Hellish Health Problem

[Human Mint]

A week ago, last saturday, I got sick. It was at night after a big meal (maybe too big), where when I was trying to sleep as usual, even falling asleep, I sudenly wake up with such a panic attack. I felt a pain in my ears and I thought an insect was eating my brain. It was such an horriphic episode that I had to dial emergency. Never in my life I've been through something similar out of the blue.

Symptoms included temblors, feeling like collapsing, irrationalizations, confusion, panick. But I could speak, walk and had no blurred vision so emergency didn't took me. But it was so bad that at that moment I prefered to have a broken leg.

After walking for blocks to the clinic the symptoms subsided. In fact it was by movement that I felt ok.

This continued for several nights after. It was a specific moment of late day that my body just made a click and started going downhill. No past medical records, I am healthy, just nothing to track it to.

You might not be surprised that the doctor I attended to didn't have any clue and said it was just stress and laughed it off. Such a corruption, jesus. I paid a lot for just 15 minutes of attendance.

Fast foward one week later, I am making a full recovery. My first intuition is that food caused the problem. I basically took this entire week to pay close attention how anything ingested altered my state.

I don't now what the fuck happened. Luckily I am good now and I could recover all the missing sleep. A couple of days with just 2 hours of sleep, which makes you feel even worse.

I am happy I survived. And this whole situation made me see how people don't care about truth. 

I even realized I am immortal.

 

 

[Yimpa]

Been there haha.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-737

Edited Saturday at 05:52 PM by Yimpa

[Human Mint]

39 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Been there haha.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-737

At those moments I sure wish that it is just a hallucination. Where do I sign?

[Yimpa]

@Human Mint Well, I am glad you’re feeling better. I’ve dealt with health scares and issues my whole life, so it’s just become a part of my identity. Healthy people haven’t a clue about the seriousness of such issues. It’s one thing to see it on the news or from a loved one, but to actually live it is completely different. And they’re in for a rude awakening when it comes to them.

Edited Saturday at 06:46 PM by Yimpa

[Judy2]

@Human Mint

what a shitty doctor. something like that should be taken seriously. 

movement is a good measure in most cases, for sure. also sensory stimulation and distraction and/or reappraisal. although it would also be interesting to find out what is beneath these symptoms.

2 hours ago, Human Mint said:

 I felt a pain in my ears and I thought an insect was eating my brain.

a spider crawling into my ear is right up there on my list of fears along with claustrophobia and a shark attacking me inside a swimming pool.

creepy. 

[Natasha Tori Maru]

What did you eat?

[Human Mint]

15 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

What did you eat?

Like a cup of peanuts and two dishes of rice and chicken

I've had problems with parasites in my intestines in the past too. I forgot to mention that to the doctor

[Natasha Tori Maru]

16 hours ago, Human Mint said:

Like a cup of peanuts and two dishes of rice and chicken

I've had problems with parasites in my intestines in the past too. I forgot to mention that to the doctor

Parasites? Shit. That's a serious contender for explanation - my sister had parasites and they causes her anxiety and panic attacks of all things (as well as other symptoms).

[Human Mint]

4 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Parasites? Shit. That's a serious contender for explanation - my sister had parasites and they causes her anxiety and panic attacks of all things (as well as other symptoms).

Oh ok. That could fit, thanks for the report. Most likely. I've had also itch in my butt for some years always after meals. Which I didn't mention either.

Even if it's not that, doctor and all of my family was wrong in saying I was just making my head and it is just caused by stress and discarding another possible serious issue. 😡 That's why I say they don't want to get to the bottom of it. I would if I was a doctor, that would be like hmm... my job.

 

[Yimpa]

52 minutes ago, Human Mint said:

I've had also itch in my butt for some years always after meals.

I’ve had eczema flare ups in there before. Not fun! Thank God for doctors.

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That's why I say they don't want to get to the bottom of it. I would if I was a doctor, that would be like hmm... my job.

That part was fun for both of us  

Edited 33 minutes ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

53 minutes ago, Human Mint said:

Even if it's not that, doctor and all of my family was wrong in saying I was just making my head and it is just caused by stress and discarding another possible serious issue. 😡

I get that, I’ve had plenty of shit doctors in the past. 

Raising my consciousness and development over the years, and understanding my needs better led to higher quality providers. It’s not easy by any means, but things do get better with work.