Could you help me

[ladelle]

Hello everyone,

I don’t know how to introduce this, I set up a gofundme but I’m very isolated person because of my personal & spiritual journey (I could say more about that…) so I have no one to share it with to get the help I desperately need. I live in a small village with no car and not a lot of public transport, it doesn’t help to find a job. I’ve missed jobs opportunities and even job datings because of that. The gofundme would be to raise a (relatively) small amount (2000€) to buy a car and stop being stuck in that situation. I am estranged from my family and even if it was not the case I am are geographically far from them and they can’t help me financially. I am afraid that if I don’t get out of this situation now I will get stuck and it will get worse. It’s been a while that I am stuck but for whatever reason I thought I would managed to get out of it. I must admit that spirituality didn’t help for that. 
 

I would like to know what you think about think, what would you do if you were me and is it ok if I share the GoFundMe link here. 

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[Jannes]

@ladelle How did spirituality get in your way? 

[Raze]

Get a bicycle, sell your plasma, get a online remote job.

[ladelle]

On 17/05/2026 at 0:32 AM, Jannes said:

@ladelle How did spirituality get in your way? 

To be honest, I’m not even sure how it started, I think it was because at some point I was dissociated, I was questioning myself a lot because of that, I ended up with personal development/new age spirituality, then non duality, solipsism, Leo Gura, I took some magic mushrooms so I experienced being God… 

[ladelle]

On 17/05/2026 at 6:57 AM, Raze said:

Get a bicycle, sell your plasma, get a online remote job.

I thought about getting a bike but my job opportunities are too far from where I live to go on a bike. Where I live (Europe) you can’t sell your plasma. If I could get a 100% remote job it would be perfect.
 

I thought about selling stuff online (like clothings etc.) but to be honest I have nothing to sell, my apartment is almost empty. On several occasions, I had to let some people enter the apartment (electricians, workers, plumbers…) and I felt embarrassed because it was so empty, I was pretending that it was because I was about to move, which was not true. At some point, a guy asked me where I was sleeping and eating because I have no bed or couch, and no stove, I didn’t reply, I just said I was about to move and made funny jokes like “I sleep suspended in the air, in levitation…“ the truth is that I am literally sleeping on the floor (which is not as uncomfortable as you may think) and I eat food that don’t need to be cooked. In reality, I would need more than 2000€, but not having furnitures doesn’t affect me that much so it’s not my priority, I just need a car, then a job. The car in itself would help me to get furnitures even for free, people want to get rid of their stuff all the time, without a car I can’t move to their place to retrieve them.

[Hasson_Miah]

Get a fat tyre dual battery electric bike. Never worry about paying for fuel, insurance, road tax etc. 

[ladelle]

I created a GoFundMe, if someone wants to contribute. Here is the link : ) https://gofund.me/624d89716

[ladelle]

On 21/05/2026 at 7:11 PM, Hasson_Miah said:

Get a fat tyre dual battery electric bike. Never worry about paying for fuel, insurance, road tax etc. 

I like the idea of having a electric bike but I can’t afford one and to be honest a car is a better option when it rains etc… 

[ladelle]

It’s where I Iive, in the countryside 

[Hasson_Miah]

@ladelle true for the rain part

[Hasson_Miah]

@ladelle ew boring countryside. I just came back from riding my fat tyre ebike in the city centre of Birmingham loads of parties and raves, beautiful city scenery, lovey red porshce infront of me that I gapped ( british term for over taking in style ). 

[ladelle]

18 minutes ago, Hasson_Miah said:

@ladelle ew boring countryside. I just came back from riding my fat tyre ebike in the city centre of Birmingham loads of parties and raves, beautiful city scenery, lovey red porshce infront of me that I gapped ( british term for over taking in style ). 

It’s not boring, it’s relaxing  I don’t think I would like to live in big cities, maybe just a few days per week, I need some quiet and relaxing time

 

Edited 4 hours ago by ladelle

[ladelle]

It hurts that no one is really helping me, I don’t know what to do, where could I share the gofundme link, I know no one irl who could help me, I’m very isolated

[ladelle]

Why people want to have kids if it’s to abandon them

[Phil King]

2 hours ago, ladelle said:

It hurts that no one is really helping me

It hurts us more that you cant help yourself

[ladelle]

38 minutes ago, Phil King said:

It hurts us more that you cant help yourself

I’m trying to help myself by posting this