No Fap/Sex For 1 year Goal | Journal

[SQAAD]

Day 37: I'm feeling like a million bucks! My body smells like... like pure testosterone. A smell that kinda makes me feel proud of myself.

Also the female attraction is strong & pronounced at this point. Many women are feeling the tremendous power that i carry inside me and they want some of that power for themselves, right inside them. Sorry ladies i don't have time for your needy BS (at least for this year).

 

I despise most human affairs. I see no love . All i see is chimpdom.Most guys don't love their gf.

What they really love is them sugar walls.

If your gf's vagina tommorrow suddenly disappeared then you would leave her immediately. Am i wrong? So this is your love and this is the reason i despise it. How about having a relationship with a women that you don't have sex with? Sounds insane , i know.

 

 

 

 

Edited June 5, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

Day 40: Sexual urges, sexual cravings have SIGNIFICANTLY SUBSIDED. I'm kind surprised to be honest BUT still i am expecting to be super horny in the following days.

I have trust/belief in the PROCESS . I know that the human body is so intelligent that it will figure out different ways to acclimate . If my body wants to release excess sperm then it will figure out a way to do it.

So i am expecting a wet dream in the following days also. I am not repressing anything. I am just transcending/reprogramming my chimp body & mind. We will see how it all goes.

In case i quit i will let you know guys. If it wasn't for this journal to keep be accountable i would already have quit...

Other than that i am feeling good. I was out for some drinks with female friends 1 hour ago. Made them laugh and have a good time. I decided to never drink alcohol again though. It's not for me anymore.

LETS GO!!!!!!!!

Edited June 8, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

Day 42: Today i was super super horny and bored...So i pulled out my d**k & begun stroking it w/ slow motions initially and faster & faster afterwards. Right before the climax i stopped so i don't ejaculate and ruin my nofap objective.

 

Almost had an accident at one point so i will think twice before doing this again lol. 

 

Edited June 9, 2019 by SQAAD

[Good-boy]

I am on 4 months of no fap and it definitely makes a difference in lower anxiety and extra energy. ?

[Shin]

On 09/06/2019 at 11:39 PM, SQAAD said:

Day 42: Today i was super super horny and bored...So i pulled out my d**k & begun stroking it w/ slow motions initially and faster & faster afterwards. Right before the climax i stopped so i don't ejaculate and ruin my nofap objective.

 

Almost had an accident at one point so i will think twice before doing this again lol. 

 

Yeah no it's not worth it

It's too much of a gamble.

[Gladius]

I've read the whole thing and it's more inspiring than any stupid marvel movie. Keep it up!