Zigzag Idiot

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You're attempting to embarrass someone who doesn't want to be involved in nonsense, if you're going to post rude things - keep it about me.

 

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@zeroISinfinity Doesn't matter, this is what happened before where I had let go and wanted to do my own thing, and this only took me like a couple days to get over, I've been done with it from the near start - and this forum has a habit of dragging things on and then instigating a response, and I don't want to keep falling back into other people's nonsense.  The moment I bumped into them bad things started to happen and so I really don't want anything to do with that person, I don't want their name attached to my spiritual journey, I have them blocked on here and on a blocksite - so stop.  Also, I am not into that kind of stuff - it makes me anxious to see myself being misrepresented.  What if people then start interacting with me expecting something disgusting like that?  Had you genuinely looked at what I was trying to do?  Nothing from that was positive; all of it trying to pull myself out of a horror show, why would anyone move towards the results of that?

 

 

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@Loba What you don't want ➡️ what you actually want. 

Look at me. Love @Nahm I really do.Laughed my ass off. 

Son of a bitch becomes /is God. 

If I can do it. You can do it too. 

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I don't want to deal with anyone. Good riddance and good luck 

 

Edited by Preety_India

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How can someone treat me like trash when I tried to help them. Especially with no food for the past few days and conditions really bad at home to the point that I might suffer a heart attack. 

And despite all that I still tried to support and help. And every time it's the same damn thing. 

So now I'm responsible for all the bad things happening?? How reprehensible can this be? 

Keep supporting someone through their crisis only to be stabbed in the back later???? 

Not doing it anymore. I'm a human not a ragdoll on remote control. And I have opinions. Can't digest it then fine. I don't try to please people with false opinions. 

Moral - don't be with fake. It's not about me. 

 


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I'm a human. I'm not be the best person on the planet, but I'm not garbage. 

I don't need to lie about my feelings. 

This song perfectly describes me. 

The lyrics 

I'm only human
I'm only, I'm only
I'm only human, human

Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe I'm blind
Thinking I can see through this
And see what's behind
Got no way to prove it
So maybe I'm blind
But I'm only human after all
I'm only human after all
Don't put your blame on me
Don't put your blame on me

Take a look in the mirror
And what do you see
Do you see it clearer
Or are you deceived
In what you believe
'Cause I'm only human after all
You're only human after all
Don't put the blame on me
Don't put your blame on me

Some people got the real problems
Some people out of luck
Some people think I can solve them
Lord heavens above
I'm only human after all
I'm only human after all
Don't put the blame on me
Don't put the blame on me

Don't ask my opinion
Don't ask me to lie
Then beg for…

 

And I love cats. So this is for all cat lovers. 

No lyrics needed here. Only meow meow meow meow.. 

 

 

Edited by Preety_India

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Now you must fade. Because I need gentleness in life. I need someone with kid gloves so that I can move on peacefully and not have to deal with ruckus. I'm in pain as well. 

 

I want to chase the sun. Wherever life takes me. 

 

 

I don't care what you think of me anymore because I'm truly free. That's what matters most. 

 


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When I go out, I go out with a bang. 

This never ending charade.... 

In my case, when it rains, it pours. Because I'm not a sneaky bit*h.

What I thought was gonna be the death of me was my saving grace. - sums it up nicely. 

 

Stay with trash. No regrets. 

 


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Final exit. 

This is me saying a final bye to all the circus. 

I'm done and more than done. Done with your games. 

 

Lyrics 

Okay, I realize now, that everything that I did was wrong

Okay, I realize now, some things are better off said than done

Okay, I realize now, that maybe I'm not ready for love

Okay, I realize now, I finished us before we begun-un-un

I'm done, so done, I'm done with all the games you play

I'm numb, so numb, I'm numb to all the pain you bring

I'm tryna figure this all out for myself

I don't need you or nobody else, I'm done, so done

So done, so done, so done, so done, I'm done

(Oh, no, no-no-no, no-no-no)

I think that it's time for you to realize

That I'm not gon' be here forever but I

Wish that I was, but you were the cause

For every lit feelin', I'm feeling inside

Sometimes I sit and I think about why

I even trusted you, shit, I'm surprised

I'm walkin' away from you, it's about time

Want you to walk out and walk out of my life

And you, yeah, you (yeah you)

You stay on my mind way more than I would like for you to

And you, yeah, you

The reason I can't find no love, don't wanna find no one

'Cause I'm done, so done, I'm done with all the games you play

I'm numb, so numb, I'm numb to all the pain you bring

I'm tryna figure this all out for myself

I don't need you or nobody else, I'm done, so done

So done, so done, so done, so done, I'm done

Edited by Preety_India

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