Trip Report - 2g caramel shrooms

[Truth Addict]

29 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

Exactly, identification with thought-stories / thought-self.

Here's an additional wrinkle: the fear is identification with thought-stories / thought-self. But the suffering isn't. The suffering stems from not accepting the fear, i.e. from resisting it.

This distinction can make a big difference in how you deal with fear. The fear will start to decrease by time as you start applying awareness, and after enough time and practice, the fear will diminsh like it never was, and so will do the suffering.

Edited September 15, 2019 by Truth Addict

[DrewNows]

@Truth Addict we create our own truths ??

Suffering = resistance 

I respect your distinctions, let’s not get carried away in “finding a way”, “manplaining”, or “circle jerking” this psychological examination despite however fun masturbation may be  

(yes I said this because it’s funny as hell type of response) 

[Truth Addict]

@DrewNows

Was just offering a perspective. Take whatever you find helpful and throw everything else in the trash.

Good luck Andrew! ?

[DrewNows]

1 minute ago, Truth Addict said:

@DrewNows

Was just offering a perspective. Take whatever you find helpful and throw everything else in the trash.

Good luck Andrew! ?

You may project all you’d like  

I’m just trying to get a laugh out of you bro.

I’ll admit, sometimes I eat trash for breakfast. It’s a scary thing not to know, see, feel like the map is how the territory always appears 

(it’s okay to get mad too, sure fire way to find self deception) 

[Truth Addict]

1 minute ago, DrewNows said:

I’m just trying to get a laugh out of you bro.

Well, you've failed 

3 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

It’s a scary thing not to know, see, feel like the map is how the territory always appears.

I didn't really have this issue. I was fearless.

3 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

(it’s okay to get mad too)

God has banned anger from ever reaching me.

[DrewNows]

9 minutes ago, Truth Addict said:

Well, you've failed 

I didn't really have this issue. I was fearless.

this issue is the core of how the human mind works without awareness 

God has banned anger from ever reaching me.

god leaves nothing out of experience my friend 

Appreciate the chuckle, name a time and a place (I’ll bring the ? gloves) 

 

Edited September 15, 2019 by DrewNows

[Truth Addict]

7 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

Appreciate the chuckle, name a time and a place (I’ll bring the ? gloves) 

I could beat 5 more of you even in my sleep 

❤️

[TrynaBeTurquoise]

Thinking of double gramming some psilocybes today, this post is a good inspiration ?

[Truth Addict]

10 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

this issue is the core of how the human mind works without awareness.

I can't speak about what I don't know. So, whatever you say, bro.

12 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

god leaves nothing out of experience my friend.

Then you don't really know God.

[DrewNows]

Just now, TrynaBeTurquoise said:

Thinking of double gramming some psilocybes today, this post is a good inspiration ?

Send the ? GOD my love and enjoy! 

4 minutes ago, Truth Addict said:

I could beat 5 more of you even in my sleep 

❤️

Okay but this isn’t going to be a debate, I play holistically  

2 minutes ago, Truth Addict said:

I can't speak about what I don't know. So, whatever you say, bro.

My bad I didn’t know I was speaking to god (wait a min yes I did!)  

Then you don't really know God.

exactly bro, god/truth knows me not the other way around 

 

 

[Truth Addict]

1 minute ago, DrewNows said:

Okay but this isn’t going to be a debate, I play holistically

I meant that I could only beat you in my dreams ?

2 minutes ago, DrewNows said:

god/truth knows me not the other way around 

Circular logic. Your claim defeats itself.

In other words, how do you know?

[DrewNows]

1 minute ago, Truth Addict said:

In other words, how do you know?

Truth tells when I/me/ego unravels 

[Truth Addict]

1 minute ago, DrewNows said:

Truth tells when I/me/ego unravels 

Same mistake.

Circular logic. Your claim defeats itself.

In other words, how do you know?

[DrewNows]

3 minutes ago, Truth Addict said:

Circular logic. Your claim defeats itself.

Just depends how you want to look at it, but yes there’s a full ⭕️ So it obviously goes above beyond around through underneath any rationality 

[Truth Addict]

@DrewNows

I'll leave it at that for you to contemplate.

[Nahm]

2 hours ago, DrewNows said:

do you all know if yawning while tripping signifies anything in particular? (I’ve been told yawning sober is a sign the brain is trying to get more oxygen) 

The change in consciousness changes brain waves which trigger bodily sleep state signals into and out of the trip thresholds, so the natural response is yawning. 

[DrewNows]

@Nahm interesting thanks mate ?

[Nahm]

@DrewNows Why’s it associated with sleep...no?

[DrewNows]

11 minutes ago, Nahm said:

@DrewNows Why’s it associated with sleep...no?

Yes I think I understand 

my friend, the trip lasted only 4-4.5 hours and didn’t have a clear beginning or end...is this common? My first trip was like 6-8 hours of hell, of course, this was not in the same state of mind or level of awareness, but I am curious  

 

[Nahm]

@DrewNows 

Ya, for sure. We hold an idea of time. Let go of it / trip brain loses track of it, and there ‘isn’t any’, since there never was any. (Fascination’s great for non-repetition). Clocks are markers of duality & relativity. There’s only a now if there’s a then, can only go there if there’s a here. 

Conversely, there’s no such marker for awareness, as you are transcendent & all encompassing.        

Aware of time ✔️??       Time of aware X  ?? (nonsensical). 

It’s reality that doesn’t have a beginning or end, not the trip. The trip just reveals this, like clocks reveal dream.