Leo, how is your dream still intact.

[Inception]

From personal experience my dream was about to collapse as I was about to awaken. Leo’s awake but his reality is still intact, how come?

[Leo Gura]

You'd have to define what all those terms mean. I don't know exactly what you mean.

[Inception]

When I was about to awaken I was about to go insane. My objects was “talking” to me, time moved unusually fast, things where shaking. It was clear that my reality was about to fall apart and the dream would end as i knew it. Yet, you’re fully awake and seem to be living a normal life. You’ve said it’s possible to continue live after you awaken, but it seems to me that awakening is the end.

[Hayato]

There is awakening within the dream and awakening from the dream altogether.

2 different things.

[Leo Gura]

1 minute ago, Inception said:

you’re fully awake

I don't claim that.

Sounds like your mind may lack stability. Do you have mental health issues?

My mind is naturally very solid without psychedelics.

[OBEler]

@Inception how did your awakening happen? Was it induced through psychedelics? 

Do you still have these effects? 

[Inception]

3 minutes ago, OBEler said:

@Inception how did your awakening happen? Was it induced through psychedelics? 

Do you still have these effects? 

Through love, although it never fully happened. I never did a psychedelic in my life nor any other drug besides alcohol.

 

[Leo Gura]

@Inception What is your mental health history?

Awakening is quite different for people with mental health issues.

Edited 29 minutes ago by Leo Gura

[Inception]

4 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

@Inception What is your mental health history?

Anxiety and paranoid schizophrenia.

I went to the psych ward and it ruined my life. Mental health issues was just an excuse. I was about to awaken from the real psychosis of egoic life. I pretended it was an issue. What we call mental health issues was the awakening.

Edited 25 minutes ago by Inception

[Leo Gura]

27 minutes ago, Inception said:

What we call mental health issues was the awakening.

I doubt that.

You have other stuff going on in addition to spiritual experience.