Did your first awakening experience feel this good?

[WildeChilde]

I felt relief more than anything from my first one, but the second one was exactly like hers: (starts at 4:50)

How was your first experience?  What it dramatic like this one or more subtle?  

 

[pluto]

I was having awakenings daily, quiet in nature as i had experienced extremes in my whole life so it was kind of a natural feeling for me like i was finally coming home but one day the awakenings stopped and something complete/infinitely more profound occurred.

The experience was so profound it was beyond any physical expression. I remained mute in absolute bliss, pure ecstasy without the excitement, pure knowing, pure understanding. I simply became the embodiment of the one infinite creator. I cannot exactly say how long this lasted as it felt like i was here but also not here all at once, nowhere yet everywhere.

I wish i had the words to explain in detail, it is pure magic.

 

 

[Ananta]

My first glimpse was in 2010 and it happened while watching a Self-inquiry video. It lasted a few minutes. I  felt shock/surprise, then wtf? (after thought reappeared)

.. More questions, then answers came with that first awakening, because I almost immediately "objectified" awareness/consciousness as something I no longer "had" when the experience ended. Therefore, the only knowledge I had gained was that somehow "I" was THAT (see objectified), but "it" disappeared.

I don't see it that way any longer.

[SgtPepper]

yes actually. I laughed a lot when I realized it was all me. 

[Guest Quanty]

The mind on the first awakening goes all knowing GOD mode hahaha. 

[from chaos into self]

My first awakening was super dramatic and had multiple hours of awakening and spanned across several weeks. 

 

well I guess then it was many awakenings. Oh, no, then, my first awakening was very quiet - I barely noticed it.