I’m scared of how much addictions can be disgustingly destructive

[Asia P]

Literally every baby borns god-like pure. And the more he lives the more he become corrupted by life. Life itself has a mechanism that is identical to drug’s mechanism of addiction. Living being are addicted to being alive because we permanently have inevitable survival instincts that provides us from dying right now. And addiction is good until the creature lives in the garden of eden and does not touches devilish stuff.
ANY SINGLE TYPE OF TOXIC SUBSTANCE (sugar, alcohool, nicotine, heroin, a toxic person, a toxic compulsive behaviour…) ANYTHING THAT GOD CREATED THAT WE MIGHT SOMEHOW TRANSFORM INTO POISON WITH OUR DEVILISH HANDS, WILL IMMEDIATELY START DESTROYING OURSELVES. 

Its like a natural selection. If the devil creates poison it will become addicted to it and it will destroy himself, because the memory of god that silently sleeps inside his mind, forces him to eliminate himself. 
i realized that if i want to live and love life fully with all my heart i must get awayfrom any kind of poison and any kind of devil, because in the moment you touch the poison you become another devil and you ll eliminate yourself as soon as possible from the face of the earth. 
Be careful what you touch, who you relate to, what you eat, what you do, getting infected is easy, and healing is very difficuilt, because the healing mechanism of the universe is basically forcing the devils to feel pleasure while killing themselves with their hands.

if you find youself into a similar situation the only way to get out is going against your devil self, against your ego, kill yur ego and come back your true self again. The process will be counter intuitive, you might feel like you re being masochist because you are killing your devil self that you think you are. Because you are very disconnected from your god self.

Humanity is auto destructive because we created so much devilish stuff and we are a huge mass of drug addicts.

Edited 2 hours ago by Asia P

[Hojo]

Why do drugs exist if God loves everything? This sound like satan speaking. You not loving them make it worse.

Edited 1 hour ago by Hojo

[Asia P]

@Hojo because god loves drugs, and god loves satan too, by letting him (satan) espress his nature freely

my ego is clearly scared of seeing this mechanisms

Edited 1 hour ago by Asia P

[Hojo]

@Asia P your ego which is satan is scared because God let's you express your nature freely? We cannot be corrupt we are uncorruptable. There is part of you the part when you sleep that cannot be corrupted. Ite invincible to corruption.

We come down here to get corrupted because its funny to us. You hating you bf cause he's drug addicted just adds more corruption to it. You hate it.

Edited 57 minutes ago by Hojo