Absolute Authority / Infinite Will / Omnipotence

[JoshB]

Im curious for those who have realized these directly what the awakening to them was like and how they have altered your direct experience. 

Your Will as Reality itself 

Edited Wednesday at 07:45 PM by JoshB

[No1Here2c]

This is an insight of self transcendence. It is not that you as egoself becomes an all supreme being & can do however you please.

Is it in recognition that egoself is falsehood that consciousness expands to include all authority imposed upon your limited self. You merge with God, but not in the sense you may initially imagine this.

[Willy Phallicus]

Words can never really do it justice but my awakening all those after it basically amount to the same thing - Im a bored and lonely god and this is what a bored and lonely and infinite god does - escape loneliness and boredom and infinity by forgetting who I truly am so I can bask in the glory of limitation, finiteness and other.  The only thing that makes being limitless interesting is pretending not to be limitless.  The only thing that can titillate the immortal is the threat of non existence - even if there's no real threat to be realized.

As far as how its altered my experience, well, it hasn't really done much in that department at the surface level.  Im still carrying water and chopping wood.  It is my understanding that I am here to carry water and chop wood because for all intents and purposes, I really have nothing better to do.

[Hojo]

Its your will but not your characters will

When you play skyrim your character isn't willing to be part of the game but you are, you something outside of the game.

Edited Wednesday at 11:06 PM by Hojo

[emil1234]

8 hours ago, Willy Phallicus said:

Words can never really do it justice but my awakening all those after it basically amount to the same thing - Im a bored and lonely god and this is what a bored and lonely and infinite god does - escape loneliness and boredom and infinity by forgetting who I truly am so I can bask in the glory of limitation, finiteness and other. 

 

not to degrade your experience, but this is an intermediary realization - i point this out because i was stuck in the same realization for years, and  clinging to the idea of reality being but the escape of an infinitely bored, lonely god, is such a pity and depressing outlook on reality - when what it really is, is Absolute Good, Absolute Love, absolute Miracle

Edited Thursday at 06:39 AM by emil1234

[Breakingthewall]

16 hours ago, Willy Phallicus said:

Im a bored and lonely god and this is what a bored and lonely and infinite god does - escape loneliness and boredom and infinity by forgetting who I truly am so I can bask in the glory of limitation,

That's just an hallucination that happens in psychedelic trips. Thinking that it's the absolute because you saw it tripping is wrong.

The absolute is unlimited, then to realize the absolute you have to become unlimited. If you are a god with a will who does things you are limited. 

It's not easy becoming unlimited, if you are not ready for it you could take a lot of 5meo or anything that the limited self will remain. Inflated as a god that wants things for example .

The absolute and the reality are one, and it's unlimited, absolutely free. 

[Willy Phallicus]

13 hours ago, emil1234 said:

 clinging to the idea of reality being but the escape of an infinitely bored, lonely god, is such a pity and depressing outlook on reality

On the contrary its the complete and polar opposite.  Its sublimely perfect and chock full of unconditional love.  I said words do not do it any justice because I don't mean for it to be taken to its literal extreme.  I know its just me and I know why Im having a human dream.  That doesn't imply meaning it just means that meaninglessness goes way beyond human comprehension.

6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

That's just an hallucination that happens in psychedelic trips.

Well that cant be right because I had three full on awakenings a full five years before I ever tried a psychedelic and even then I wasn't taking the drugs for the purposes of illumination.  Spirituality, especially the New Age variety, was something I knew nothing about and considered it something wierdos were into as far as I was concerned.  I came to my understanding of reality completely backwards to how most spiritual yuppies "find themselves". 

6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

The absolute is unlimited, then to realize the absolute you have to become unlimited.

There is no correct, one path to gnosis.  To each his own.  All I needed was for my ego to get out of the damn way and not mistake it for a mental breakdown or straight up madness like I had done previously.  Mission accomplished.

6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

Inflated as a god that wants things for example .

I want for nothing.  Except perhaps off this ride as quickly and painlessly as possible.  Otherwise, I already have everything I want and its the process I call "me".

6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

absolutely free

Absolutely free to choose.