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I’m scared of how much addictions can be disgustingly destructive

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Literally every baby borns god-like pure. And the more he lives the more he become corrupted by life. Life itself has a mechanism that is identical to drug’s mechanism of addiction. Living being are addicted to being alive because we permanently have inevitable survival instincts that provides us from dying right now. And addiction is good until the creature lives in the garden of eden and does not touches devilish stuff.
ANY SINGLE TYPE OF TOXIC SUBSTANCE (sugar, alcohool, nicotine, heroin, a toxic person, a toxic compulsive behaviour…) ANYTHING THAT GOD CREATED THAT WE MIGHT SOMEHOW TRANSFORM INTO POISON WITH OUR DEVILISH HANDS, WILL IMMEDIATELY START DESTROYING OURSELVES. 

Its like a natural selection. If the devil creates poison it will become addicted to it and it will destroy himself, because the memory of god that silently sleeps inside his mind, forces him to eliminate himself. 
i realized that if i want to live and love life fully with all my heart i must get awayfrom any kind of poison and any kind of devil, because in the moment you touch the poison you become another devil and you ll eliminate yourself as soon as possible from the face of the earth. 
Be careful what you touch, who you relate to, what you eat, what you do, getting infected is easy, and healing is very difficuilt, because the healing mechanism of the universe is basically forcing the devils to feel pleasure while killing themselves with their hands.

if you find youself into a similar situation the only way to get out is going against your devil self, against your ego, kill yur ego and come back your true self again. The process will be counter intuitive, you might feel like you re being masochist because you are killing your devil self that you think you are. Because you are very disconnected from your god self.

Humanity is auto destructive because we created so much devilish stuff and we are a huge mass of drug addicts.

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Why do drugs exist if God loves everything? This sound like satan speaking. You not loving them make it worse.

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@Hojo because god loves drugs, and god loves satan too, by letting him (satan) espress his nature freely

my ego is clearly scared of seeing this mechanisms

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@Asia P your ego which is satan is scared because God let's you express your nature freely? We cannot be corrupt we are uncorruptable. There is part of you the part when you sleep that cannot be corrupted. Ite invincible to corruption.

We come down here to get corrupted because its funny to us. You hating you bf cause he's drug addicted just adds more corruption to it. You hate it.

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@Hojo

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

@Asia P your ego which is satan is scared because God let's you express your nature freely? We cannot be corrupt we are uncorruptable. There is part of you the part when you sleep that cannot be corrupted. Ite invincible to corruption.

We come down here to get corrupted because its funny to us. You hating you bf cause he's drug addicted just adds more corruption to it. You hate it.

i dont hate addiction. I started the text writing about the fact that addiction is the mechanism that keeps us alive.

the god self is of course uncorruptable.

the ego self is corrupted because life works this way and it s a perfect system.

my ego is scared of death. That is why my ego is scared of poisonus addiction, because they lead to death.

i might not expressed my concept properly in the first message

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1 hour ago, Hojo said:

You hating you bf cause he's drug addicted just adds more corruption to it. You hate it.

I quite sure that i haven’t said anything like that. I said that life ‘s addiction mechanism threats me because is autodistructive. Because i’m obviously scared of death

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Addiction is one of life’s deepest traps. It doesn’t begin because someone is weak. Or because they want to destroy themselves. More often it begins because they are searching for something every human longs for. Peace. Happiness. Relief. Love. Or even a sense of the divine.

As someone who is addicted to nicotine myself. I know it is more than just an emotional escape. There is a real physical dependence on the substance. That makes walking away incredibly difficult. People often say. Just quit. But they don’t understand the battle happening inside.

Many who struggle with addiction carry invisible burdens. Chronic illness. Emotional pain. Childhood trauma. Depression. Loneliness. Or an existential crisis that leaves them searching for meaning. The drug. The cigarette. The drink. It offers temporary comfort. For a brief moment it quiets the storm. But eventually you awaken to the painful truth. The very thing that promised relief has been deepening your suffering all along.

Breaking free isn’t always as simple as making a decision. Sometimes life has to teach us through experience. Sometimes karma has to run its course. Until you finally see that the addiction is no longer easing your pain. It has become part of it. Those lessons are often learned the hard way.

So before judging someone trapped in addiction. Remember that every person has a story you cannot see. Don’t condemn people for the wisdom they haven’t yet gained. Or the experiences they haven’t yet lived through. Compassion reaches places that judgment never will.

I believe that at their core. Most people are acting from what they believe will bring them relief. Peace. Or happiness. We may choose the wrong paths. But the longing beneath them is deeply human. What people need most isn’t condemnation. They need understanding. Patience. And hope.

 


“God is the Alpha Omega .. the beginning-less  beginning and the endless end . 
He is the first without start . He is the last without end . He is the manifest actuality ..nothing covers him . He is the most hidden essence  ..nothing can grasp him .. nothing below him or more subtle than him .The ego is the belief I’m separate from god . Because being god is too good to be true .No matter how dark it gets or difficult it gets ..no matter how long it is going to take .. my destiny is the infinite happiness and infinite joy and love as the best thing ever ..God .  “

-that’s a me .

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Your profile picture makes me want to pretend to be interested in your topic just to simp.


