nothing beats hard work except technology.