happiness

[Ziran]

 

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

i've been contemplating the topic of happiness

In English there's two general categories of happiness:

1)  "Acclaim" - this is the feeling one has when a beneficial story the individual has crafted for themself comes to fruition such that it's undeniable, "written with fire in the sky", for everyone to see.  Example:  designing a house, and then feeling happy when it is completed.

2) "Joy" - this is the feeling one has when a malevolent story the individual has crafted for themself flips dramatically such that the malevolent has become benevolent.  Bad has flipped to good.  Example:  getting on a roller-coaster, slowly going up the big hill, dangling over the edge, then... whoosh you feel like you're flying not falling.

Acclaim is a satisfying feeling which settles the mind-and-heart ,the psyche.
Joy, in stark contrast is an arousal which unsettles the mind-and-heart, the psyche.

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

i still see some obstacles that i would like to discuss

ok

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

even when life is good or when we see some improvements, we can still worry about the future, what may go wrong, what may be taken away, what may fail....and if we followed through with that logic, it could technically mean that we can never be happy because there is always a chance that something will go wrong. 

 Because these stories are open-ended, it's challenging to encounter either acclaim or joy.

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

how do you free yourself from this anxiety?

2 ways that work for me:

Transmute the anxiety into wonder.  They're distant opposing extremes of the same underlying cognition.   Either one can be derived from its opposing partner.   In this modern world, with instant access to facts and knowledge, wondering has become discouraged.  Most people don't appreciate the unknown.  Unknowns are outside of their locus of control.  Modern people don't like that.  They want to know.  Knowing makes them feel powerful.  Instead, embrace the unknown as a source of awe and wonder.  Find pleasure in the unknown as a source of surprise.  This technique is useful because the inner-story telling doesn't need to change.  It naturally cultivates joy when the unknown potential for harm/losing is replaced by unknown potential for help/gaining.

Another way involves chopping up the inner-story into bite-size chunks which have distinct endings.  Then, do the work to map out how to get to the endings of these bite size "side-quests" for lack of a better word.  Look for opportunities to flip the script on the harmful/losing outcomes.  And do the work to "stack the deck" in your favor to accomplish the helping/gaining outcomes.  

Specifically how?

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

just detach completely?

My vote?  No.  It's the opposite.  Happiness necessarily is attached to outcome.  Detachment brings stasis and a form of bliss which is like returning to the womb.  Many people are seeking this due to trauma, frustration, and bafflement.  But, it's not a panacea for everyone.  Those who seek detachment religiously, and are devoted to it like a god, will say it's the **only** way.  And it's true for them.  It is the **only** way for them. 

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

it's also naive to say that our happiness as human beings isn't tied to certain conditions (health, social bonds, etc.).

Agreed.  This is the distinction between happiness, in all its forms, and bliss in all its forms.  Detachment is an inward-journeying.  Embracing the unknown as a path towards enlightenment ( literally en-lightening the burdens of life ) is called by many a "Fool's Journey".  It's out-going.  It's the opposite of detachment.  It's integrating/connecting.

The Fool is the unexpected hero of this story.   See below, in a spoiler to save space on-screen.  The story is included in the Tarot pantheon/construct, but, the purpose isn't foretelling the future.  The purpose is to find the Hero-Fool as it exists within oneself and others.  Once it is found within the heart-and-mind, it can be called on in response to life's events, connecting them to opportunities instead of defaulting into void.

 

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19 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

I don't understand what are you saying. 

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Pain is quite simply the thought of evil taking on form, and then working havoc in your divine mind. Pain is the penalty you have gladly paid not to be free. In pain does fear appear to triumph over love, and time replace eternity and Heaven. And the world becomes a cruel and a bitter place, where sorrow rules and little joys give way before the onslaught of the savage pain that waits to end all joy in misery.

Lay down your arms dear child, and come without defense into the quiet place where perfect peace holds all things still at last. Lay down all thoughts of harm and of fear. Let no attack enter with you. Lay down the cruel sword of judgment that you hold against your throat, and put aside the withering assaults with which you seek to hide your majesty.

 

[Ziran]

7 hours ago, Judy2 said:

many people (myself included) corrupt the meditative space by daydreaming, overthinking, etc. it's kind of what i do when i'm running and trying to think of the right thing to think about

It's a transitional stage of meditative cognition.  The heart is "Running and Returning" like the "living creatures" in Ezekiel's vision of the heavens.  The advice given, traditionally, "If your the heart is running, return it to *the-place-beyond* " which is envisioned as a distant point.  Then carry on with the meditation. 

Alternatively, some consider these errant thoughts to be blessings in disguise.  They take note of them like one would do in a dream journal.

Either way, trying to avoid the thoughts usually backfires, so, just go with the flow.