Take a bit of Monster

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1 hour ago, Hojo said:

 

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13 minutes ago, Asia P said:

@Hojo

i dont hate addiction. I started the text writing about the fact that addiction is the mechanism that keeps us alive.

the god self is of course uncorruptable.

the ego self is corrupted because life works this way and it s a perfect system.

my ego is scared of death. That is why my ego is scared of poisonus addiction, because they lead to death.

i might not expressed my concept properly in the first message

Then you got your answer do har drugs overcome your fear by being addicted. Satan says dont do drugs kids.  God says do whatever you want you are free.

Isn't it weird that drugs make you see God? Thats why they do them because they do the drugs and feel God.

How can God be in the drug?

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1 hour ago, Hojo said:

@Asia P your ego which is satan is scared because God let's you express your nature freely? We cannot be corrupt we are uncorruptable. There is part of you the part when you sleep that cannot be corrupted. Ite invincible to corruption.

We come down here to get corrupted because its funny to us. You hating you bf cause he's drug addicted just adds more corruption to it. You hate it.

We come to life to get corrupted of course, but we also come here to realize our divine nature at the end. And to realize god we must break trough addictions and ego. Or realize trough actual death, it depends

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Just now, Asia P said:

We come to life to get corrupted of course, but we also come here to realize our divine nature at the end. And to realize god we must break trough addictions and ego. Or realize trough actual death, it depends

Everyone tell me not to take drugs and I didn't and didn't see God

 Then I took a drug and saw it. I wonder why.

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@Hojo

3 minutes ago, Hojo said:

Then you got your answer do har drugs overcome your fear by being addicted. Satan says dont do drugs kids.  God says do whatever you want you are free.

Isn't it weird that drugs make you see God? Thats why they do them because they do the drugs and feel God.

Im not sure i got your point here. Why satan would tell anything about drugs? 
addictive drugs doesnt make you see god. Psychedelics does, but they dont cause any addiction. Thats exactly why they do 

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Just now, Hojo said:

Everyone tell me not to take drugs and I didn't and didn't see God

 Then I took a drug and saw it. I wonder why.

Cause you took a psychedelic maybe? Or did you see god on high dose of nicotine? 

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@Asia P he dosent want you to do them because that's how you become free. This is mirrored world. Whatever society tells you not to do will reveal God.

If society tells you something is bad you know its good and satan is hiding you from it.

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14 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Addiction is one of life’s deepest traps. It doesn’t begin because someone is weak. Or because they want to destroy themselves. More often it begins because they are searching for something every human longs for. Peace. Happiness. Relief. Love. Or even a sense of the divine.

As someone who is addicted to nicotine myself. I know it is more than just an emotional escape. There is a real physical dependence on the substance. That makes walking away incredibly difficult. People often say. Just quit. But they don’t understand the battle happening inside.

Many who struggle with addiction carry invisible burdens. Chronic illness. Emotional pain. Childhood trauma. Depression. Loneliness. Or an existential crisis that leaves them searching for meaning. The drug. The cigarette. The drink. It offers temporary comfort. For a brief moment it quiets the storm. But eventually you awaken to the painful truth. The very thing that promised relief has been deepening your suffering all along.

Breaking free isn’t always as simple as making a decision. Sometimes life has to teach us through experience. Sometimes karma has to run its course. Until you finally see that the addiction is no longer easing your pain. It has become part of it. Those lessons are often learned the hard way.

So before judging someone trapped in addiction. Remember that every person has a story you cannot see. Don’t condemn people for the wisdom they haven’t yet gained. Or the experiences they haven’t yet lived through. Compassion reaches places that judgment never will.

I believe that at their core. Most people are acting from what they believe will bring them relief. Peace. Or happiness. We may choose the wrong paths. But the longing beneath them is deeply human. What people need most isn’t condemnation. They need understanding. Patience. And hope.

 

I think that the title i used was a little provocative. Dont misunderstand me, i’m not judging drug addicts, im judging the behaiviour and the mechanism of addiction. I am a drug addict too also if i dont smoke cigarettes etc, everyone is corrupted by life 

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3 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Asia P he dosent want you to do them because that's how you become free. This is mirrored world. Whatever society tells you not to do will reveal God.

If society tells you something is bad you know its good and satan is hiding you from it.

What? are you saying that alcohol makes you see god? And it is good to drink because it is in constrast of what society tells us? Im confused

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19 minutes ago, Asia P said:

I think that the title i used was a little provocative. Dont misunderstand me, i’m not judging drug addicts, im judging the behaiviour and the mechanism of addiction. I am a drug addict too also if i dont smoke cigarettes etc, everyone is corrupted by life 

Life has opposites. You appreciate the good because there is the bad . You appreciate the light because there is darkness . 


“God is the Alpha Omega .. the beginning-less  beginning and the endless end . 
He is the first without start . He is the last without end . He is the manifest actuality ..nothing covers him . He is the most hidden essence  ..nothing can grasp him .. nothing below him or more subtle than him .The ego is the belief I’m separate from god . Because being god is too good to be true .No matter how dark it gets or difficult it gets ..no matter how long it is going to take .. my destiny is the infinite happiness and infinite joy and love as the best thing ever ..God .  “

-that’s a me .

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All compulsion is emotional. It's the unconscious desire to have certain feelings and experiences happen through certain habits. Nicotine is often the emotional desire for rest and energy, among other things.

Quitting an addiction is hard because it feels like missing out. You get over an addiction when you no longer feel like your missing out.

Chemical addiction is the mechanical aspect of addiction and is in large part where addiction can become quiet dangerous, like alcoholism. Chemical addiction often needs professional help. 

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